Novels by Emma's thoughts

The kiss was very raw and far from gentle; It seemed as though this man had been hungry for me for months, despite having just met him that same day. His hands groped my face, my neck, my shoulders, then finally eased down my long cotton dress, grabbing my behind with rigor.My lower belly came alive with desire, as the Alpha plundered my lips. I pushed aside all thoughts of this being wrong from my head. I had to do this to survive.It isn’t his baby! My wolf screamed in her head. I let out a low growl to shut her up, and she receded to a corner of my mind.Finally, when I felt like I would burst apart with sexual tension, he pulled back.“On your knees.” the Alpha ordered.He stepped closer, towering over me like a perfectly sculpted god. The truth of my effect on him stared me in the eyes. It was very much undeniable. I could see his erection, bulging beneath his trousers. I could almost hear it throbbing for me.There was no deception in the way he looked at me, foreboding and raw

The moment I stepped out, the guards waiting by my door led me down the hall. I walked behind them silently, letting my eyes roam as I took in the entire pack house.As I made my way to the dining room, my mind was a whirl of emotions. The comfort of the guest room, the warm bath, the clean clothes—all of it was so foreign to me. It felt like I had stepped into another world, one that I was not sure I belonged to.The guards stopped at the entrance of the next hallway, and I stopped behind them. "The dining hall is just down the hall, there." One of them motioned towards a door some metres away."Thank you," I murmured, as the guards turned and left. Taking a shuddering breath, I began my walk down the hallway.Just as I reached the end of the hallway leading to the dining room, I heard a voice—deep, resonant, and unmistakably authoritative. I recognized it immediately as the Alpha King’s voice. Curiosity got the better of me, and I found myself moving towards the sound, careful to st

It had been weeks since the encounter, weeks of constant torture, weeks of forced intimacy. Thankfully, I didn’t die as they rumored s*x slaves to.But I had become a shadow of myself, looking terribly pale and weak. I felt as though I was dying from the inside out, as though every moment spent in the Alpha’s presence was slowly killing me.My stomach ached terribly, and my throat was everything beyond dry. Just as the Alpha had ordered, no one could visit me except him.He chose whenever he felt to come and feed me, and forced me to be intimate with him whenever and however he wanted.His aura exuded so much hatred like he knew I was the little girl who lost her mom to his cold hands. My life seems so worthless having to lose my virginity to a murderer.More than a month later found me sitting alone in my room. The room was dark, the only light filtering through the tiny barred window high on the wall. My body ached from the previous night’s abuse, every movement sending waves of pai

The sound of horses’ hooves halting on the cobblestones and the creaking of the carriage wheels sent a jolt of unease coursing through me. All I heard next was a clap, and huge hands pulled me out of the carriage and dragged me with them.The smell of sandalwood lingered in the air, which I found oddly comforting despite the circumstances. But that wasn’t important. Why couldn’t I still see, even then?The darkness still enveloped me; the absence of sight sent tendrils of fear creeping through my veins.“She looks more beautiful than the rest of them,” one of their voices grated against my ear, sending shivers down my spine. “I bet she would last a while.”I flinched at his words, panic clawed at my throat, but I swallowed it down. The other voice chimed in with a venomous tone, and I felt a sharp pang of dread.“She looks malnourished. She might die after a whip,” he sneered, and I could feel the weight of his gaze bearing down on me.The implications of their words sank in like lead

Footsteps approached me where I was tied. The chain hanging on my neck was tugged and I struggled to catch my breath."Stand up!" A heavy voice dictated and I did as I was told, the cold ground sending a chill through my bare feet.Still walking, the surroundings kept getting louder.Rough laughter.Skunk smell of cigarettes.Murmurs of men.There were lots of them bidding on something. After what felt like an eternity, a forceful kick sent me sprawling onto a stage."Two Thousand for this little slut!"One of the men offered, laughing like a stray hyena.The rest cheered at it, and my heart skipped as hands traced my bare skin.It was dark. I couldn't see since I'd been blindfolded but the grimy hands almost crawling into my pants made me jump in fear.My cuffed hands were powerless behind my back, my clothes stripped away. I couldn't do anything in defense, only to sob and sob till my eyes pleaded for mercy.I am such a failure.My life itself is so useless and worthless.Mum died i