RAYANA POV
Ignorance is bliss!
And so were the times I pretended to be one of the million citizens of Great Britain without the duties and the expectations of my ‘holier than thou’ last name following closely behind me like a shadow. Very unfortunately, those times did not end well; it so happened that every time I stepped out of the shell that had cocooned me my entire life, things just had to go to shit!
And to shit they go.
I raised my head as the heavy metal door slammed shut a few yards from where I was canoodled on the cold floor, blankly staring at my sparkly two-toned green and silver Jimmy Choo’s. Something about the gems studded into the fabric fascinated me!
“Get up, princess. Looks like today is your lucky day.” The mean Latino officer intoned as she jiggled heavy cell keys, the sound creating a hollow echo inside my brain. The deadlock bolted into place before she yanked the bar door open, and then held it ajar.
I got up from my pitiful position and straightened the non-existing creases on my black Gucci suit, then attempted a smile that failed to reach my ears.
The officer eyed me up and down like I was some rich kid who had a reckless night only to land her ass in a cell and spend a night.
However, that was not so far from the actual truth.
Except I was not some rich kid, I was a princess.
“You silver-fed brats have it all. All the money and no brains.” She tsked before shaking her head in disbelief while handing me my silver clutch bag that assumingly had all of my belongings; her eyes lingering on my feet a minute longer.
I stared at my feet, and smiled heartily before slipping my clutch bag into my armpit, then crouched lower and unclasped both heels. I straightened up and held them before her with a pearly smile.
She glared at me like I had grown an extra pair of eyes.
“What do you want me to do with them? I don’t need these. Heck, they probably cost more than my annual salary.” She reluctantly dragged her gaze from the shoes before staring back at me like I was crazy. I shrugged nonchalantly before taking her hand and placing the shoes, then patting her shoulder.
“I have more than plenty of those.” With that, I bee-lined her and sashayed out of the holding cell I was kept the entire night.
My head was pounding like I'd rented my skull for a disco night, and a million questions haunted my subconscious like a hateful ghost seeking revenge. But the one that made my mind reel even harder was: if I was in jail; ALONE, then where the hell were Aubrey, Chloe, and Olivia?
Because I sure as hell left my place to go out with them to discuss my wedding. I'd opted for a much simpler get-together: something along the lines of cheese boards and wine, but Aubrey ruled it out for a club and white powder.
The last thing I remembered was us screaming in the VIP, then nothing!
I couldn’t even rake my brain for what could have transpired that landed me in jail, but all of that would come to light later.
I stepped into a brightly lit corridor, my feet hitting the cold floors and sending euphoria to my brain. I was feverish, my skin hot underneath my clothes. The headache made it almost impossible to stay sane and my stomach growled and roared with discomfort.
I arrived at the reception and the first person I saw made my heart do that tiny flip-flop.
Lucas rose from his seat before walking to me and pulling me in a tight hug. My nostrils caught a whiff of custom cologne that sent a tiny jolt of awareness to my brain as though it wanted it to shut down completely. My eyes fluttered close.
“You are going to be the death of me.” His soft timbre brushed down my spine as he rubbed my back, the warmth of his hot skin seeping through his shirt and suit coat and making me lose all rationality.
“Sorry to worry you,” I mumbled against his neck.
“I don’t think I will ever do it again. Plus a jail cell is not a place for the likes of me.” I said giggling and pulling off from him.
Green eyes stared back at me with affection. Standing 5ft8 with blonde hair and the brush of stubble ghosting his manly jaw; Lucas Franklin was a literally panty dropper; every woman’s wet dream, and lucky for me, my fiance.
Just the mere idea of being branded by this man made the rock on my finger weigh a little more than it did.
“Where are the rest of the girls?”I asked as though the poor man held all the answers to the bazillion questions I had. Even though he was not part of whatever shitshow that went on that went on last night. Heck, I was even humbled by the mere fact that he found out which police station I was being held because I sure as hell didn't even tell him that I'd be out clubbing while he did God knows what at his company.
“We’ll talk about the girls later. Let’s you out of here first.” Ah. My heart.
We may have had our differences and often didn’t see eye to eye in most of the things where our relationship was involved, and I hated it. For instance, I wanted a wedding at a church, he wanted a beach ceremony!
Two different things!
But despite all of that, we always found ways to make it work.
He took my hand in his, and we silently walked to where his black Maybach was parked. He didn’t bother opening the door for me, just unlocked it and climbed in the driver’s seat before patiently waiting for me to climb aboard.
I strapped myself to the seat and with silence reigning in the car, he drove off. The silence offered the peace I didn’t know I needed; and made way for my mind to reel even harder. I tried piecing together remnants from last night to create a clear picture in my mind, but whenever I tried, pain lasered through my brain and I knew that I could do all of that later.
Luc drove in silence while I settled in the passenger’s seat watching the morning life buzz from outside.
What day was it?
And were there so many flags on the way yesterday?
Luc pulled over and I realized it was in front of a coffee shop. My lips tucked up in a small smile when I glanced his way to find him watching me as he unstrapped his belt. He leaned into the backseat and retrieved a pair of black VERSACE sandals, then handed them to me, My smile grew wider.
I unstrapped my belt, pulled on the shoes and the two of us exited the car together. He once again reclaimed my hand in his and we walked into the coffee shop, my senses collapsing inside of me at the smell of freshly ground coffee beans.
“Find a seat. I’ll get us something to eat.” He said motioning to the empty seats at the farthest end of the shop. I hummed my response and did as he instructed.
I dropped into the leather seats and released a low moan of relaxation as my body unfolded in the seat. Leaning backward, I pinched my eyes shut for a moment and just took in my surroundings. For the first time, my mind was blank!
“I got you the breakfast combo and a fresh latte,” Lucas announced his arrival as he dropped into the seat before me, and I was forced to peel my eyes open.
He had a strange look, something along the lines of concern and a bit of shadiness… Like he was hiding something. I shifted in my seat for more comfort, then stared at him deadly.
“Is everything alright?” I dropped my hands on the table before us.
He eyed my hands before heaving out a loud sigh.
There it was!
“I don’t know how to tell you this, Rayana. But you are eventually going to find out so I might as well be the one to break the news to you.” He mimicked my movements, but unlike my steady hands, his fidgeted like crazy.
My brows knitted together as my mind once again tried to find what the hell was going on.
Was he calling off the engagement? I wouldn’t put that passed him!
“What is it?”
He looked at me in the eye and swallowed.
“Your father.” Another hard swallow. “Your father couldn’t make it another night, Dona”
Blood in my veins, heart in my chest; everything went ice cold. In one painful yank, my world came crashing to the tiled floor beneath me!
My eyes opened even wider, the pounding in my head ignored for the stronger, deeper, and more intense ache that slowly brewed in my chest!
My hand came flying to cover my mouth, and one word breathy word escaped my lips: “No!”
EPILOGUEALEJANDRO POVNothing in all my battles, not the taste of blood in my mouth, not the ringing gunshots in my ears, and not even the betrayal of a man I called my brother, could have prepared me for this moment. Not even the sleepless nights I spent obsessing over the dad magazines and those little books I read to prepare for this moment. My wife’s screams literally tore my chest open. Her hands gripped the rails of the hospital bed like they were the only thing anchoring her to this world. Her face was soaked in sweat, her lips pale, and trembling. And her eyes… her damn eyes. They locked onto mine with such a humbling, desperate pain I thought I was falling apart. “Just a little longer, signorita.” The doctor encouraged gently. But I wasn’t listening to her. I was listening to Rayana. To every single one of her desperate cries. Every guttural scream and watching every single bead of sweat on her skin. Every broken breath she tried to push through. I felt all of it, deep
Chapter 148ALEJANDRO POVThe soft glow of the late noon sun streaked through the thin lace curtain, casting golden shards across the quiet living room. I sat slouched on the velvet couch, my phone and all the drama it only ever brought forgotten in my lap as my eyes scanned articles and forums about baby care and fatherhood. The kind of reading I never, not even once, ever pictured myself ever doing. “Dad magazines,” I muttered under my breath, earning a soft laugh from Rayana who had her head in my lap, her eyes closed and a pleasant smile plastered on her face. She peeled her black eyes open and watched me with that knowing smile. The one that told me she was amused but understood the storm of nerves wreaking havoc inside of me. I needed to prepare. For the babies. For her… for whatever our future might hold. So I learned every single thing about parenting. About the colic phase, and even the hacks to changing dirty diapers. I made a mental note to change the room on our floor
Chapter 147ALEJANDRO POV The drive to the hospital was a living frenzy. The car didnt move on wheels, it fucking flew. The engines roared like an angry beast, the world outside melting into blurred chaos. Red lights meant nothing, and horns only sounded like white noise. None of it mattered. Kimberly sat in the passenger seat sobbing quietly, hands clutched so tightly in her lap that I feared she might be digging into her own skin and drawing blood.Her hushed whispered prayers filled the gaps. I wished I could listen to them, dwell in them, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t listen. I couldn’t… I couldn’t breathe. Rayana. Her name was a loud roar in my skull. It was a plea. A panicked scream. She was fine a few hours ago, smiling, laughing, taunting me with her love. She went for a swim because she had said the water soothed her. The image of her waddling toward the pool, her belly round with life played behind my eyes on a broken loop. And then the scream. That becursed scream.Whe
Chapter 146ALEJANDRO POVThe scream tore through the air like a knife lodged into my beating heart. I shot out of my chair like it had grown sharp spikes, heart stopped and lungs frozen. I knew that voice. I’d know that voice anywhere. High. Panicked. Raw and in pain. My Rayana. I didn’t think. I just ran. Out of the door, across the corridor with force; feet slammed against the floor like gunfire. My vision blurred, panic and rage rushing through my veins like heated gasoline. She’d gone swimming. She was running hot and needed to cool off. She promised she wouldn’t stay out long. I looked at how beautiful she was, how the little swimwear looked like it was tailored right on her body. But I didn’t kiss her…I reached the backyard at the speed of lightning, and that’s when I saw her. My wife. My everything. She was lying in a pool of red blood at the bottom of the stairs. Her arms were limp, her legs twisted in the most unnatural way. Her eyes fluttered like it was the last fli
Chapter 145RYANA POVIt felt like living in a haunted palace. Cold rigid walls, dark whispers in the corridors… It was fucking maddening. A few days had passed since the chaotic morning in the dining room. Yet, the air in the house hadn’t settled. If anything, the pressure had thickened, full of unspoken threats and unshed emotions. Poline moved through the corridors like a shadow. But her presence was louder than thunderclaps. She didn't scream, she didn’t break things. Heck…. She didn’t even argue or blow the entire house down the way I thought she would. But she plotted. She worked in the dark, in silence, and without an audience. A quiet manipulator… Like a sparkling poison in still water. The maidservants were no longer cheerful when they passed me in the hallways. They bowed too quickly, kept their eyes low, and their gazes shifted. They always scurried off before I could ask a single question. The spark had drained from them, and all that remained were hollow emotions and
Chapter 144RAYANA POVThe morning was supposed to be calm. Peaceful. Quiet. Filled with intense love-making and the sweet promises of the future. A quiet return to what we called a normal rhythm of our home. After all, I had my husband back, and I had just reached the core of his soul when he came undone and opened his heart to me for the first time. We were supposed to revel in the feel of all that. Instead, the first thing I saw when we walked into the dining room was an electric shock to every nerve ending underneath my skin. An insult to everything I had ever worked for. Poline sat at the head of the table, all pristine and shiny like she belonged there. Her spine was straight, shoulders pulled back, and dripping with aristocratic arrogance that was full of hatred. A knowing smile played on her lips like she had been fasting and praying her whole life to play that role; to sit there and insult my husband in his own house, in front of me, his wife, and his people. Her smile w