Why Do I Feel Unwanted Novels & Stories

Jason in the store across. “Mr. Jason is an attractive man, but it does not mean I want to have sex with him.” “Yes, you are right; just because he is sexy does not necessarily mean you would want to have sex with him, but in your case, you do.” “I don’t” I don’t want to believe I do because the only thing I want to feel towards Mr. Jason is hatred. “You can tell yourself that, but very soon, you will realize I am right.”

the sad part was he was right i had no one because i had pushed them away. " take it you bitch." he says. i was starting to see black dots and my vision became blurry. " oh fuck." "y....baby." "t....it....in." i was slipping in and out of conciousness I could not make out what he was saying, i tried to stay concious but next thing i knew darkness surrounded me. ******************************************** "you took away my worth, my privacy, my energy, my time, my safety, my intimacy, my confidence, my own voice, until now"-Anonymous.

after getting up Ziva explained her mom, what were her uncles intention wishing that she will understand her trauma and the anxiety she was in also the way that man tried to touch her trying every means to fulfill his filthy desires for her was still making her shiver in fear "Dare you speak momma from your filthy mouth..this two only have that right" pointing towards her elder children her mother declared, "he was just admiring you and for that, we would have gotten a big investment for your brother's new business and your father's company... But an unwanted child like you won't ever understand others pain, it would have been better if I had killed you when you were born" Christine said wit

“No. This isn’t that kind of problem.” She pulled back to look at me. “What do you mean?” I swallowed hard. “This isn’t the kind of life I want for myself. Or for my child.” Her eyes widened slightly. “I don’t want to wake up every day wondering what new drama will come from his mother,” I continued. “I don’t want my child growing up feeling unwanted or questioned. I don’t want to keep breaking myself just to hold a marriage together.” She opened her mouth to speak, but I beat her to it.

He had looked me over with a puzzled expression and said I looked perfectly normal. At least in his eyes, I didn't seem abnormal. Maybe I could ask for his help with this. Just as I intended to go and talk to Noah, he appeared and looked like he wanted to talk to me. "Are you okay, Ivanna? I hope you're not affected by the unfortunate interactions with your previous two deskmates," Noah said with concern. I sighed, feeling frustrated. "It's been bothering me a lot. They were acting like I'm carrying some kind of plague."

The only thing hindering the relationship between the both of us at this point is Liana. She’s the only reason why our relationship is not growing because she’s not showing any interest in me, and I’ve told her many times I try to show her that I actually like her. She hasn’t reciprocated any of the feelings, and I’ve been trying to show her, which is why I am feeling very disappointed and sad at the same time. I honestly don’t like feeling this way because it makes me feel sick and unwanted. This is the same way I was feeling when my brother eventually got married and I was left alone until I moved into his house; it was the same way I felt at a very young age when my granddad was punished

My mind keeps on going back to the Alpha's words. I've never been this affected in my whole life, but fuck. It's my mate. And the first time I saw him, he already got my heart. But he doesn't feel the same way toward me. I didn't expect that being unwanted is the worst thing one can ever experience. It feels like something is squeezing my heart too much that I find it hard to breathe. "So, we shouldn't expect a lot from his parents. They might not want us also for their son," I muttered and rested my head against the headrest of the couch. As I inhaled air, blood filled my nostrils and I knew where it came from.

But the more I thought about it, I really did believe that if the Moon Goddess designed it that way, the sharing piece would come naturally. Of course there would be bumps in the road, but nothing we couldn’t work out. I just wished I could get Reegan to talk to me about it long enough to convince him. So far, it was a conversation he wasn’t interested in having. All I knew for sure was I was lonely in a way that couldn’t be fixed by superficial relationships anymore. I needed “Her.” I needed “The One” to feel completely whole. I wanted to feel the sparks from our bond when we touched. I wanted the soul-deep connection my parents had. I wanted to hold her in my arms and know it was forever.

My mind has a way of tuning thing it sees as unnecessary. “Did the individual that gave you this information also tell you all what this said people did?” I sound bored. Uninterested. That is also how I feel. Nothing tends to interest me anymore. Not like there was ever a time that I found interest in anything that does not pertain to my girl. That is the exact reason why I am beginning to get pissed that these people are unconsciously keeping me from going to her. And I just know that something is not right.

But right now, with Zane’s hands squeezing me and his body heat soaking into mine, I finally feel like I'm alive. My body is completely betraying me. I can feel my pussy getting slicker, the warmth dripping down my thighs, and all I want is for him to take me right here against the door. I want him to stop talking and just do it. I want to forget about being a wife and just be a woman. Why does the worst thing in the world feel like the only thing I need? Why did I have to wait for my husband's uncle to make me feel like I haven’t been forgotten?