ログインJUNE’S POV
Maybe it was the whiskey talking. Or maybe it was this raw, screaming need inside me I’d been ignoring for years. Honestly, I don't know what came over me. I caught his arm, my fingers digging in a little too tight.
"Do you... maybe want to just go to your place?" The words were out of my mouth before my brain could catch up. I felt my face flush.
His grin spread slowly, like he’d won a prize he’d been waiting for. "Are you sure?"
"Yes." My voice was firmer than I felt. If I stopped to think for one second about my age, my kids, my blown-apart marriage, I'd chicken out. I couldn't let that happen.
He didn't need to be told twice. He just took my hand and pulled me toward a beat-up black Wrangler across the street. Thank God the drive was only five minutes. We didn't talk, but his hand was on my thigh the whole time, his thumb tracing little circles on my skin. It was enough to keep my mind from spiraling into a full-blown panic attack.
The second we got to his apartment building, it was like a switch flipped. We practically fell out of the car and he was pulling me toward the stairs. We took them two at a time, both of us breathless and rushing. He fumbled with his keys for a minute, god, the anticipation was killing me before the lock finally clicked.
We stumbled into the dark apartment, and a nervous giggle escaped me. It was cut short when he pinned me against the door and kissed me.
The first thing I noticed was the taste of him, whiskey and something intoxicating. It was inviting and sweet. One of his hands cupped the side of my neck, holding me there as he deepened the kiss. My own hands flew to his hair, gripping those short, dark strands and tugging him closer.
The kiss felt endless. It was slow and deep, and my whole world narrowed down to this: the feel of his mouth, the scratch of his stubble, the solid wall of his chest against me. I felt dizzy, like I was getting drunk all over again just on him.
"Damn, you taste good," he whispered against my ear, and I shivered. My lips already felt swollen and sensitive.
After that, things got blurry and frantic. We were a mess of hands, pulling at clothes like we couldn't get them off fast enough. One minute my dress was on, the next it was a puddle on the floor. His boxers followed just as quick. I wasn't gentle, tugging at them like a woman possessed.
My whole body was on fire as he carried me over and laid me back on his bed. There was no time to feel self-conscious, to worry about my stretch marks or my soft mom-body next to his young, toned one. He was on top of me in an instant.
The scruff of his beard tickled as he trailed light, feathery kisses down my chest. It was such a surprise, so different, and it turned me on even more. Then his teeth grazed my skin—a sharp, little nibble that sent a jolt straight through me.
A soft moan escaped me. I couldn't help it. My body was just reacting, like it was remembering how to feel good after being asleep for a decade.
God, his touch was electric. Every kiss lit a new fire. My hands were everywhere, in his hair, down his back, tracing the hard lines of his muscles. When my fingers brushed against his erection, it was hard and ready, I tugged gently, a silent plea.
He let out this low growl that vibrated right through me. He kicked his pants the rest of the way off, and I almost smirked. Thank God I’d ditched my comfy mom-pants for something sexier tonight. Made things a lot easier.
He pulled the last bit of fabric over my head and then… he just stared. His eyes were dark, full of a raw hunger that made my heart hammer against my ribs.
"So beautiful," he breathed, his voice rough.
The way he looked at me… it made me believe him. He dipped his head, his mouth closing over my breast, his tongue doing these slow, deliberate circles around my hardened nipples. I gasped, my back arching off the bed. It was too much. It wasn't enough.
"Luca…" I moaned, my mind completely blank except for his name.
His mouth moved lower, down my stomach, his breath hot on my skin. My pulse was pounding everywhere. When his tongue finally found that most sensitive part of me, I thought I’d come apart right then.
The sensation was overwhelming. Waves of pleasure crashed over me with every stroke of his tongue against my clit. My hips lifted off the bed on their own, my hands fisting in the sheets. It was like nothing I could even remember. My whole world was just this—this feeling, this man, this moment.
I was trembling, right on the edge. I couldn't wait anymore as I came undone into his mouth and watched him drink it all up like it was an elixir of life. When I finally came down from my high, My hands flew to his shoulders, pulling him up, guiding him to where I needed him most, right inside of me.
"Please," I whispered, my voice shaky and desperate.
He chuckled softly, a low, teasing sound. "Impatient much?"
But he didn't make me wait. He quickly grab a condom from his drawer and rolled it on before he slid into me in one smooth, perfect motion, and I gasped. It was intense as his size was overwhelming. He moved slowly at first, letting me feel every inch of him, but then his pace quickened. Each thrust was deeper, more urgent, and driving me insane.
"So gorgeous," he growled in my ear, and it didn't feel like a line. It felt real.
It wasn't just sex. It felt like… reclaiming something. Like I was a woman again, not just a wife or a mom.
Our eyes locked, and whatever he saw in mine seemed to push him over the edge. His movements became frantic, his hands gripping me tighter, pulling me closer as we fell apart together.
I couldn't hold back. I cried out, my moans echoing in the quiet room as I shattered, gasping his name. Again. And again. My body felt like it had been rewired, responding to him with a hunger I'd forgotten I had.
By the time the sun started to turn the sky pale gold, I was lying tangled in his sheets, my body sore and completely spent. For the first time in years, I felt truly, utterly alive, and above all, I felt wanted.
But then reality started to creep back in. While he slept, his arm thrown possessively over my waist, I slipped out from under it. I gathered my clothes from the floor, the red dress that started this whole night, and got dressed in the quiet. I stood by the door for a second, just watching him sleep. He looked so young. So peaceful.
And then I left. Because whatever last night was, it couldn't happen again.
JUNE’S POVOne Year LaterMorning sunlight filled the nursery, so I paused in the doorway and watched Luca holding our son close.One of his big hands covered the baby’s entire back while the other supported his small head. He rocked gently, steady and practiced from all the hours we’d spent learning together. Noah’s eyes stayed closed, his tiny mouth slightly open, his body completely relaxed with that kind of trust only newborns have.“Easy now,” Luca murmured. “Daddy’s got you. I’ll always have you.”I pressed my hand to my chest.Noah James Brooks.He was born three months ago after eighteen long hours of labor that left Luca crying almost as much as the baby. He weighed seven pounds, six ounces, and had a full head of dark hair. Everyone said he already had his father’s eyes.I saw mine instead. Maybe I just wanted that to be true.My shoulders relaxed as I stood there, taking them in.Everything it took to get here ran through my mind.It was never simple. There were turns I did
JUNE’S POVI slid the key into the lock and paused for a second.This apartment was ours now. We had chosen it together, fixed it up side by side, and filled it with mismatched chairs, stacks of books, and photos that told our story.After two weeks away, walking back in felt natural.Luca nudged the door open with his hip, juggling both suitcases. The smell hit me first. No ocean breeze or tropical flowers. Just coffee, old books, and the faint trace of candles Marlene had burned while taking care of the plants.“Home,” he said, dropping the bags.I shut the door and leaned against it. “Home.”He crossed the room in a few quick steps and pulled me into his arms. We stayed there, wrapped in the quiet.“It’s good to be back,” he murmured into my hair.“It’s good to be back with you.”He gave a soft laugh. “I was with you the whole trip.”“That’s what made it good.”We unpacked slowly. The shells for Ashley went into a glass bowl on the coffee table. The champagne we saved went into the
JUNE’S POVOur plane touched down on the runway just as the sun started to set.I kept my cheek pressed to the little window, watching the coastline slide into view below us. Turquoise waves met golden sand while palm trees swayed in a breeze I could almost feel through the glass. Luca sat beside me, seatbelt already off, fidgeting like he always did when he got excited.He brought it up again, for what felt like the hundredth time. “Two weeks straight. Just you and me.”“You keep saying that like you still can’t believe we’re actually here.”He leaned in and kissed my temple. “I can’t. Pinch me so I know this is real.”I gave his arm a firm pinch.“Ouch. I meant something softer.”“You left that part out.”Once the plane stopped, we grabbed our luggage—one suitcase each, plus the small duffel with sunscreen, that book I’d been putting off for ages, and the champagne we’d picked up at duty-free.The second we stepped outside, warm humid air wrapped around me, thick with salt. It felt
JUNE’S POVI stayed curled up next to Luca in bed for the next hour. Our phones glowed between us as we searched for honeymoon destinations, stealing kisses whenever one of us looked up.The mountains came up first. He ruled them out quickly because sunshine was at the top of his list.Europe tempted us for a minute, but the flight would eat up too much of our two weeks.I shut down the cruise idea immediately. “Boats make me queasy even when I just look at them from shore.”Luca rejected camping just as fast. “I love you, but I’m not sleeping on the ground for our honeymoon.”Then I found it.A small town on the southern coast with private villas right on the ocean. Miles of empty beach, no crowds, just palm trees, salt air, and a hammock Luca would claim instantly.“This,” I said, turning my phone toward him.He studied the photos. The first showed turquoise water and a villa with an outdoor shower and a king bed facing the ocean.“Book it,” he said.“Seriously? That fast?”“June, I
JUNE’S POVThe party lights were still glowing in the backyard as my new husband swept me up along the flower-lined walkway. My wedding gown’s lace spilled across his jacket. Cheers and songs followed us—Adrian hollered, Marlene sniffled happily, Ashley yelped—but Luca never slowed down. He carried me straight to the small stone cottage at the far end of the property, the one Marlene had decorated with extra peonies, candles, and a chilled bottle of champagne on the nightstand.Our first night as a married couple.Husband and wife.Those words still felt brand-new on my tongue, just like the simple gold band circling my finger. We’d picked it out together because it matched us—solid and real.He kicked the door shut and eased me down so my back pressed against the cool wood. We paused, staring at each other in the soft lamp light. His eyes were still puffy from the ceremony. Mine probably were too. Heat flared between us now, built from every touch and glance out in the yard.“Mrs. Br
JUNE’S POVThe rain had finally eased.I paused right at the garden entrance, fingers resting lightly on Adrian’s arm while I watched those clouds split open above us. Sunlight poured down warmly through the opening.Marlene had called me radiant earlier that morning. Confident. Free.The ivory lace gown had sleeves brushing my wrists, and the train brushed softly over the damp grass. No veil. Peonies pinned right into my hair matched the ones Marlene had set out on the tables. My face stayed open now.Adrian glanced down at me. His eyes looked a little red from the tears he’d shed back in the hallway before we headed out, though he’d brush it aside if asked.“You ready, Mom?”I gave his arm a light squeeze. “Been ready for three years now.”He smiled. “Then let’s get you to him before he waits any longer.”The music kicked in right then. It skipped the usual march for a gentler tune that took me back to the summer I first met Luca. He’d picked this piano melody himself months earlier
JUNE’S POVThe stairwell door banged shut behind me, the sound chasing me down the hall, too loud for a quiet campus afternoon. I walked fast, the tote bag still warm from the oven swinging against my leg, my breath thin from the climb and from the room I had just left.“June. My daughter’s down th
JUNE’S POVThe sauce spattered against the pot while I stirred, the kitchen lights too bright. The kids were upstairs fighting over the Switch again, their voices drifting like weather far out at sea.The forced quiet of vacation made the house feel borrowed, like nothing belonged to us long enough
JUNE’S POVI couldn’t sleep. The house had settled into deep midnight quiet, but Franklin’s snoring rolled through the mattress in steady waves. Each rumble jarred me awake.My thumb throbbed under Marlene’s bandage, a sharp reminder of the evening’s chaos. I stared at the dark ceiling as the night
JUNE’S POVIn one smooth motion, he lifted me onto the granite. The cold surface shocked the backs of my thighs. His heat pressed between them as he stepped in close. My legs wrapped around his waist on instinct, pulling until I felt him hard against me, the pressure exactly where I needed it.“Jun







