LOGINChapter 54
The Boy in the Rain
“He completed the mission.”
The words shattered something inside the room.
Inside Damon.
Inside Luca.
No one moved.
No one breathed.
The rain outside sounded deafening now, slamming violently against the penthouse windows like the storm itself was trying to get inside.
Damon stared at the screen.
At the frozen image of young Luca standing in the rain with blood on his face.
“No.”
The word came out hollow.
Broken.
Because his mind refused to connect the pieces.
Refused to place Luca inside the worst night of his life.
But his body already knew.
That terrible instinct.
That awful certainty.
Luca looked like he couldn’t stand upright anymore.
Like every memory buried inside him was tearing itself open all at once.
Fragments crashed violently through his mind now.
The mission.
The gun.
The screaming.
A woman throwing herself in front of someone.
A child crying behind her.
And Hale’s voice:
“No witnesses.”
Luca flinched so hard it looked physical.
Seraphine grabbed his shoulders immediately.
“Luca.”
But he barely heard her.
Because suddenly
He remembered the child’s face.
Damon.
The gun slipped from Luca’s hand.
Hitting the floor with a sharp metallic crack.
Damon’s eyes dropped toward it automatically.
Then back to Luca.
Slowly.
And Luca
Luca couldn’t look at him anymore.
That was the answer.
The realization hit Damon like a bullet straight through the chest.
Not loud.
Not dramatic.
Just devastating.
“…no,” Damon whispered again.
Hale’s voice remained calm through the speakers.
Almost detached.
“He was one of my best operatives.”
Seraphine looked physically sick now.
“You used a child,” she said quietly.
“A weapon,” Hale corrected.
Luca finally snapped.
“SHUT UP!”
The scream ripped through the penthouse violently.
Raw.
Animalistic.
Every screen flickered hard.
Luca staggered backward again, hands shaking uncontrollably now.
“I didn’t know,” he whispered.
To Damon.
To himself.
To the ghosts clawing through his skull.
Damon couldn’t breathe properly.
Because suddenly he remembered everything too.
The rain that night.
His mother pushing him behind her.
The sound of gunfire.
Her blood on his hands.
And a figure standing in the storm.
Watching.
Emotionless.
Not a monster.
A boy.
“Oh my God,” Damon whispered.
Luca looked destroyed.
Completely destroyed.
“…I didn’t know it was you.”
The truth in his voice made it worse.
So much worse.
Because Luca wasn’t lying.
Not then.
Not now.
He had been turned into something before he was old enough to understand what he was becoming.
But Damon’s mother was still dead.
And Luca’s hands still carried her blood.
Damon stepped backward instinctively.
Just one step.
Luca noticed.
And that tiny movement broke him completely.
His face crumpled for half a second before he forced it blank again.
But Damon saw it.
Of course he did.
“I tried to protect you,” Luca said hoarsely.
Damon laughed once.
A terrible sound.
“Protect me?”
Luca flinched.
“I didn’t remember”
“But you did it.”
Silence.
Heavy.
Crushing.
Luca couldn’t deny it.
Because somewhere beneath the fractured memories and manipulation
He remembered pulling the trigger now.
Not at Damon.
At the guards.
At the vehicle.
At anyone Hale told him to eliminate.
But the chaos
The panic
The crossfire
Damon’s mother died because Luca was there.
And that truth poisoned everything.
Seraphine stepped carefully between them.
Not fully.
Just enough to stop the room from collapsing completely.
“This is Hale,” she said urgently.
“He engineered this.”
Damon looked at her sharply.
“My mother is still dead.”
No one answered.
Because there was no answer to that.
Hale’s voice softened almost thoughtfully.
“You wanted truth, Damon.”
A pause.
“Now you have it.”
Damon’s entire body tensed.
“You manipulated him.”
“Yes.”
No shame.
No hesitation.
“He was useful.”
Luca looked violently ill.
Damon’s hands clenched into fists.
“You destroyed him.”
Hale’s response came instantly.
“No.”
A beat.
“I perfected him.”
Luca moved before anyone realized it.
Fast.
Deadly.
Pure instinct.
He grabbed the nearest screen and smashed it violently into the wall.
Glass exploded everywhere.
“STOP TALKING!”
The remaining screens flickered wildly.
Static screaming through the penthouse.
Then
Silence.
Hale disconnected.
Leaving only the storm behind.
No one moved afterward.
Because the truth was still there.
Breathing between them.
Unavoidable.
Damon looked at Luca.
Really looked at him.
And for the first time since they met
He saw both versions at once.
The man he loved.
And the weapon Hale created.
Luca looked back at him with shattered eyes.
Already expecting hatred.
Already accepting it.
“…say something,” Luca whispered.
Damon opened his mouth.
Then stopped.
Because he didn’t know what to say.
How could he?
The man he loved had unknowingly destroyed his life before they ever met.
And somehow
Damon still loved him anyway.
That was the cruelest part.
Luca stepped backward slowly.
Rainlight flickering across his face.
And Damon realized something horrifying.
Luca had already decided to leave.
Chapter 103The worst part?Neither was anyone else.Because the second Damon placed his hand behind Luca's chairThe entire room noticed.Every.Single.Person.Adrian noticed.Nova noticed.Seraphine noticed.Mira nearly dropped her drink.Cassian looked moments away from ascending into a higher plane of existence from pure entertainment.And LucaLuca definitely noticed.A faint tension appeared in his shoulders.Not discomfort.Awareness.Dangerous awareness.Adrian looked between them.Then slowly smiled.Ah.That kind of smile.The kind that said:I understand what's happening here.Damon immediately disliked him more.Which was impressive.Because he already disliked him a lot."So," Adrian said casually.Looking directly at Damon."How long have you two been together?"Silence.Catastrophic silence.The room froze.Someone in the corner actually choked.Cassian.Obviously.Luca blinked.Damon stared.Adrian frowned."What?"Nova covered her face."Oh my God."Seraphine immedia
Chapter 102Damon was running out of excuses.At first, he blamed stress.Then survival instincts.Then trauma.Then proximity.Now?Now he was simply lying to himself.Because there was only one reason his attention kept finding Luca.Only one reason his eyes searched every room until they landed on him.Only one reason jealousy burned every time someone else occupied Luca's time.And Damon was getting tired of pretending otherwise.The problem was Admitting it made everything real.And real things could be lost.That thought lingered with him throughout the next few days.The safehouse became strangely routine.Morning briefings.Research.Planning.Training.Normality.Or whatever passed for normal among a group of deeply damaged survivors.Unfortunately, routine also meant Damon and Luca spent more time together.Which helped absolutely no one.Especially Damon.The training area behind the safehouse had once been part of an old vineyard.Now it served as a makeshift practice fie
Chapter 101The mission file stayed hidden.Locked away.Buried beneath years of guilt and fear.But secrets had a way of breathing.Waiting.Patiently.Luca knew that better than anyone.Which was why every time Damon smiled at himEvery time Damon stood too closeEvery time Damon looked at him like he was something worth protectingThe guilt became harder to ignore.Because Damon didn't know.And Luca didn't know how to tell him.Or if he ever could.The next morning brought another briefing.Unfortunately.Because briefings meant people.And people meant Nova.Which meant Damon spent most of the meeting in a bad mood.A fact everyone noticed.Especially Cassian."You're pouting.""I'm not.""You absolutely are."Damon glared at him.Cassian looked delighted.Across the table, Nova casually stole a grape from Luca's plate.Damon's eye twitched.Immediately.Instantly.Luca noticed.Again.The tiny smile returned.Again.Traitor.Absolute traitor.Nova looked between them.Then grinn
Chapter 100He was jealous because he didn't want anyone else's.The realization should have alarmed Damon.InsteadIt settled into his chest with terrifying certainty.And that was somehow worse.The next morning began with shouting.Not unusual.What was unusual was that the shouting came from the roof.Again."WHY ARE YOU UP THERE?"Seraphine yelled from the yard.Cassian sat on the edge of the safehouse roof eating an apple."Fresh air.""YOU HAVE INTERNAL STITCHES.""They're internal.""That doesn't help!""It helps me."Damon stepped outside with a cup of coffee.Luca appeared beside him seconds later.Neither acknowledged the fact that they'd left the house at exactly the same time.Cassian immediately noticed.Of course he did.The recovering menace pointed his apple at them."There they are."Damon sighed."No.""Yes.""No."Luca looked toward the horizon.Pretending not to hear.Coward.A vehicle engine sounded from the road below.Everyone froze instantly.Instinct taking o
Chapter 99Someone Damon was beginning to think of as his.The realization followed him for the rest of the night.Like a shadow.Like a threat.Like a promise.And Damon hated it.Mostly because he didn't hate it enough.The dinner disaster eventually ended after Mira received approximately six conflicting explanations of what jealousy meant.None of them helpful.Especially Cassian's."Imagine someone stealing your favorite blanket.""That's not what jealousy is.""It absolutely is.""No.""Emotionally speaking, yes."Seraphine had eventually thrown a bread roll at him.Which improved nothing.Now the house was quiet.Mostly.Cassian was still arguing with Hale somewhere upstairs.Nobody knew why.Not even Hale.Damon stepped onto the back porch hoping for peace.Instead he found Luca already there.Of course.Luca sat on the wooden railing overlooking the dark vineyards.Moonlight silvered his hair.The night breeze shifted softly around him.And for one dangerous momentDamon simp
Chapter 98Luca didn’t want the moment to end.Which was exactly why it did.Because the universe clearly enjoyed tormenting him.“ARE THEY FINALLY KISSING?”Cassian’s voice echoed from somewhere inside the safehouse.A crash followed.Then Seraphine shouted:“GET BACK IN BED!”“TYRANNY!”“YOU HAVE THREE STITCHES LEFT HOLDING YOU TOGETHER!”“THAT SOUNDS LIKE A YOU PROBLEM!”Luca closed his eyes.Damon laughed beside him.And that laughThat stupid, warm laughMade Luca forget every terrible thing for half a second.Dangerous.Very dangerous.The next morning was worse.Because now Luca was aware of Damon.Painfully aware.Every glance.Every smile.Every time Damon stood too close.It was unbearable.The safehouse kitchen wasn’t particularly large.Yet somehow Damon always ended up beside him.Reaching over his shoulder.Brushing past him.Occupying entirely too much space.Luca was beginning to suspect it was intentional.“Coffee?”Damon asked.Luca accepted the mug.Their fingers br







