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“Come in!” The deep manly vocal permitted, as Rosa fell for his voice once again. Biting her soft lip, she slowly grabbed the door knob in attempts to push it, and the door got crack open. Fvck. She is not feeling her heartbeat! Silence! Rosa gulped before pushing the door more, and saw him sitting on the chair, but she could see the chair only, as he was back facing her. Gripping her fingers on her skirt, she gulped, “Professor.” She fearfully mumbled waiting for him to respond. A demonic smirk crept on his lips, listening to her sweet baby vocal. His long slender fingers tap on the armholder of the chair, looking at the wall. Her sweet fragrance hit his nostrils. “Sit.” Killian shortly permitted, coldness filled vocal, as Rosa fluttered her lashes, and her innocious orbs looked here and there before pulling the chair near her leg, Sitting on it, she gulped, looking down at her lap. Rosa jolted up on her state, watching him stand up and his tall figure created a blackish shadow over her feature. Her eyes sparkled looking at his goddamn Features. Her throat dried, breath turned heavier, as he walked further, tugging his hands in his pocket. Rosa instantly looked down, playing with her small fingers. Thinking, ‘he will scold me now?’ “Results of your last six months!” Rosa heard him saying with his voice sounds stern, as she flinched immediately when he dropped a bundle of papers in front of her. Her fingers stop playing and bite her lips in nervousness. Rosa felt his presence beside her, standing with his hands tugged into his pocket. She looked at her exam papers, with fear visible in her eyes. Her eyes continuously flickered. She didn’t have the courage to say anything, so she forwarded her hands towards the papers and was about to grab it, but she jumped on her seat with a hard flinch, when she felt his rough hands spin the chair she was sitting on. Rosa instantly clutched the armholder, looking at nothing but his clothed chest. Her lashes touched her cheeks and body shaken, feeling his both palm gripping the armholder, beside her hands. “I see no changes!” Rosa felt her heartbeat pacing faster listening to his deep voice. She slowly moved her head up and saw him leaning towards her, with his dark eyes straight gazing at her. His dark blue orbs gazed at her lavender eyes, looking damn innocent! Her eyes filled with curiosity. Rosa kept staring at his both eyes trying to feel his gaze, but it's emotionless! “I noticed you don’t pay attention in my class.” Killian stated, staring right into her shaking lens, “Why do you come to my class?” he questioned as she looked at him curiously. Looking all cute! He raised his eyebrows but Rosa zoomed out at him. She can't believe, watching him this close. “To stare at me?” He questioned again making Rosa flutter her soft long lashes. How he knows that she stares at him? “So scared, aren’t you?” Tears gathered into her soft eyes, without any reason. She was overwhelmed by his strong presence and the dominance he put her through. But she can't express her feelings to him. Can she? To avoid his firm gaze from her tear filled eyes, she instantly looked down while he watched her act. Killian removed his hands from the armholder before straightening his tall posture. “Stand up!” he strictly ordered. She blinked twice but slowly stood up listening to his dark strict voice, she absolutely doesn’t want him to get mad at her! Killian moved away before walking towards the shelf. Why does he sound so dark? She thought. Her fingers automatically clutched her skirt, looking down at the floor. She can't forget the moment of a few minutes ago, how close he was to her. A soft smile appeared on her lips, imagining him. “Your result sheets.” Before Rosa could look up, a strong arms caged her between and her back pressed against the desk, making her flinch harder. Rosa instantly looked higher as he is damn tall. She only reached till his lower chest, and felt herself looking like a cat in front of the giant monster. She felt too embarrassed and that’s making her sad. But her thoughts broke down when she felt his breath fanning over her face. Rosa’s perfect eyebrows narrowed looking at his goddamn Feature with darkness screaming into his cold Icy gaze. Her heartbeat skipped. Breathing stops looking at his eyes. “I-i...” she tried to say something but looked down feeling so low. She isn't worthy of Him. She is not a mature girl like others. “You failed again! What’s wrong!?” he sternly inquired, raising his eyebrows, decorated with two round silver piercings. “What’s the problem?” he rasped even strictly, making her lashes flutter. Rosa felt extremely scared as she never talked with him so close. He is scaring her. Rosa gulped being afraid. “I had noticed something-” Killian said, stopping in the middle, far away from her face as she is really small against him. Rosa kept looking down, with her doe eyes filled with Fear. “You love me?” he asked with full confidence, without a doubt. Rosa’s head immediately jumped up, listening to his words. How does he know? Killian’s firing gaze looked at her lavender lens. He can feel her Emotions. Not new for Him. Rosa’s eyes soon filled with fear. She knows, he will scold her if he gets to know, she actually Loves him. Fuck It! She can't even confess her feelings! Rosa blinked her soft lashes, not knowing what to say or answer but her mind was confused about him knowing about this. “Answer me!” he growled lowly and Rosa fluttered her lashes, looking down. Her head bowed down, lips parted, trying to say something but can’t utter anything in pure fear. Rosa gulped before slowly shaking her head as No. Killian’s eyes took a different shade of emotions, watching her denial action. A total lie! “Really?” he double questioned as she felt nauseous because of Fear. “Look at me!” Killian commanded as Rosa didn’t know what she felt, she slowly looked up but tried to avoid looking at his eyes because the darkness in his eyes scares her. He tilted his head, “Veux-tu être ma petite amie?” and asked in french with his vocal screaming coldness, and she curiously looked at him, trying to process his words but she understood Nothing. ( french:english - wanna be my girlfriend? ) He knows she will understand nothing, but it’s fun to tease her. Rosa's wide eyes become more curious, listening to some words she never heard. “Huh?” sound left her mouth in confusion. She downed her soft bambi stare looking at his dark eyes. Love isn't a crime, is it? “Who am I to you?” Killian again asked, Keeping a good distance from her body. His eyes darkened getting no Response, this is the thing he Hates, waiting and Ignorance. He knows, her actions will make him loose control and nothing. “Fvcking answer me whenever I’m questioning!” scared Rosa jolted up on her place hearing the loud strict growl from him. Right now she wants to cry so bad. She knew, he would scold her knowing about her Forbidden feelings towards him. “I’m s-sorry.” Rosa softly mumbles with tears gathering into her doe eye. His teeth clenched looking at the timid little creature in front of him! Soon, a crystal drop of pearly tears escaped her eyes, In fear. She didn’t even know, why she was crying. But he scared her. “Pl-please!” Her lips shook looking at his clothed chest, wrapped with black fabric, and she didn't have the courage to look into his eyes with tears visible in her eyes. Rosa immediately wipes her tears but more tears fall down, thinking, he will think of her as a bad girl and can never feel anything towards her like she does. She can never get his love! “I will study and n-never be a bad girl, please--” Saying this, Rosa hiccupped as he watched her every action. He just realized, how soft and delicate she is! “Who.am.I.to.you?” Killian rasped every word with great force, making her even more scared. Rosa instantly wiped away her tears before heading up slowly, “Tea-teacher-” She uttered with fear visible in her moist eyes. Killian straightened his posture, directly looking at her small features through his dark gazes. “So weak, aren’t you?” Rosa gulped trying to control her Tears. She spoiled everything! He will hate her now! He'll think of her as a weak girl! Killian poked his inner cheek with his sharp tongue, looking at her. “Meet me at Cinzía!” He speaks up, earning her attention as she slightly widens her eyes. “uh?” Her soft vocal came out in curiosity, her eyebrows narrowed trying to process, if she's listening right? His Cold gaze stared at her eyes but she failed to match her stare with him. “At 8 PM!” Killian rasped with his cordy voice, screaming dominance as if her response doesn't matter to him. He spoke with his eyes on her, “and next time, I won't be pleased watching you failing again!” Rosa didn't understand anything of him as she was thinking, why he again called her outside the school. “You can go now.” Killian permitted and Rosa kept looking at him curiously. His darkness always attracts her. Killian moved away from his place. Rosa wanted to ask him something but she's hella afraid. Her hands clutched her skirt before slowly stepping further. Soon, he watched her disappearing small figure as he poke his tongue on his inner cheek in a sensual Motion. “Fuck!” He looked away from the door, before gazing at her result sheets.|| Author Pov ||2 Months LaterThe city was glowing under the bright sun. Its calm streets were still damp from last night’s rain.In the quiet apartment, Rosalie moved around the small kitchen. The silence was broken only by the soft bubbling of noodles on the stove. Her hair was tied up in a messy bun. A few strands slipped down to brush her cheeks, then she leaned forward to check the pot.“It’s done.” Rosa muttered to herself while turning off the stove before filling her bowl with steaming ramyeon. The scent rose like comfort she didn’t quite feel.Carrying the steaming bowl to the small living room, Rosa sat down on the couch. She set the noodles beside a pile of scattered books, tucked a few stray strands of hair behind her ear before folding her legs beneath her.When the food had cooled a little, Rosa set the bowl on her lap and began to eat. The room was silent except for the soft clink of chopsticks.Rosa blew gently on the noodles. Her lips brushed the chopsticks as she t
|| Author Pov ||“Good midnight, fucking Thorne.” Killian hissed, tilting his head like a maniac.Cedric growled and his teeth bared. “You fucker! YOU SON OF A B-Ugh!”A choked scream escaped Cedric’s mouth when Killian’s foot slammed into his chest with a kick, pinning him against the wall. Cedric grunted, struggling to lift his gaze and froze at Killian’s dangerous, emotionless glare.There was nothing human in those eyes. Not even inhumane. They were terrifying.“Or should I say your worst midnight starts from now on?” A snarl twisted Killian’s pale face.The heel of his shoe pressed harder against Cedric’s chest, nearly choking him. All those years he had waited for this. Cedric had been caught that night. Chris and his men had succeeded in capturing the man Killian had hunted for so long. Now, watching that animal pinned beneath his shoe filled Killian with a dark satisfaction in his burning heart.The satisfaction was beyond imagination.Cedric gritted his teeth, helpless in his
|| Author Pov ||In the grimy room, the sound of metal screeching against concrete split the silence. The hollow-hearted man walked forward quietly. The long sword scraped the floor as he approached the three men kneeling, bound with ropes.They trembled before him. One dared to speak. His voice quivered, “King, please let us go. We’ve done nothing. We have no enmity with you, my lord, please, th-there are some misunderstandings.”Killian tilted his head slightly. His eyes were blank and emotionless. To him, they were nothing more than rats. The sword lifted, drawing sharp gasps from the men.“You touched her.” Killian’s voice was quiet. Too quiet.The men exchanged panicked glances. “W-who, my lord? We’re just mere gangsters–”Their leader froze when the cold blade grazed his neck. Killian’s eyes held no rage, no flicker of emotion, only an eerie stillness. That emptiness was far more terrifying than fury.“Remember,” Killian muttered. The sword shifted just enough to draw blood. The
|| Author Pov ||Lilia knocked softly before entering the room. She carried a breakfast tray. Her gaze immediately fell on Killian’s broad back, standing by the window.She sighed quietly, she knew he’d be here. Ever since ‘she’ left, he had been like this.Lilia’s eyes drifted to the nightstand where she had left his dinner last night. It was untouched. Another sigh escaped her lips.Killian didn’t acknowledge her presence. He was lost in some invisible abyss.With careful steps, Lilia swapped the uneaten dinner with the breakfast tray. He had been skipping all his meals as if he didn’t want to live.Lilia gazed at him one last time before leaving. Killian finally blinked. His eyes shifted to the nightstand. He swallowed, then stepped out of the room.Killian reached the garden. It stretched vastly. The cool air kissed his numb skin. His feet moved slowly toward another memory–toward the patch of flowers she had tended in his garden. Killian tilted his head, tracing the delicate bloo
|| Author Pov ||The room glowed with a soft light in the night. Killian’s figure emerged from the washroom. His shirt clung to his wet sculpted frame, but his eyes were hollow. They lifelessly moved like those of a corpse.Those sleepless, bloodshot eyes drifted aimlessly across the room–the nightstand, the mirror, the door, the empty bed, everywhere. Only emptiness greeted him.A cool drained breath slipped past his lips.After Killian didn’t know how long he had been standing there, a sharp throb split his temple making him shut his eyes. Days without sleep had taken their toll. He had long forgotten how many nights–perhaps since she left.Finally, he moved through the emptiness. He reached the small stand beside the door and opened its tiny drawer. His fingers searched over its contents with slow movements.His breath came in ragged bursts and he grasped the small bottle of pills.Killian tipped the bottle, spilling the pills into his palm and shoved them into his mouth without wa
|| Author Pov ||Rosalie returned from the garden with a single rose clutched gently in her hand. She was finally leaving today. And she wanted to take just a small piece of the place she had cherished as a last memory.When she stepped inside the mansion, Lilia approached quietly.“I heard you’re leaving?” Lilia asked in a gentle voice but it tinged with sadness.Rosa paused, letting the question hang in the air before nodding once.“You won’t be ever coming back?” Lilia’s voice wavered and eyes gleamed with sadness.Rosa shook her head slowly this time. Lilia’s lips pressed into a thin sorrowful smile. “Then, I guess this is the last time we’ll see each other.” she murmured with a sad smile.Rosa’s tongue pressed against the inside of her cheek and whispered quietly “If God wills it.”She still couldn’t believe she was actually leaving.Lilia nodded slowly. Silence stretched between them. Then Rosa’s lips parted hesitantly.“Where is he?” she asked in an unsteady tone.Lilia’s eyes







