Keep Your Merry Christmas to Yourself
On Christmas Eve, my parents and my fiancé, Ivano Dominici, finally agree to accompany me to Iberion to see the aurora. But when I arrive there, they never show up no matter how long I wait.
I send messages to ask. They reply helplessly that something urgent has come up at the last minute and tell me to go to the observation point and wait. I stand alone on the icy field, turning back every few minutes to look at the road behind me.
When my hands grow numb from the cold, I scroll my social media feed and see a recent post from my younger sister, Giada Soave.
Holding gifts in her arms, she sits beneath a luxurious crystal Christmas tree with my parents embracing her from both sides.
Ivano stands behind her with his hand resting lightly at her waist and his eyes full of tenderness.
The caption reads, "Merry Christmas, I'm grateful to spend the holiday with those who love me most!"
The comments section buzzes with blessings, praise, and envious messages.
I stare at the screen for a long time without moving. This is not the first time they break their promise to me because of Giada.
But this time, I do not argue or make a scene.
I simply type and send one line calmly in the comments, "I wish your family of four a Merry Christmas."
I finally let go of my obsession and stop waiting for people who will never come to me.
But when I quietly step away, the ones who cannot let go turn out to be them.