NEVER YOURS TO LOSE
He was closer than she expected — two feet away, his expression completely unguarded in the way it only ever was when he had stopped calculating and was just feeling something directly.
"I didn't know about the letter," he said. "I didn't know about Fenn's arrangement. I didn't know about any of it." He paused. "But I need you to hear me say something and I need you to actually hear it, not process it, not file it — hear it." His voice dropped. "I saw you across that room six years ago and I couldn't explain it then and I still can't fully explain it now. But it was real. Whatever Fenn planned, whatever he arranged — he did not arrange what I felt. That was mine." He paused. "That has always