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"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

Wasn't going to help matters yet she felt the need to ask. "Through Hardy." He ended there when she anticipated more. "Look, what you saw there is absolutely not what you think, please believe me." "Find it hard to. How can you explain making out with someone who bullies you on a daily and someone you claim 'not to appreciate' for hating on you and your fam?" 'Don't Appreciate' was the term she used to describe her feelings towards Sean instead of hate or despise. To her, they were one of those very powerful words to not offer a fellow human. One of those people did not like or need to hear no matter what.

[I hate you] END.

Why does he want to marry me? Why me? How he knows my all favorite taste I love white and golden, I love mango juice, I love that makeup and dresses, perfumes that I always dream of, even the sandwich I ate was onion-free and full of cheese and mayonnaise just like I always eat in the lunch..... How he knows that???

But it seems like It also won't go away either. Feeling used, But I'm still missing you, And I can't see the end of this, Just want to feel your kiss against my lips, And now all this time is passing by, But I still can't seem to tell you why, It hurt me every time I see you, Realize how much I need you, I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you, Don't want to but I can't put anybody else above you, I hate you, I love you,

"Hmmm sob*sob* hmmm... no...hmmm...I don't like losing you, hmmm sob*sob* hmmm...why do we need to do this? we were so much fine before...why can't we be like before...hmmm sob*sob* hmmm please I can't let you go...Esther...please not like this..." "Ssshhh...I won't go anywhere...but I am just letting you go instead, you have a lot to figure and even if I wanted to help you I can't...what we did before is such a great time for me, I thought I hate it but I loved it when you keep coming to see me, those snatch kiss, all your gesture even we don't have a real deal to each other, even the label is missing, I love everything I have done with you and I guess I will love it again and again even...

He didn't even give me a chance to say something. What is this feeling? Why did I feel like I want to stop you? Why did I feel so angry with that girl you call, baby? Why I'm telling this? Is that because... I really love him? No! No! No! NO AEROLL!! YOU. ARE. NOT. FUCKING. IN LOVE. WITH. HIM. !! YOU ARE NOT IN LOVE!! YOU CAN'T FALL IN LOVE!! YOU ARE A MAN HATER, RIGHT?? A MAN HATER CAN'T FALL IN LOVE!! EVER!!

"Ishq ne tere Hume tabah kar diya Kuch is kadar toda ki Fanaa kar diya Na Jeene ki khwaish hai baki Na hai marne ki Tamanna Ye dil phir bhi mange tera sath Janke bhi bane anjan ki mumkin Nahi jo ye mangti hai Tera sath koi jannat nahi Nahi mai koi Farishta Par agar tera sath Mile to Jahannum ko bhi jannat man lu. Par takleef bas yahi hai tujhe mera sath Qubool nahi aur Mujhe tere bagair kuch Qubool nahi. (your love destroyed me, It broke me like that I died Nor I have left any desire to live Nor I wish to die This heart wants your togetherness Despite knowing it is impossible what ever it is asking for it pretends to be oblivious Your togetherness is not heaven Nor I am an angel

I know he doesn't want love, it's just intercourse. "I'm not one of them." Happy Reading

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