My eyes slowly opened after seeing myself in a dark pit of holes where i feel suffocated, so far away. The ever so familiar white painted ceiling has welcomed my adjusting vision and the florescent light almost blinding it. I'm in the hospital...Again.Memories of the last time i was admitted here have flooded my mind and it was a disaster. I quickly felt the urge to get up but then, a shit of a headache struck me. I held my head while wincing in pain. When the door opens..."Hey, hey! Stay put in there, okay? It's okay, it's gonna be okay..." Sydney came to hush me. I held onto her arm.Next to her is the doctor assigned here. She stepped to give him a space in front of me. I looked at him attentively."How are you feeling, Miss Rae?""How's my baby?" Instead, i questioned him back. He chuckled as he fixed the arrangement of his stethoscope around his neck."Stop worrying too much because the baby is fine," it sent undeniable relief to me. "It just came to me that you were drinking
I'm so doomed!How did he end up strolling in this street anyway? Perhaps he just came from the Cafe...His gaze screams nothing but coldness and i know behind that facade is the madness in him. His face was dark, lips pressed in a hard line. The boom in my chest started deafening my ears, the loud thuds of my heart doubling it because of too much nervousness consuming me right now."B-but those are really her cousin's! Right, Syd?" I turned to my friend for some help, she looked nervous as well when she nodded hesitantly."Y-yeah!" Syd stammered."You can't feed me with your lies anymore, Atasha. I've had enough of your game and it is over for you, my liar ex-wife." Lorcan's deep voice made me look at him again. His jaw clenched, it's as if he's seeing the guilt in my eyes. Fvck. "P-please, give those to me..." I tried getting the pictures from him but he wouldn't let me!"No." He gazed at the pictures, stared at it one by one with flickering emotions in his eyes. Shit... His dull
"What are you..." I couldn't continue my sentence, it's like my rational side is slowly drifting away again."Do you still remember how i touched... nipped... and sucked these two?" Lorcan sensually asked and bit my earlobe."Ah!" I felt the warmth of his palm on my clothed boobs, he was caressing my sensitive buds there while observing my every reaction. It was so hot, he was so hot and incredibly expert. Damn it. I couldn't help but roll my eyes up. "Answer my question, missy." He cupped my other boob, i shot him a wide eye."Y-yes! I still do..." I feel weak with this sensation he's starting to ignite within me. He smirked devilishly. "Good girl."I was dazed, my mind is full of him and his scorching touches all over my body. His hands cupped my both wrists as he slowly laid my body on the sofa. I couldn't struggle, no, I don't wanna struggle. Because my body has its own mind, i let him with his every move. He dipped his head to me and with a second, his soft lips brushed into
"You can't do that, Lorcan!" I couldn't help but shout."I surely can, Atasha." He smirked dangerously. My heart created loud thuds."N-no! I beg to disagree with this bullshit!" I was about to get up but he pinned me on the headboard, his face being so close to mine."That's useless. My decision is final, you're gonna stay here in my place with our baby. So... I watch you out and take care of you both." He looked away afterwards while i remained staring at him.My frustrated system quickly calmed down. Whoa. Did i hear him right? He wants to take care of us... Heart-melting and acceptable reason but it doesn't change the fact that i need to disagree with this dictatorial decision of him! "But i have a life outside! I need to go to work--""And what? Bear with your motherfucker boss? I won't let you see him again. You have no choice but to neglect your work under his company." He finalized. My shoulders fell miserably."But...""You must resign, whether you like it or not." He got u
Mr. Laxus Amadeus already left but his words continued flashing in my mind like camera clicks. I began overthinking things the moment i laid down my body on the bed. Lorcan lied to me. Regina isn't just a family friend but an ex-lover and they are actually planning a marriage for the two! Are Saunders that desperate enough to get back to the influence of Amadeuses? Or it's the other way around...I can already imagine my parents' devastated looks after getting such news. Knowing them, they are so eager to push me again into Lorcan's life but i was the only one who kept on refusing. Because i have my pride, and it's the only thing that's left in me. Gripping the sheets, my inhales turned sharp. My eyes were teary while thinking about Lorcan with Regina Saunders. Fuck them both then! Fuck him for being such a liar asshole and fuck her for being so... so lucky enough."I'm getting you back, by hook or by crook." Those words of him echoed in my ears which made me chuckle sarcastically.
That was so... strange. So creepy.The sound of a voice changer continued echoing in my mind that day to the point that it sent me chills. Why would he do that? What is his motive? Because i resigned from his company? That's absurdly shallow for him to go that far! I tried so hard to hide my bothered face whenever I'm with Lorcan because i know he's starting to memorize me and notice every detail in me, be it small or few."You're such an insatiable beast," i chuckled one morning where there's only me and him on his bed, under the comforter, naked.And to state the obvious, we were just finished making love from dawn until the sun rises completely. He's that unstoppable and it was out of my intention to stop him either. "You stop being so irresistible first." He murmured in a husky voice. Ugh, so sexy musical to my ears. "Sorry i was born to be an irresistible hottie." I smirked boastfully, riding his logic.He pulled me closer as if we're not yet so close. My head was resting on
"Mr. Williams?!" That's what i supposedly say if only he's not muffling my words.He looks indifferent from the last time i saw him, the bags under his eyes were visibly dark and puffy. It's like he's been awake all day and night long. He looks nasty with his messy hair, unfixed necktie and devilish smirk. I tried hard to remove his holds from me and i succeeded. Throwing death glares, i made a step back from him. He gasped in sarcasm and amusement."Seijan Williams, you're here..." I shuddered."In the flesh," he proudly said, smirking all the way."Don't go near me..." I warned but then, he still did. "Don't!" I roamed my eyes around. Shit! He pulled me to the uncrowded area!I can see Lorcan no more... I feel so stupid. I shouldn't have let my emotions conquer me! I shouldn't step away from him... now, i feel like a lost kid being caught by a random bad guy."What are you searching for? Lorcan Amadeus? Or should i say... your ex-husband." Mr. Williams was grinning when i turned t
Occupying the sofa, i took the remote and turned on the television. A news flashed on the screen and it completely got my attention."Breaking news! Multi-billionaire Lorcan Amadeus has reportedly backed out from his shares in Willms Enterprise owned by its CEO Seijan Williams and today, the aforementioned company's performance is going down, workers are quitting and the sales have turned lower than the previous years." The reporter said, while Lorcan and Seijan Williams' photo keeps on flashing on the screen.It dawned on me that they have no other clips and photos in the present which i suspect, the witnesses from yesterday really took Lorcan's threat seriously--- not that he wasn't serious though. It's just that, he can really make everything nor everyone under control without a sweat."We tried to invite its CEO for an interview but Mr. Seijan Williams strictly refused..." The lady reporter added, and a clip where my former boss is being pestered by the media flashed on the screen