LOGINQuickly, two omegas joined him in my small room and while my father watched with irritated eyes, I was cleaned with clean rags and shoved into clothes.
Not new but better than anything I'd worn in my life, clothes that fit my bony structure rather than hanging loose at every angle. “Don't forget, you are to be seen and not heard, understand me?” My father barked as he pulled me towards the stairs, and I nodded, locking my voice away from all possible functions. It was like turning eighteen suddenly sharpened my senses as the sun hit my eyes sharply when I walked out. Under his fierce grip, I was pulled to the front of the Pack house and into the main entrance. I'd not been here for anything other than serving, in over a decade. Everyone else hung out or worked or lived through the entrance of the Pack house, I came to serve drinks, meals that couldn't be taken at the large kitchen outside, clean tables and rooms and whatever it is an Alpha's daughter had no business doing. I thought I'd overgrown the angst that came with knowing who I was forced to become but walking into this place now because my father had finally found a ‘use’ for me stirred up something inside of me. Maybe getting to the age of adulthood opens one up to more emotions or maybe the rejection from earlier this morning had opened a door inside of me and forgot to close it. All in all, I was pissed. My nose picked up a weird scent as he took me up to his office wing, a hallway housing his office, meeting hall, throne room since he liked to pretend he was a future Alpha King and his Beta’s office. He turned into the meeting room with me in tow. At first, I didn't see anything or anyone, he blocked my view. “What took you so long, Blakewood?” A thick, masculine voice snapped. At my father? I've never heard of it before, he's the highest in every room I've watched him be in but now, even the bass of the other male’s voice made my father's sound like a whine. “She had to be prepared for you, my Lord,” my father replied, a shiver passing through him. And to me too because what the actual hell? He's bowing too? What on earth is happening? “Let me see,” the other man demanded in a gruff voice. My father let go of my hand and reached for my shoulder, pushing me forward. I'd been expecting an old, grey-bearded man but staring back at me were the greyest eyes sitting on a man in his thirties at most, probably twenty-eight. His hair was curly and full, dark as a moonless night and just long enough to look like he couldn't be bothered with it. A jaw that could cut glass sat beneath a mouth that was turned up in observation. He was looking me over, as though cataloguing every inch of my existence. And he was big. Shoulders, back, chest, laps, nose and everything my eyes saw except his small, grey eyes. He filled the couch that I'd been made to clean several times every week, his presence intimidating to say the least. Sofie lurched forward and I grabbed her by the scruff before she embarrassed us both. He looked at me the way my father looked at our farms every harvest season. Is it bountiful enough? Will it serve the rest of the season? "This is what you're offering me?" He said it to my father but kept his eyes on me. My heart leapt out of my chest as realisation slowly trickled in. “She's a healthy female, My Lord,” my sperm donor squeaked from behind me, “she just turned eighteen and will give you the best pups to make your dynasty a great one.” The realisation stopped trickling in, it slammed into my head with a severe headache. “And you think she's going to be enough to sate the debt you owe me? You think handing off your weak, half-fed, reject of a daughter to me will be enough payment?!” He was standing now, towering over everyone, and my father stepped back from me, cowering as everyone else did. “My Lord, you can take her alongside some of our produce this year, please have mercy on your lowly servant!” A tear strayed down my eyes and I furiously wiped it off, the first reaction from me amidst everything unfolding. It went unnoticed. “Hmm,” the large male hummed and took a step which brought him closer to me than I was comfortable with and I felt his hand move before I saw it grab my jaw. I wanted to scream, thrashor something. Anything but stand still and allow this stranger to look me over like a piece of vegetable in the market, checking if it was fresh enough, if I was fertile enough. But I knew the consequences of this. From the moment the words came out of his lips and I realised what was happening, I knew. If I didn't go with him, I would have to deal with my father's anger and disappointment. More than I already did. It'll be way worse if the deal didn't go through because I'd disobeyed his rules and did… something. And goddess help me, I wanted to do something. More than anything I wanted to scream my lungs out in this man's face and demand to know why he's okay with this, with being given a breeding mare in the form of a shewolf. My father might have gone insane from losing my Mother but what was his excuse? Going on with his inspection, he turned me around, and I looked at my father's eyes. He gave me a look, that look. The one that put me in my place, reminding me that I was in the mercy of this stranger, that I was worthless to the man that supposedly once loved my mother. And that I must do everything I can to make sure I'm no longer his headache to deal with. The man known as the Beast of the West turned me around again and looked at me. Into my eyes. I wanted to cry but I was more angry than heartbroken, so to my dismay, I stared back at him with disdain, my face giving nothing away but my eyes showing every foul thought I had about him. Many people won't but this man saw it. And he smiled. Something that made my heart flutter and my stomach lurched, his smile wasn't meant for the cruel world I existed in and it disappeared just as quickly as it appeared. Then he looked above me, at my father. “I'll take her. Keep your sickly crops. If she doesn't get pregnant by the end of this year, I'll be back. Prepare for the end of your Pack by then.”The journey spanned about three days, and I slept most of it away.For some reason, as hard as his body looked, it was really comfortable and despite his grunts and mutters of complaints, he kept me steady so that I didn't fall.At some point I feared we were going off the edge of the planet or something as every time I opened my eyes, it was just another view of forests, plain landscapes, or deep snow that the wolves struggled to run through.I barely saw them anyway, my new master was ahead of everyone and thundered through everything aggressively.It was in the snow that I realised why he'd insisted on my having his coat.I would have frozen to death in my father's coat.When I saw the spread of brick houses that spanned as far as my eyes could see, I thought we were stopping by a large market, one of the ones the Beta and Delta families usually went to trade for the Pack and came back with high tales.But as we got closer, I saw an inscription across a haphazardly constructed gate
My skin prickled as we got ready to travel back. Most were travelling in their wolf form but some others were using the horse-led cart that held the supplies they'd gathered from their conquest of the Midland Packs. Yes, I have heard about this male. A terrifying beast rumoured to kill with an intense stare, he's the unofficial King of our species by all margins. Anyone unlucky enough to cross his path might as well just bury themselves alive rather than letting him come for revenge. And what does my father do? Goes and stupidly acquired a loan from him for the past five years, doesn't pay and now he's here to collect. His mode of payment? Me. My tears were nonexistent at this point, I'd cried so much as the omegas came again to prepare me for the journey ahead, wrapping me in this thick fur that was itching me as I stood at the edge of our territory, wishing all of this was a dream. But it wasn't, his scent was so thick it felt like an incensed fog filling my nostrils, as
Quickly, two omegas joined him in my small room and while my father watched with irritated eyes, I was cleaned with clean rags and shoved into clothes.Not new but better than anything I'd worn in my life, clothes that fit my bony structure rather than hanging loose at every angle.“Don't forget, you are to be seen and not heard, understand me?” My father barked as he pulled me towards the stairs, and I nodded, locking my voice away from all possible functions.It was like turning eighteen suddenly sharpened my senses as the sun hit my eyes sharply when I walked out.Under his fierce grip, I was pulled to the front of the Pack house and into the main entrance.I'd not been here for anything other than serving, in over a decade.Everyone else hung out or worked or lived through the entrance of the Pack house, I came to serve drinks, meals that couldn't be taken at the large kitchen outside, clean tables and rooms and whatever it is an Alpha's daughter had no business doing.I thought I
The first time Saul hit me, I was twelve.He was fourteen and Grace had pushed me so the cup of lemonade I was taking to his elder sister had poured on him.He'd been so pissed that he did it before thinking, like a normal bodily function.I was shocked, he was shocked, the entire small crowd packed in the middle of the Parlour gasped loudly.Then the Alpha's voice, my father, boomed from the door.“Maya, stop being such a clumsy idiot and do what you're told!”That was all the go-ahead anyone needed to torture me for the past six years.“Today is your birthday,” he breathed, looking down on me in my bloodied clothes.Blood that poured from the wounds he'd inflicted on me earlier.They were all healed now, but I bled through the night and it showed on the yellow dress.“Yes,” I answered, scared of the rage I saw in his eyes.Rage and disbelief, a little bit of lust.Okay, not so little, I looked down out of fear and saw his hard… member.“This must be a mistake,” he spat, “the goddess
My heart hammered in my chest as I ran through the night, throngs of feet chasing after me. It wasn't my first rodeo and it has been happening way before I got my wolf.With her now, I stood a chance, one that before never existed.My wolf's paws landed on a nail that I'm sure was intentionally placed on my path but despite the pain, I urged us on, pushing through it.Just over the edge of that clearing, that's where our freedom lay.They loved to pretend they were respecting the Alpha but it's all just part of the game.The second I crossed that line, my father would be waiting for me, irritation in his gaze.But his punishment was better than that of Saul and his minions chasing behind me, anger rising in their aura.It's been months since they last got the chance to beat the shit out of me.Months since I learned to run faster, push through every discomfort and pain, and jump past that line.It was heartbreaking that I couldn't even celebrate this win because of what usually lay at







