"Leave me," I said, struggling to get out of his grip… "Ahh," an unwanted moan escaped from my lips when he sucked on my neck harder. "If you want me to leave you then why do you call me daddy to tease me?" He groaned, having a hard time controlling himself. "Now you have to pay for it, my little dove." She closed her eyes in sensation knowing the dirty meaning behind those innocent words. She hated him, and his feelings were not different, but their desire was overpowering their hatred. . Monika is an Alpha woman who falls in love three times, but everyone rejects her, including her fated mate. She accepted her fate of being doomed in love until her ex returned to her life after knowing she hid her pregnancy for him. She was the mother of his child. He forced her to sign a contract marriage where there would be only lust and no place for love. What will she choose? If she said yes, then what would happen when a girl who is rejected by everyone gets accepted by a ruthless Alpha who is heartless as a rock? Wanna know? Read the journey of Monika finding love.
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I was standing outside the marriage court of the werewolf world, wearing a wedding gown. Never in my imagination, I thought that I would have to come here to marry someone, especially after how everyone rejected me.
I loved someone from childhood but he rejected me because he loves his fated mate. Then my best friend proposed to me, and I said yes, but he also rejected me after finding his fated mate. I thought maybe it was a magic of mate bond that werewolves love their fated mate more than their chosen mate, but here, destiny also proved me wrong.
My fated mate, Ryan, wanted to reject me just after meeting me, but because of circumstances, he couldn't, but it didn't change anything. He did reject me, but after taking my virginity. I still consider that day as my worst nightmare.
I lost all my hopes in love after my fated mate rejection and was living my life with my daughter. Yes, I got pregnant with Ryan, and I realised this after he left me.
I was living a peaceful life until Ryan chose to return and claim his right over my daughter. Thankfully, there was a way to stop him, but that way was disastrous in itself. I was going to marry the ruthless Alpha of the werewolf world.
Everyone in my pack was as shocked as I was. The girl who got rejected by everyone is now going to marry an Alpha.
"Let's go" My mom came from behind, bringing me back to the world. She passed me a broken smile, knowing I didn't want this... I don't want to marry that heartless person. I nodded and went inside, expecting my groom to be standing and waiting for me, but like always, he failed me.
"Where is he?" I asked his beta who rolled his eyes at my question, showing he has no manners like his Alpha.
"He will be here in a while." He grunted and went to the side to stand away from us. I sighed and sat on the chair, waiting for the devil of my life. The person whom I started loving but he rejected me after mating.
"What do you think?" My wolf, Akira, asked anxiously.
"About what?"
"What if he rejects us again like before and refuses to come?" She asked.
"I'm not afraid that he would reject me, Akira. It will not be something new for me after getting rejected by many, but I'm afraid for my daughter," I said and looked at my daughter, Jenny, who was excitedly waiting for her father to come and accept me.
"He is known as heartless and ruthless, Alpha. It won't be a big deal for him to break my daughter's heart, but I will never forgive him for this." I thought and looked at Jenny. Her smile starts withering as it's been more than an hour since we were waiting for Ryan. I sighed and stood up then went near Jenny.
"Let's go princess. I don't think he will come now," I said and extended my hand towards her.
"But he promised me," she said. Tears brimmed in her eyes.
"That's why I never wanted to agree with this marriage thing", I hissed at Akira, who forced me to say yes. I was trying to find words to console my daughter when suddenly, Akira howled in happiness. Before I could ask her the reason, someone's voice surprised me.
"And I know how to fulfil my promise"
"Daddy", Jenny chimed and ran towards him. I know it's Ryan without looking. So finally he decided to show up after making me wait for more than an hour.
"At least he came", Akira muttered.
"Should I be grateful for that?" I scoffed and closed the mindlink before she spoiled my mood more than it was.
"Alpha Ryan" His beta bowed his head in respect. I rolled my eyes and looked at the court officer to start the procedure of marriage.
Ryan stood beside me but I refused to look at him for once. Somewhere I knew his eyes were fixed on me.
"Here... Signed this paper and then marked each other while taking the oath," Councillor said, passing a register towards us. I picked up the pen to sign.
"Stop", He said and kept his hand on the register. I raised my hand and looked at him confusingly, finally giving him the satisfaction of making eye contact. He smirked when our eyes met.
"You will not sign these freaking marriage papers," He said in a low tone, then took out some paper from his pocket when I didn't ask him any questions.
"You're going to sign this contract paper," He said. I snatched the paper from his hand. Shocked words would be less to explain my emotion at that moment.
"A Contract?" I look at him, not able to believe my eyes.
"Yes... If you want to marry me, then you have to sign this marriage contract," He said without any shame. I glare at him and start reading the contract along with the terms and conditions he mentioned.
"You cannot reject your mate but he can reject you if you did something wrong" I read the first condition and then scoffed, remembering how he rejected me before like a coward after mating with me without having any conversation.
"You have to fulfil all your Luna duties while fulfilling the duties of a wife" I read and looked at him from head to toe.
"Do you really think I would let you touch me after how you took my virginity and rejected me" I hissed.
"There is no need to recall old things. We will end up arguing. Read further" He grunted. I shoot him a dead glare before reading his next stupid condition.
"We both will not mark each other until the entire pack agrees and votes for you to become their Luna" I didn't say anything on this condition because I have zero interest in becoming his Luna. I sighed and read further.
"Don't expect any love from your mate. This marriage is a contract marriage where you have to fulfil the duties of a good mother of Jenny along with the duties of Alpha and Luna. There is no place for love in this marriage. If any of you fall in love, then others have a right to back out from this marriage" My heart missed a beat. Only If he knew I never stopped loving him, then he would have never written this condition. Our past was brutal but my love for him never died.
After a pause, I shook my head, reminding myself to stay focused. Nothing can happen between us because I know he will never love me. A heartless person like him can never love anyone.
"You have to pleasure the Alpha as he wants. You cannot refuse him." I gritted my teeth after reading his last condition and crushed the paper in my hand before looking back at him.
"What kind of absurd contract is this? What do you think of yourself?" I growled. His beta rushed towards us to protect his Alpha after seeing how furious I was.
"Lower your voice," He said and encircled his hand around my waist, pulling me closer to him. Surprising me with his actions. I look at his hand and then at him.
"I don't think there was anything wrong in any of these conditions." He shrugged his shoulders. I clenched my jaw, unable to believe how someone could be so shameless. He held my chin and made me look into his eyes, which I was avoiding because his mesmerising eyes always made me forget why I was mad at him.
"If you want to marry me, then you have to fulfil the duties of a wife," He grinned, increasing my temper.
"I won't sign this" He kept his finger on my lips interrupting me.
"Shh," He shushed me and turned my face towards my daughter, who was looking at our side with a big smile on her face, thinking her mommy and daddy were finally getting along. Tears welled up in my eyes realising the truth will break her heart.
"Think about her before making any decision, kitten" he whispered in my ear, indirectly threatening me to sign my death note, which means this stupid contract.
Monika Pov's .I read that message again and again, then looked outside. It was already dark. It means I have only a few hours before my daughter comes here. I sat on the bed, breathing heavily. I was panicking with the thought of my daughter seeing me in pain, or seeing the distance between her father and me. She will break down if she gets to know how her father still loves his ex, not me. I kept my hand on my chest, feeling like everything was slipping from my hand like sand. "What should I do now?" I thought and took out the tablet for my panic attack from the side drawer. I took them all in one go. I was shivering and breathing heavily, but at the same time, I was sweating. "I-- I need to talk to Ryan. I will not let my and Ryan's differences come in front of our daughter.Her little heart will get broken. No... I need to pretend everything is fine in front of her. I can't lose it like this... I can't," I mumbled to myself and took a deep breath to calm myself. Thankfully, af
Monika Pov's .I was looking at him, dumbfounded, while he was staring at me with a smile on his lips until my eyes gave up and started shedding tears."Cupcake," he called me with a nickname which I'm sure must belong to his ex. I pushed him away and hopped out of bed, fuming in anger, and my heart was shedding tears of blood."What happened?" He asked, wondering why his Jenny pushed him suddenly. He got down from the other side of the bed and came near me. I was looking at him with teary eyes and an empty mind like a stupid person. He raised his hand to hold my hand but I moved back and shook my head."Jenny," my heart was twitching in pain every time he called me Jenny. He tried to hold my hand."Don't touch me" I shouted and pushed him away. His eyes widened, and his expression turned into pain."At least tell me what I did that upset you?" He asked. I grunted and turned my face in another direction, feeling humiliated and hating myself for trusting someone again. I shouldn't hav
Monika Pov's . I was looking at myself in the mirror. Ryan has arranged a special dinner for us at his favourite place. It was his birthday, but he was giving me a surprise, saying he wanted to make the night special for both of us. I blushed remembering how he expressed his desire with his words. "He is going to get a hard bone after seeing us in this dress", I muttered and bit my lower lip, seeing my reflection in the mirror. I wore a red dress which showed my curve so perfectly with a little deep cleavage and a slit at the side. I put on light make-up with dark red lipstick, and curled my hair from below. He is going to get crazy today. I picked the long black jacket and wore it to cover my dress as I wanted to reveal my look after we reached the destination. Before that, I wanted him to stay in suspense. "What the" I cursed when my eyes went to the clock, realising I'm half an hour late from the time that Ryan gave me. Surprisingly, he didn't even come to check on me or to pi
Monika Pov's . Ryan and I were sitting near the window. He was looking at the Moon while I was staring at him. Thanks to the Moon Goddess for giving me a mate like him. I turned my head and looked at the clock, then looked back at Ryan. "Happy birthday, love" I said. He looked at me as if he had come out of his thoughts, then forced a smile on his lips. "Did you say something?" He asked. I narrowed my eyes and then hit his arms. "I said happy birthday," I groaned. He laughed and pinched my nose. "What a unique way of wishing someone" he chuckled and pulled me into his lap. "Where were you lost that you didn't even hear me?" I pouted. He kissed my cheek, then my lips. "No matter where I am or what my thoughts are. You always pull me towards you" he said, making me blush. "No one can win from you in words" I said and turned to look at him. I kept my hand on his cheek and kissed his lips. He smiled and responded. "Remember the promise you made to me?" He asked. I t
Monika Pov's . I lay down on the bed, shedding tears nonstop. I don't know why I was feeling so heartbroken. "Because his words were proving Jennifer right" Anika sobbed. I frowned and sat straight. "What do you mean?" I asked. "I don't know but I feel like he didn't move on from Jenny. He still loves her," Anika replied. Her words broke my heart, and the fact that she was always being right in the past was enough for me to trust her. I covered my face with a pillow while crying my heart out. I don't know how many hours I shed my tears, until someone knocked on the door, forcing me to stop crying and sit straight. I wiped my tears and rubbed my face to look normal before getting up to open the door. To my surprise, a maid was standing there with a flower bouquet in her hand. "Alpha, send this for you", she said with a mild smile. I forced a smile on my lips and took the bouquet from her hand. She bowed her head and left. I opened the note attached to it. "I'm sorry for hurtin
Monika Pov's .I sat straight and scratched my neck before looking back at Ryan, who was waiting for my response."It's not her fault Ryan... I mean, she just said a simple thing, and I started overthinking. It's not her fault, but mine for not trusting you and letting my insecurity get in the way. I just got afraid of losing you." I said, trying to ease the situation. He raised his eyebrow and then smirked."She?" My eyes shot up when he caught my word. "If I'm not wrong, then that 'she' is no one but my mother," he said, gritting his teeth. I tightened my lips, unable to understand what I should say to him. He cursed under his breath."Ryan" He stood up before I could complete, fuming in anger. He was about to go when I held his hand and shook my head."Why? Why are you saving her?" He grunted, shoving my hand away."I'm not saving her" I said and stood up. "I just don't want you to fight with her for me," I said honestly. He scoffed and shook his head."For God's sake... Stop bla
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