....."Behind the veil, we all have demons, but some are more murderous than the others.... Not some bluff, but a pure fact...."When faced with disappointment all over again, do you just back out, or struggle forward"....."CHARLIE'S P.O.V"....."What else do you know" Ivy's sharp voice sparked out, as I closely stared at Mrs Wilson strange tensed face, with my careful eyes...."Nothing else" She blurted out, almost too quickly, before once again staring at the blank document, as I could feel Ivy blood already boiling..."What the fuck do you mean by "Nothing else" Ivy roared out angrily, as I gently tried calming her down, before she actually just decide to punch me and that woman as well, right on the face....I stared warmly at her, before finally drifting my gaze back to our should I say "Informat" with a questioningly look..."I mean what about her address, where she lived, Parents, You must have knew something about those right?" I questioned, with my hands already folded up
...."Not all stories have their damn happy endings, and sometimes the ones that we actually claim to be "Happy", are literally the ones that lies the most shitty pain....So is love really worth it, huh?...."I want to go home" I mumbled under my breath with so much pain and anger, as I kept on staring blankly outside..."Am sorry it's didn't work out like expected" His warm voice called out, but still that didn't make me feel any less bitterness...No never!...I bet he doesn't even have an idea of the shit I go through every darn day because of those bloody bastards....They all fled after they made mom decide to end her shitty life, I ain't gonna spare them now, it's going to be either I die, or they will, either way, No one would ever make it out alive, No one...."Ivy....Are you okay?" His voice reluctantly pulled me out of my misery, as I kept on staring blankly outside the window...."Just drive" I mumbled under my breath, with so much lifelessness already in my bitter voice .
..."I hide from you, you seek, I run, you find, When I smile, you caused it, I hate your aura, but it slowly drive me crazy every cursed day, I think am slowly losing it, but still I don't want to stop, Not one bit, not ever...I tell my darn self I hate you, but I don't think it's true anymore..........I placed my confused face flat on my bed, as all my darn emotions slowly flush through me, ranking my poor weary head more and more...I just really don't know whether I should cry or just vent out my anger and frustration on every darn thing, I just don't know.....What's wrong with me, I tell myself, as I could feel anger flooding through me once again, cause we actually just failed to find out any little piece of information about my mother...I thought angrily, as I kept on squeezing my pillow heartlessly, until the feathers begin to pop right out from it coverings....And oh to top it up, that fool's words keeps ringing on my head over and over again, I mumbled angrily to myse
....."You don't own me, I control my own feelings forever, and that's how it always gonna be, so love....Just get the fuck off my hair and finally let me be.....I think am gonna murder him now, but at the same time I just don't wanna and sadly, I really don't know why?...Am I actually going nuts or what the hell is happening to me now..........I marched out of my room in full speed, swiftly down the stairs, as I kept on tightly squeezing the life out of my jumpers, well not that it actually had one or whatever....All I could feel was my head constantly racking of what to actually say to aunt this time around, I rubbed my forehead for a brief second, as I kept on skipping most of the stairs....C'mon Ivy, just act cool and make up something to leave without shivering like a little pathetic leaf, I could hear my inner self yelling out to me, as I slowly breath out a huge sigh of determination over and over again...Before finally arriving down the stairs, with my eyes already quic
....."You walk into the dark, you should be prepared....You never know what you'll see, your wildest pain could just eventually come through, So what you gonna do?........."Ain't you coming in" He said, as I reluctantly hopped into the car, with the obvious frown still glued right on my face, before finally buckling in the seatbelts uncertainly...I guess I'll never know, until I get there, I repeated blankly to myself, as my dull eyes slowly drifted outside the window, to brace myself for the uncertain ride......."Why on earth have you brought me here" I asked, without wasting any more time, as I immediately hop out of the car, before staring blankly at him, with my already folded arms..."Cause of my dad" He replied absentmindedly, as he kept on adjusting his black t- shirt, but I ain't got time to sit back and just watch him make himself all pretty again...Not a chance, I thought frustratedly, before staring back at him with my already pressed lips..."What exactly do you me
....."Whispers, all I hear is whispers, They're fading, it's so faint and then it's gone....I thought this would be a whole lot easier than I thought, but I guess I thought wrong, and now damn memories keeps on dancing on my face over and over again..What to do now?.........."Whatever, partner in crime" I said, rolling my eyes, as I could see the smile on his face growing wider, before he finally stretched out his hand to me, that I reluctantly accepted, before finally walking along....I uncertainly placed my hand on his, as he led the way boldly, but to say the truth, all I felt was suffocated...Damn, this was going to be the second time that I would be at his house, but I already felt like it's the hundredth...Men, I really hate this place, especially that shitty fool that's unfortunately living here...I swear if I as much set my eyes on him, then it's going to be a massacre....I mean, how does this Charlie dummy tolerate that fool Ryan over and over again, I thought for a
....Things are happening, and I don't understand... Am confused and those teary feelings seems to be taken control of me....Watery eyes....Bitter eyes, this is so strange, but the more I drown, the more my bloody thirst strengthens......."How dare you come here" The faint voice yelled out, twisting my arm a whole lot tighter, as I slowly close my eyes, racking for the next thing to do, trying to regain my breath back....I have to do something, my head racked for a brief second, as I slowly let out a deep breath, before finally bracing myself to look round to see who it actually was....Hesitantly turning around, as my eyes slowly drifted up to the blurry image that was standing obviously boiling right in front of me, as my eyes slowly met up.....It was a man?, Well nothing special about that, but he was actually someone I've never seen before, that got my heart twisting....Tall figure, long black hair with beard eating up his face, covering almost all of his chin.....To think
..."This things I do not know, This feelings I've never felt before, this strange presence, I..Damn, I feel something, I really don't know what it is, it's eating me alive and all I keep on doing is to drown deeper.........."Well, here we are" His voice voice echoed, quickly bringing life back to me, as I slowly lifted my eyes up to stare at the old, but rather fascinating looking building...."Are you scared?" He whispered, as I slowly shook my head, before taking in a deep breath, with my already folded arms...."Am fine, Got it" I blurted out more coldly than I expected, before slowly drifting my gaze back at him, but he already looked away....Damn, I guess I was a little too harsh, my damn inner self spoke out, as I pressed my lips confusedly, before fiddling with my fingers frustratedly.."I...."C'mon let's go" He cuts me off, as I could tell the little hurt sound on his voice, but decided to wave it up, as I kept on looking away angrily...Damn, this is so pathetic, are we