CHAPTER 6

ALPHA HERCULES

"Alpha?" 

The voice came gaining my attention from the important guest I was discussing with. 

I scowl looking at him through my ocean-blue eyes. 

"What do you want?" 

"Speak Neo, what you have to say must be quite important to disrupt this influential conversation," I said while I stared at him anticipating his next words. 

There is nothing I hated more than being bothered unnecessarily.

"Forgive me Alpha but it's an emergency!" I Watched him say.

"What is so important that I can't wait till the party's over?" I queried, already getting irritated and furious. 

"One of the maids had gone to Lady Eden's room to get her but found a lady known to be Lilian coated in her own blood." He said with a respectful bow. 

My hand started to ball in a fist while I clasped the glass cup in my hand tightly. 

Neo knew about both I and Lilian's relationship. My dad wasn't fully supportive of what we have, I had managed to keep it hidden from my father and the whole pack members.

The look on Neo's face was a sympathetic one. "She isn't dead, she was rushed to the pack clinic already but__" he tried to say but I held my hands up.

He understood what I meant, my whole eyes and body burned in fury.

"But Alp___" he tried to speak again. 

A growl almost escaped my lips in anger, I knew what he wanted to say but I didn't want to believe it yet.

I took a few steps making us very close to each other, "Did my baby survive?" I whispered very close to his ear.

"I'm sorry but she lost the baby!" Neo responded in a whisper but I happen to have lost it at that moment. 

"And where is Eden?" I yelled out, my voice booming loudly in question.

I couldn't help but grab Neo by the collar tightly, my chest seemed to be heaving rightly. 

"Please forgive me Alpha, I didn't mean to mortify you! I was told that Lady Eden was seen running out of her room." He uttered, his gaze not staring into mine.

"I don't want to know anything but find Eden and bring her to me," I commanded, 

I didn't need anybody to tell me that Eden must have been angry to have hurt Lilian and our child. I watched as Neo adjusted his collar with a bow before leaving.

I ignored the guest I had while I trudged towards the pack house. My fist was still clamped together tightly, I stormed into my office before letting a scream out of my lips. 

I loosened my tie trying hard to breathe, the only thing I felt right there was Anger, guilt, and regret. 

The cool air grasped my skin, my eyes seemed to be gathering tears but I didn't dare allow them to fall. 

I slowly began to bite my jaw from the inside as my vision turned very blurry and my whole ear rang in distress that I had lost my baby. 

Another scream erupts from my lips as I hit my chest multiple times in anger. It seemed useless as I began to punch the wall countless times, my whole knuckles seemed to have turned red while it pulsated in pain.

EDEN POV

The light from the full moon is guiding me through the leaves. I had tried to shift but it wasn't working right now, My wolf might have left thinking that I was a pathetic loser.

I'm scared that all that I heard tonight was a possible truth and that I was obsessed with Hercules. 

"That bastard never loved me still, he still used me. It just can't be," I yelled out aloud, my hair which was tied up a while ago now flung itself roughly.

I screamed in a louder tone, and in more anger. 

My heart crushed every time Lilian's words rang a bell in my head. It made me wonder if something was wrong with me, I had thought that I was potentially going to gain his love but it was just never going to happen.

These past few days have been thoroughly nice that I was beginning to feel the love I long wanted. 

Looking back at everything right now felt wrong, maybe I was forcing what was never going to happen.

But what were his reasons for doing this? Was he just doing this for fun?

Now I knew why he would always make excuses whenever we were about to get intimate and why he would always bring up work whenever I had something planned for us. 

What if I just pretended like I hadn't heard anything from Lilian? I had promised myself that I wouldn't cry over him, forgiveness was a big part of my belief.

I'm not saying that I'm clearly not angry at Hercules but I'm just saying no matter what, I still love him so much and I was going to forgive him. 

I slowly rested my back on the wooden tree, I let the memory of my mother comfort me but Hercules still managed to cloud my head. 

Hercules, No. 

Why can't I just forget him? I just didn't want to think about him tonight. 

"Hey, are you okay?" The recent familiar voice spoke, I stared up to notice that it was Alpha Scott.

What was he doing here? I stared at him to notice the curious look on his face, he slowly walked around me and then stopped right back in front of me. 

He starts to look sad. 

"Every tear you shed breaks me into a million pieces!" He said in his very deep voice, he crouched right in front of me.

His hands slowly wiped my cheeks dry. I could feel those unfamiliar shivers, I half smiled at him before moving a little from him. 

"How do I make you mine alone?" He asked, I slowly stared at his popping eyes and they were cadaverously crucial. 

A cough escaped my lips to halt our intensive stare because the feeling at that moment felt like sweet chilled excitement. 

"You might not believe this but you drive me insanely crazy," He said, still looking into my eyes. 

"May I kiss you?" He questioned.

My breathing at that moment stopped, Alpha Scott wanted to kiss me.

Hercules was never going to ask if he wanted me to kiss him, my lips slowly patted as a response came out. 

"Yes!" The words slipped out of my lips.