Why Do I Feel Unwanted Novels & Stories

Sometimes i feel pity on myself. I look at my husband who is laying on me totally naked so i am. His manhood is still buried deep inside me and i am sure my lowers must be bleeding like always. His desires is more important than my pleadings. I am feeling extreme pain but i have to endure it or else he would give me punishment if i did something that he doesn't likes.

Maybe he doesn't feel the same way I feel about him. Loving him still now is so wrong but it feels so good. It feels like he is my world. Like the sun rises after the moon's descent, it's natural and inevitable. I can't fight the feeling. The worst feeling is feeling unwanted by the person you need the most. There is a lot of difference between want and need. Want is a luxury, while need is something you cannot live without. I had a lot of reasons to leave, to give up on you. But still I chose to stay. You had a lot of reasons to stay. But you chose to give up on me. Why? Just why? You just cut and threw me out of your life like it was something easy. Making me think I deserved it. We were n

It will be interesting, but I doubt that it will be fun. Haakon greets me with a friendly smile. The pony that I tended too on my arrival is in a nearby paddock and trots over to the fence. I move to the wooden railing and stroke my hand along her neck. I will not cry. I will not allow myself to cry. I have been unwanted my entire life. This is no different. After giving myself a moment to come to terms with not being wanted, once again, I resume my daily chores. I remain busy for the rest of the day and again avoid both men. Ignoring the dragons is harder since I have a connection with one that both are using.

But all I could feel was that icy dread, that terror of being abandoned, of being unwanted. The voices in my head were loud. They reminded me of how I was always going to be unwanted. My family didn't want me, neither did my first mate. Why would someone as powerful as Rhys want me? Of what use was I to him? Instead of peace, my presence alone was bringing discord among his people.

I went to the tree house to get some fresh air. Didn't he even value me a little? Why did he not come to me to explain himself? I questioned myself. It seemed like he was unaffected by my presence. He didn't want me in his life. I never felt so unwanted in my life. Why did he forcibly confine me in his residence despite his apparent lack of concern for my well-being? I couldn't stop crying because my heart was so broken. How I fell in love with this sex monster is beyond me.

Unlike before,inside the manor, where there are people who always bother me and my sleep. ... But it does seem a lil bit lonely. Do I always have to be alone? Can someone just stay by my side, accept me for who i was and hear me out everytime? I feel so miserable. I feel so hurt. Trap and it is crap. The feeling of being unwanted yet held like a prisoner. I'm back in what I used to be back then. But I'm back to square one building my walls. "I thought they were different. Yet they are all the same."

It's a pity because she likes this place very much. She has to move and also buy some clothes and necessities since winter is coming. Going to the small villages to buy things is always exciting for Evelyn since she could see what people like her are doing. But it also made her a little sad that she can't have a normal life like them. She wanted to be like them. Laughing and enjoying their life with their loved ones. Loved ones......... Evelyn doesn't have anyone to love. She forgot how love felt like. Her only hope was finding her mate, but now she was starting to lose that too.....

Her voice was calm, steady, but firm. She didn’t think she owed him any explanation. Didn’t he know how she had been treated in that house? Didn’t he see how small and unwanted she felt there every day? Wasn’t it better that she left? “What?” Adrian said, shocked. He took a step back slightly, completely taken aback by her response. “How is it not my concern? You left home without saying anything to anyone,” he added unhappily. Her words displeased him deeply. How could she say it wasn’t his business? It was his business. He had been sick with worry. He had blamed himself over and over again.

But undeniably ours. I stood, staggered toward her, and reached out, but stopped just short of touching her. “Why didn’t you tell me?” I asked, starring at her, I could feel her warmth, she looked up, her eyes, innocent and yet wanting love. “Because I didn’t even know until this week. And I didn’t want you to think I was using it to trap you, like Ella is.” I closed my eyes and let the weight of it settle over me. I was going to be a father. And I had nearly destroyed the woman carrying my child.

It would be from someone who loved me with all his heart. How would I be able to get impregnated when I didn't even have a man in my life? It was ludicrous. Plus the way Drake was watching me was unsettling. It looked as if he was curious about my answer too. I would never give him the satisfaction. "Mommy's not going to get pregnant, Grayson. If Mommy wants to have another baby, it will take a long time. Right now, there are a lot of things that need Mommy's attention." Like paying my mountains of bills and a lot more to come. Having a man in my life was not something I needed. Or wanted. They were merely distractions. “But don’t worry. I still have plans of having one when everything is al