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I should have run as hard as I could to leave him gone. However, I can't do that. Because like the two opposite poles of a magnet, we are attracted to each other. The more time passes, the more inseparable we become. We learn to forgive, accept and love each other. Yeah, of course that's true. Because of a revenge we met, thus making us hate each other. But without realizing it, God has shown a way out of this problem. Because of that, the hatred that we had, slowly diminished and disappeared without a trace.

I deserved it all. Initially, I had come to get revenge on Bianca. I'd hated her so much and wanted to see her ruined. But somehow, she was able to make all the hatred I felt disappear and she transformed them into love. I had fallen so hopelessly in love with her but I hadn't realized on time. I was blinded by my hatred and then I only saw her as a woman who was incapable of loving.

Years had passed since I had faked my life away to survive him. Since then, we had both grown in ways I could never have imagined. He had changed—truly, deeply—and I had healed. The chaos, the heartbreak, the fear of the past no longer ruled our lives. What we had now was nothing like the obsession or toxicity that had once consumed us. It was grounded, safe, and real.

They couldn’t have been more wrong for each other if they’d got a computer program to determine their worst matches. But the computer would have got their desire for each other right. "That was when I loved you," she said hoarsely. For love had grown from lust, a love greater than she could have imagined. Leaving him had not been easy. Staying away had been almost unbearable. And now that love has twisted into hate. But the desire was still there, however deeply she’d thought she’d buried it. If you ever felt anything for me, you wouldn’t ask for such a... despicable thing from me.’

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

But what began as revenge had evolved into something darker, something far more consuming. Sheila had stopped being the victim of Adrian’s cruelty; she had become the architect of his unraveling. Every lie she fed him, every doubt she planted, every smile she faked all were threads she wove into the grand tapestry of his destruction. She had once loved him. That was her greatest sin. Now she hated him with the same passion that once bound her heart to his. But the truth is that hate is only love turned inside out bruised, rotting, but still beating.

Carl raised an eyebrow, and I snorted. “He's an asshat, all right. He's egotistical, cocky, and smug.” I traced the wood on the table. “But he's also patient, gentle, and caring. He listened when I needed to talk. He was there. He wiped the tears and held me when I needed it. He made me laugh and made me forget. Before I knew it, I'd gone from hating him to liking him.” A tear made a slow trail down my cheek. “To loving him. I don't know how it happened. Somewhere between all the laughs and tears, I fell in love with him. And I don't know how to get back up again.”

United by desire. Transformed by love.

But today I did. But this time... It wasn't a lover. Actually... It was an enemy who became a friend and then a saviour. Sasha... I had heard of how much she hated, Mia. She not only hated her... But did so with passion. Few months later... She became a friend. At first I doubted it as I couldn't comprehend how an enemy could become a friend, in a short amount of time when it isn't a fairytale. But when I got to know what transpired... I understood.