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“Aw, dad, I understand Julian had bruised your ego so greatly after sleeping with the love of your life and getting your daughter pregnant." Mr. Parker bristled in anger. “SANDRA!" She smirked. “Isn't it funny. I'm enjoying my hatred so much more than I ever enjoyed love. Love is temperamental. Tiring. It makes demands. Love uses you, changes its mind. But hatred, now, that's something you can use. Sculpt. Wield. It's hard, or soft, however you need it. Love humiliates you, but hatred... hatred cradles you.”

"I love you too" ----------------------------

And then walked away like she was nothing. That pain in her eyes— it will haunt me. But this is bigger than love. Bigger than destiny. If I want to save my sister, if I want to survive this war, I need to protect myself. The curse can wait.

There are two things I love in life. One, Fridays, Two, Trading insults with Clumsy Nancy. Her name’s actually Nancy Gilbert, but I don’t even care. Nancy, she’s sarcastic, prickly and looks at me irritatingly like I’m the gum stuck to her shoe. But I find her interesting, to an extent. I love how she hates me, and I love how she knows that I love how she hates me. But I hate how audacious she is, how she tells me to shut up to my face. No sugarcoating, no fake smiles. This morning, she wore a coat that made her look like the dwarf from Game of Thrones. I don’t just get this girl. Sometimes, she's pretty dull; other times, she’s like the ‘terror’ in the popular line from GOT, ‘For the night

“Let go.” I don’t. “Say it. Tell me you don’t feel this too.” She swallows, whispering, “I hate you.” I lean in, close enough to feel her breath. “Liar.”

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Harshika knitted her brows and paused her hands in mid-way, by hearing his painful words, “ Why you don't like my touch, baby ?. Why can't you love me ?. I tried everything to change your hatred towards me. But, I couldn't be able to change your hatred for me. I don't know how to change it, baby. I really don't know how to change your hate. I really don't know how to make you fall in love with me. I really don't know how to make you accept me as your husband. I really don't know how to make you understand my love for you. I really don't know how to make you understand that I am craving every moment to live with you. I know that you don't like my touch, baby. But, do you know that I yearn eve

Like my eyes were about to fall out this instance. "Yup!" They both said while giving me flat tone. "What's got into you bro's!" I said to them but still they all look at me seriously. "Woah seriously? Gezz fine I'll answer your questions ok!" I said as they still like to pushed that topic so I surrender. " Of course we all wanted to have someone to love and cherish ok? But not for now!" I said while giving them cheeky smile. "Idiot!" Blake mumbled.

"I love you." ****

Why am I not able to move on from this? I hate her. But she is still driving me crazy. My anger is still getting worse and worse day by day. I hadn't focused on music or anything. My whole day passes in my room. I feel something inside me is terribly broken. I am not even in contact with Aaditya and Kabir. A whole week has passed and I'm still not able to forget what happened. I know only one thing, that I will not fall into this love trap again. I hate her.