Chapter 27 Ana My heart is thumping so hard I can scarcely draw a breath. All my senses are heightened and I’m more animal than human. My sense of smell is unbelievably sharp–I can tell what everyone had for breakfast this morning. Sweat trickles down my back, and I have an overwhelming urge to flee, but Courtney and Dylan hold me in place with their concerned looks. It’s worse than bad; it’s devastating and bewildering. Had I known the consequences of approaching Mr. Giovanni, I wouldn’t have done it—clearly Alex’s wolf had been dormant, and it just burst forth at full strength within him. He hasn’t shifted, but his eyes are golden. Alex now knows that I chose someone else over him, and his wolf has gone insane with rage. Mr. Jackson pins Alex on the floor with help from others from our large pack. He is almost spasming with adrenaline and is screaming with rage. His eyes are yellow and even though he hasn’t made his first shift yet, he is getting closer by the minute. It’s forbi
Chapter 28 Alex The shadows draw me down into the darkness, and time seems like it has stopped. I'm alone, feeling like I may be dead. But then something brushes against my arm: gentle circles are being drawn on my skin, creating a calming sensation in me. I never felt so relaxed before, even after months or years of emptiness. The touches give me solace and pull me away from my darker thoughts. Even with this soothing a voice inside my head speaks spitefully to someone else, not at me or the person comforting me. Instead of searching for any answers, I ignore it and focus on the tenderness of the touches and the warmth they bring that fill my heart with contentment and courage. Could I possibly gain strength from this? There is a pause. The tingling sensation stops. I don’t like it. I God damn hate it. That feeling belongs to me. I crave that touch. It’s mine. MINE!! And I jerk awake. I’m not dead. I’m still here. But I’m pissed as hell. Where is my calmness, my heart, my soul?
Chapter 29 Ana The day before had been unbelievable. We'd set out on a mission to discover who was conducting illegal activities in our region, but I got to witness Alex's true identity. Courtney was right—Alex is one of us. His wolf was trapped or dormant somehow. Things escalated when we came to Montana and Shauna’s dad tried to lay claim on me. This was too much for Alex; he went wild, berserk, and his wolf completely broke from the dormant spell within seconds. I had to soothe him, attempting to stop him from shifting in front of the humans. Mr. Jackson, the club owner, and the other pack mates joined forces with us in order to keep Alex from transforming. Once Alex found out I had mated with someone else, he went ballistic. I don't think I've ever seen anybody get so enraged. Dylan called a friend of his—a very renowned wizard—to place a spell on him to help relax him. This caused Alex to forget about my previous mate and weaken his heightened senses. I can't have a wolf that
Chapter 30 Alex As promised, Ana is present when I awaken. My head is in a whirlwind, tossed around with the many questions that come up. She is slumbering in the chair next to my bed, leaving me feeling disoriented. I long for her presence in the bed with me, yearn for her love and care as deeply as she once did for me. I know I have done her wrong by playing these games, but it was something I had no choice of. I desire nothing more than to recapture those moments I spent with her-her smile, joyous laughter, lightheartedness. But something doesn’t feel right; it’s almost like I’m contained within an invisible bubble, restricted from progressing further. I wish not to spend another day without her. I stir awake and take a moment to just sit up, trying to grasp my situation. Ana and her friends are werewolves, as am I, and it all makes sense. I'm big, strong, and swift; I often know things before anyone else does, as if I have natural predator reflexes. Faced with this knowledge, I
Chapter 31 AnaI'm crouching outside of Alex's room, my tail blazing. I'm an alpha female, for god's sake; I don't run or hide from anything—I fight and stand firm in every situation. I thought agreeing to pretend to favor Alex would be easy enough. But then he took off his clothes and everything changed. He was wearing nothing but a towel and looked so good that I couldn't help but stare at him. Even though I've mated with someone else, the attraction and connection between us remains strong. He doesn't know that it's over between us, which only makes me feel more pain and regret. I can't keep pretending not to be attracted to Alex without him knowing why I'm pulling away from him when the connection is still so strong. Damn it. I need to get in touch with Max. I want to tell him I care for and miss him deeply. He has been a constant support, even before Alex came around again. Though it's tempting to forget everything now that Alex is back, I know better than that. His behavior le
Chapter 32 Alex I'm in a state of numbness, yet something deep inside of me is compelling me to find Ana. Everyone around me appears to be avoiding my questions and giving me half-hearted answers. I haven't seen her since this morning, and I need her desperately. Mr. Jackson, the club owner, has clarified that I can’t leave the room because of the risk posed by my wolf form. Even though I can't actively feel Blade at this moment, Dylan Maverick explained why — there must be some kind of spell keeping him quiet. But now, his emotional outcries demand that we find Ana immediately. Could she be in trouble? I get dressed in black jeans, combat boots, and a simple tee. They gave me these clothes. I normally dress a bit more casual, sporty kind of way, but don’t really mind what they have given to me. I throw open the door, unwilling to tiptoe out of my room like some awkward teenager. I'm all grown up, searching for the girl of my dreams. Instinctively, I run in Ana’s direction. The do
Chapter 33 Ana Oh, no. This is not how I wanted Alex to find out the truth. Dylan's warlock friend had used some kind of spell to subdue Alex's wolf, Blade, so he wouldn't go feral. It wasn't ideal, but it was the only way to keep him from going wild. This is where we stand now: Alex clinging onto his composure with an iron grip. His jaw is clenched tight, his eyes narrowed in distress, and lips pressed together in a thin line. He wants to fight Max, but Blade has stepped away from him after hearing my Alpha command. We are left in this strange place between honesty and deceit. All I know is they have bound Blade inside of Alex and the recent event with Shauna's father has set him free. But he's still angry and hurt, and so is Alex. He looks so pitiable and remorseful that I can't help but feel guilty, though it's not like I'm the one who betrayed him or anything like that. After getting involved with Shauna, he deceived me, lied to me, and pushed me away. And yet I understand why h
Chapter 34 Alex I had begged Ana to talk to me, and she eventually agreed. I was worried when I saw her sitting in another guy’s lap. It filled my veins with rage. But a single glance into her tender eyes calmed me down instantly. When we held hands, Blade’s anger dissipated, and I felt like I was back in control. My mind raced in all directions, questioning my history and my family, trying to figure out who could have done this to me. Was it really just my father? I wasn’t sure. It all felt too much for me to process. But a glance at Ana made everything seem easier. I suddenly felt connected to my body and soul, as though she were the missing piece that bound me together–providing happiness, security, and comfort from all my worries. She is the only one who kept me from losing control. I was drawn to her as I intertwined my fingers with hers and looked into her eyes. That she lets me hold her gives me a spark of hope. But as soon as my gaze catches sight of the mark on her neck,