Breathe Rose...You can do this.
I prep myself , motivating myself that I can walk into school wearing....well , this.
I'm wearing a white skirt that ends alittle higher than my knees , exposing my thighs. My top is a white crop top vest. I straightened my hair , after along time and in the morning I was pleased with myself but now , that I'm standing at the entrance of school , I'm abit nervous.
Thinking back to what Jason said , it fuels me with anger and I take my first step in. I lower my head and I walk. I don't need to look at people to know that they are staring at me. Crossing the field , I hear whistles and comments. When I lift my head , I see Jason staring daggers at me from the bleachers.
He has a girl on his lap , a plastic. She is all over him - touching him , holding him. It hurts seeing her being so close to him. It makes me feel as if theres something really wrong with me , that he didn't even like me in his presence.
However , his completely ignoring her and staring at me. I lower my head and continue walking , when I get goosebumps from his stares.
Maybe this was a bad idea.
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At break , I went to my locker to get my books. My eyes open wide as papers fall out my locker. Quickly picking them up , I read them and they contain guys phone numbers. I turn and dump all of them in the bin. I smile to myself , thinking how they never wanted to know me when I was boring and so now they don't deserve to know me when I'm not. Anyway , I'm dressing like myself tomorrow.
"What's so funny princess?," I gasp turning to see Jason against the lockers.
I nod my head side to side , indicating it's nothing.
He stalks towards me , he doesn't look very happy.
I back away slowly , not wanting to be anywhere near him for what he did yesterday.
"I've seen you've had a make over , " he looks at me from head to toe , licking his lips , " not to bad" he says to myself.
My cheeks turn red and I cross my hands as a form of protection. Hitting my back against the lockers . I'm trapped. I did exactly what he wanted me to do , the predator has corner its prey.
"Did you perhaps , did this for...me?," he puts his arms besides my head , truly trapping me.
I shake my head no again.
He leans in closer to my ears ,
"I don't like liars kitten," he whispers sending shivers to my spine.
Jason's POV"Come on baby , let's get out of here ," the slut on my lap whispers in my ears.Normally, I'd take her up on her offer but this time my mind was on my angel.
My mind is officially blown!He knows where I live , where I keep my spare key. Could he have been in the black van yesterday that was outside my house yesterday night?He pulls me upstairs and goes to my bedroom. Throwing me on the bed roughly , I begin to sob.
12:00am - 13/03I lay awake in bed , thinking of what had happened. Jason had made me feel so....low.I'm not a talkative person or a pretty girl but that doesn't mean he can say those things.
The sun rays disturb my sleep. Groggily, I wake up and I yawn. That was the BEST sleep I've ever had in a long time."Rose! Dear! You're awake...How are you doing?," my mum rushes into the room."Yes I'm fine mom ," I answer, "what are you doing home so early? I thought you and dad were co
It's been three days since I've come back to school. Thankfully, Jason's isn't anywhere to be seen. Kevin is on edge though. His been in 2 fights so far and is going to keep getting into them , unless he loosens up.I'm on the bleaches during P.E. I dont participate, due to my doctor saying that I can't do sport until I've properly recovered.
Kevin's POVSomething's definitely wrong with Jason. I went to visit Jason 3 days ago to discuss some business , normally I'll just open his bedroom door and enter but this time when I tried , it was locked.I knocked and called his
Rose POVSitting in the library, my book lays untouched on the table. My mind is else where , somewhere far away. I think back to yesterday night and I shiver. The man's touch was warm and soothing, a touch as gentle as can be.
Jason's POVSitting near my window , I close my eyes. I recall all the weird things that's being going on with me.Eversince , I had woken up from my incident in the bathroom, I've become a monster.