The one who pleasured you

Nora

I peeled my eyes open and sat up in fear immediately, wondering where I was as it took a minute for me to process everything.

I was still in my room… It was safe for me to call it mine. I remembered passing out because of how terrifying Alpha Damien looked and now I glanced around.

I heaved a sigh of relief when my eyes rested on a young nurse. She had a smile on her face as she stared at me.

“Congratulations…” Her voice was filled with cheer and I scoffed, wondering why she was congratulating me. It could be because I was the Alpha’s mate but it wasn’t worth celebrating one bit.

“You're heavy! You’re expecting!” She squealed and my frown deepened. Heavy? Expecting? I began panting heavily as my hands shook in fear.

Heavy! The only heavy I wanted to have now was weight and the only thing I was expecting was my period. But damn! Ever since I came into this pack, I hadn’t seen my period and I’d been too immersed in other things.

“No! This… No…” I shook my head, trying very hard to convince myself as tears pricked my eyes before they began falling off in large goblets.

She stared at me with shock and stopped smiling as she lowered herself towards me.

“Are you alright?” She whispered as she patted my hand softly and I shook my head, the tears making it difficult for me to utter any word.

“I’m so sorry dear… I thought you’d be happy to receive the news… I’m so sorry… Is there a problem?” She asked and I nodded.

“Problem with the father?” She pressed on.

“I… I… I don’t know… it’s father.” I let out in between sobs and she nodded softly, filled with pity as she stared at me.

“I’m so sorry dear…” She whispered as squeezed my hand softly while pulling me into a hug as she let me sob my eyes out on her shoulder.

What would Alpha Damien do to me? Would he cast me out now? It was what I wanted but not this way, especially hearing him talk about the death of his mates.

“Can… Can it be terminated?” I knew I sounded like a monster and deserved to be judged but then, it was my life against that of the baby.

I can’t risk growing a child here, especially one that didn’t belong to Alpha Damien. Wolves could get all possessive and jealous when their mates attention gets divided.

I’m not saying Alpha Damien was like others but no man would be happy to let another baby grow in his house.

“What?” She gasped and I held her hand tightly.

“I’m sorry but… I… I can’t… I can’t keep this baby, please help me. I want to terminate it.” I pleaded and she sighed heavily.

“It’s not as easy as you think. Pups are difficult to terminate… They leave their mothers lacking, feral or half insane. Out of all the termination done, only a few have survived without going feral and ever since then, Alpha Damien has to approve of it. And he barely approves, he’d rather watch his pack member go through the pain of childbirth than lose them. You should inform the Alpha… He provides for pregnant women, he shelters and supports them even after childbirth…”

“No!” I snapped, making her stunned. “I… I can’t let the Alpha know about this baby… It’s my secret.” I turned to her. “It’s our secret.”

“Fine, I respect your decisions but you’ll be needing a few drugs. I’ll stop by with everything later.” She promised and I nodded with a feigned smile.

“Thank you so much.” I whispered, tears streaming down my cheeks as I watched her leave the room.

“Nyx… I’m… I’m pregnant…” I whispered, words were too heavy to be let out.

My shoulders were slumped as the burden of my predicament weighed on me.

“It’ll be fine…”

“It will never be!” It came out harsher than intended. “Nyx, I’m carrying a child whose father I know nothing about, not even his face. Alpha Damien has refused to let me go, do you know what he's going to do when he finds out?”

“This is a disaster and I have to figure it out! I need to figure out a solution… It’s either I kill this baby and remain in this pack or I run away and hope for a better life…” I concluded and she didn’t say a word.

“Nyx… I will run away… Tonight!” I whispered.

“I’m in support of whatever you do…” Nyx replied and I exhaled deeply.

Throughout the day, I found it difficult to eat. I couldn’t stop thinking about the other human inside of me, tiny, innocent and thriving.

The thought of being able to produce a mini version of myself felt thrilling but with the cruelty of life, it felt scary.

I couldn’t stop asking myself some questions. “Do I really want to birth a child as an unclaimed omega? Do I want the child to be stigmatized for life? What pack would accept a pregnant stranger without some resentment?

I exhaled deeply as I stared at the clock. It was almost 12 and I couldn’t stop glancing at the clock.

I knew now everywhere would be free because the Alpha was going to shift but if he could stay last night without shifting then what was another night?

I clutched my little bag tightly and exhaled deeply. I was panting heavily and trying to still my racing heart.

My heart was about to explode with anxiety and when the clock struck 12, I bolted to my feet, almost falling back but I gritted my teeth as I forced my heavy legs towards the door.

I pulled the door open slowly, listening repeatedly for any sound. I took one step, my heart sounding louder than any step I’d ever taken in my life.

I made it out and placed my hand on the doorknob, I swallowed hard as I twisted it, the few seconds seeming like an eternity.

I was about to pull the door open when Alpha Damien’s door pushed open.

I was stunned and the bag fell out of my hand. I began trembling immediately as I contemplated on leaving or staying but I knew it’d take him nothing to catch up with me.

“…” Words failed me as tears pricked my eyes, I couldn’t stop the tears from flowing.

“Where are you heading to with my pup?” He asked and my jaw dropped. My heart beat skyrocketed so high, it almost jumped out.

“I… I…” A huge lump blocked my throat and I could feel my air intake being cut short. It was difficult to do anything and I just trembled on the spot, covered in sweat.

“Pl… ease…”

“Nora…” The way my name was called made me tremble with both fear and a different sensation I had no clue of.

He took a step, followed by another and my heart kept skipping as I pressed myself to the door, hoping I could glide through it into another word or become wood at that moment.

He pressed both hands to my side and I felt trapped, there was enough space between us but it felt like I was inches away from the sun.

I was sweating profusely, my legs were shaking and my eyes widened when he pressed himself to me, his lips a few inches away from left ear.

“You are the stripper from the Crescent moon pack.” I nodded in shock and he moved even closer, his chest making contact with my hard nipples and his ragged breath fanning the flames of arousal that had ignited.

“Alpha…” He silenced me with a finger in between my lips.

“Shhhh… I am the man you pleasured, all night.”