MasukPitong taon na ang nakalipas, at unti-unti nang kinalimutan ang sugat dulot ng masalimuot na nakaraan.
It was mid-April, which means peak season na. I promised my son, Enzo, na mag-uunwind kami together somewhere in the province of Zamboanga. "Mom, just like old times? " tanong niya, subalit alam na alam ko na ano ang ibig niyang sabihin. "You sure, sweetie? We can still try a new place if you want. " I suggested politely. "No, Mom. I only wanted to go there. Please, please, please, mom?" nagmamakawa niyang sinabi. "Anything for you anak. As long as masaya ka, G na G si mommy. Okay? I love you, sweetie! " malambing kong tugon. "Yehey! Thank you, mommy! I love you so, so much!" at siya'y napalundag sa tuwa. Tinitigan ko siya. A seven- year-old boy like him was full of energy and he deserves all the joy there is. "Horse Ranch, here I come!" pasigaw niyang sinabi at sabik na sabik na umalis. I booked a flight to Zamboanga. I don't want this trip to be stressful, so i booked a first class plane tickets for the two of us. We arrived at La Presa, five minutes away from the strawberry farm. It was a twelve-hectares wide land. The ambiance was superb! Tall Italian Cypress trees that almost reach the open sky. Rooms that are made up of container vans. Exclusive guest house specially crafted for long staycation. A green pasture specifically designed for horse grazing and horse riding with white fences around each horses. And the never-ending fresh air. "This place was full of heavenly views. No wonder why Enzo kept coming back." wika ko sa sarili habang nakangiting tumitig sa mga kabayong tahimik na kumakain ng damo. Kinabukasan, nagising ako ng maaga dahil gusto kong sulitin ang araw namin. I prepared Enzo's favorite waffle with yogurt , fresh milk and scrambled eggs. Lumabas ako para magkape at nagnilay-nilay. Kalaunan, nagising na rin si Enzo at nag almusal. I told him na magmadali para masulit ang araw. Before heading out, I applied a heavy sunscreen on my face. "Enzo, anak, catch! " inihagis ko ang kaniyang sariling sunscreen upang hindi masunog ang aming mga balat sa tirik ng araw. Nagprepare na kami for horse riding. Nagsuot kami ng helmet, riding boots, breeches para hindi sumakit ang hita, at gaiters para hindi magasgasan ang saddle. Enzo was allowed for a horse riding, but with adult supervision, at meron siyang sariling guide. Ibang uri din nga kabayo ang pwede niyang sakyan. Maliit na kabayo o kilala sa tawag na pony, may isang daan at apat napo't pitong sintemetro ang haba. Only ten to fifteen minute ride and slow walk lang ang allowed for kids his age. Excited naman akong umakyat at pumatong sa kabayo. The guide explained to me step by step kung ano ang gagawin. I steered the horse at mabilis itong tumakbo. Hinila ko ang reins para kontrolin ang kabayo. Inikot ko ang buong open field for thirty minutes, at so far hindi naman ako nahirapan. I went back to my guide para bumababa. I missed the stirrups at nawala ang balanse ko and I was about to fall. Sa kabutihang palad, isang matangkad at mestizong lalaki, nakasuot ng pang-cowboy na sombrero at puting mahabang sleeves ang sumalo sa akin. He held me to my waist, ramdam ko ang init ng mga bisig niya. Niyakap niya ako nang mahigpit upang hindi ako pumawala. When i studied his face, nanliit ang aking mga mata. "Sazchi?!" Gulat na gulat kong sinabi. "Next time, mag ingat ka. Kung hindi dahil sa mala-superhero kong moves, I'm sure you'd broken your legs by now." mayabang niyang pagkakasabi. "Ayieeeh!" pang-aasar ni Enzo habang kinikilig. He gently put me down. "This is supposed to be a mother and son trip, why are you here?" seryoso kong tanong. "Enzo called me the other day. My colleagues said i needed a break. So... Why not give it a try." tugon niya habang nagkikibit-balikat. A strong wind greeted us, and I coughed hard because of the dust ahead. A guest from a private chopper landed on the open field. Maya-maya, a boy shouted from the other side. I thought Enzo had slipped from the horse. Dali-dali namin siyang pinuntahan. Isang bata at kasing edad ni Enzo ang humilia sa kanya pababa. Sa kabutihang palad, mahigpit ang pagkahawak niya sa reins o lubid kaya't hindi siya nahulog. He avenge himself, at tinadyakan niya ang nakakainis na pagmumukha ng mataba at aroganteng bata. Sazchi gently took Enzo off the horse. We reassured him, everything's fine. We told him to go back to the guest house to rest for a while, ngunit, gusto pa niyang maglaro. Naisip ko, this trip was meant to be fun. Pinayagan ko siya sa hiling niya, at ang tanging habilin ko sa kanya ay 'wag na 'wag siyang lalayo sa aming paningin. Lumalalim na ang paguusap namin ni Sazchi, at hindi namin namalayan na wala na si Enzo. Hinanap ko siya at ako ay nagtungo at napadpad sa isang private Manor. Nakita ko ang isang babaeng nakasuot ng pangyayamanin na pulang bestida. Lumapit ako at kitang kita ng dalawang mga mata ko paano niya sinampal si Enzo sa mukha at umiyak ng malakas. Galit akong lumapit at sinampal nang malakas si Victoria ng walang pag aalinlangan. "How dare you hit my child!" galit kong sinabi. Sazchi came over, held Enzo in his arm and covered me from behind. A man from the stairs came down while pulling up his long white sleeves, it was Dylan, again. Of all the places on Earth, bakit dito pa sila napadpad. "What's going on around here?" tanong niya nang walang kaalam-alam sa nangyari. Dylan look straight on Enzo's face. Nanlaki ang mga mata niya, dahil magkahawig sila nito. Victoria stepped in, and defended the other kid. "Dylan, this shameless kid right here, hurt our son, Tony. " pasigaw niyang sinabi habang tinuturo ang anak ko. Ngunit sa mga mata ni Dylan, tanging si Enzo lang ang nakita niyang nasaktan nang labis, dahil sa pamamaga at pamumula ng kaniyang pisngi. Hindi niya nagawang saktan si Enzo, dahil sa magkahawig sila. Punong ng pagaalinlangan ang kaniyang mga mata. Lingid sa kanyang kaalaman, si Tony ay hindi nga niya totoong anak. Kakalabas ko lang mula sa banyo matapos maligo nang mabilis. Isang puti, malambot na tuwalya na hanggang hita lang ang haba ang nakabalot sa katawan ko, at may isa pa ring hair turban ang nakabalot sa basa kong buhok. Nang biglang na lang tumunog ang doorbell."Waaaaait!" sigaw ko sa inis. Binuksan ko ang pinto at isang malaking bouquet ng puting tulips ang bumungad sa akin. Hawak ito ng isang matangkad na lalaki na naka-dark slacks habang natatakpan ng bulaklak ang mukha niya.I found myself flabbergasted and at the same time mortified. I shut the door close quickly and yelled "What the hell are you doing?!" pasigaw kong sinabi habang nangungunot ang noo sa inis.Nakaramdam ako ng hiya sa aking katangahan. Napahampas ako sa noo "Ang tanga-tanga mo naman, girl! Ba't mo kasi binuksan!? Grrr!" wika ko sa sarili habang naba-badtrip sa inis.Tumakbo ako pabalik ng kwarto upang magbihis at saglit na nakatingala sa kisame. "I've got nothing left to hide. He saw me half-nake
Sazchi was rushed to the emergency room and needed an immediate blood transfusion. The bullet was buried deep into his flesh."He needed a bag of A-positive blood, ASAP! " wika ng isang nagmamadaling attending physician.Ako'y nabalisa sa sinabi ng doktor, dahil hindi tugma ang aming blood type. He's A-positive while I'm AB-Positive. "Hahanap ako ng donor!" tugon ko sa isang doktor at natarantang umalis ng emergency room, pawis na pawis.An old man in a black suit rushed in. It was Don Carlos. "I am A-positive, please let me be his blood donor. " aligaga niyang sinabi."He's my son! Do whatever it takes!" pasigaw niyang utos. He went inside the blood bank and laid himself on the recliner bed. A nurse took his vitals signs first. "He was physically fit as a donor" said the nurse and she immediately inserted the needle into his vein and the blood extraction began.A bag of A-positive blood was successfully withdrawn from the donor and the nurse brought it directly
Kinagabihan, ramdam ko ang pag -aalala niya para sa aming mag-ina. Sazchi called his dad and asked to bring over twenty men to the ranch immediately. "You don't need to do this." pabulong kong sinabi. Enzo was fast asleep and ayaw ko na maudlot ang mahimbing niyang tulog."You've gone through a lot, Ci. Hindi mo kailangan akuin lahat ng pagmamaltrato ni Dylan sa'yo. Nandito lang ako, walang masamang mangyayari sainyo, pangako 'yan. " aniya nang may kasaiguraduhan."No!" umalma ako."Umalis ka na! Marahas si Dylan and he would do anything he could para pahirapan ako, at ayaw kong madamay ka o ang pamilya mo sa problemang 'to. " paliwanag ko habang nanlumo sa kakaisip ng masasamang bagay."Ci, please trust me. I promise to protect you, kahit ano pa ang masamang balak gawin ni Dylan. I will stand by your side." he replied and reassured me again and again.He leaned closer to me, at marahan niyang pinunasan ang namuong luha sa mata ko.Tinitigan ko siya, at n
Pitong taon na ang nakalipas, at unti-unti nang kinalimutan ang sugat dulot ng masalimuot na nakaraan. It was mid-April, which means peak season na. I promised my son, Enzo, na mag-uunwind kami together somewhere in the province of Zamboanga."Mom, just like old times? " tanong niya, subalit alam na alam ko na ano ang ibig niyang sabihin. "You sure, sweetie? We can still try a new place if you want. " I suggested politely. "No, Mom. I only wanted to go there. Please, please, please, mom?" nagmamakawa niyang sinabi."Anything for you anak. As long as masaya ka, G na G si mommy. Okay? I love you, sweetie! " malambing kong tugon."Yehey! Thank you, mommy! I love you so, so much!" at siya'y napalundag sa tuwa. Tinitigan ko siya. A seven- year-old boy like him was full of energy and he deserves all the joy there is."Horse Ranch, here I come!" pasigaw niyang sinabi at sabik na sabik na umalis.I booked a flight to Zamboanga. I don't want this trip to be stre
SAZCHI'S POINT OF VIEW Cimene had lost consciousness after Dylan dumped her at his engagement party with Victoria. Magang maga ang mukha niya at hirap siyang idilat ang kaniyang mga mata, habang nakabalot ng dugo ang kaniyang bestida. I rushed her to the hospital. The doctor had made a deliberate decision to perform an emergency C-section, because her blood pressure was dropping gradually that resulted to fetal distress.I told the doctor and the team na wala siyang ibang kasama, at ako lang ang tanging nakakaalam ng kaniyang pagkakakilanlan. They allowed me inside the operating room, not as her surgeon but as her personal watcher. Nasa kalagitnaan siya ng operasyon and she was still unconscious.The doctor told me they needed to perform a low transverse incision procedure, mas kilala sa tawag na bikini cut upang mas madaling mailabas ang sanggol.Kitang-kita ng mga mata ko kung paano nila hiniwa ang kalamnan ni Cimene. Imagine, seven layers of her skin we
Tahimik ang gabi habang ninanamnam ko ang lamig ng hangin. Ako'y nakaupo sa isang lumang upuan sa labas ng balkonahe. Nagmamasid sa tahimik at mapayapang gabi. Nakatuon ang aking mga mata sa magkasintahang nakaupo sa bangketa habang kumakain ng fish ball. They reminded me of how Dylan and I started our relationship. Hinawakan ko ang siyam na buwan kong tiyan habang nagdadalumhati sa masalimuot na nakaraan. Malalim na ang gabi at pumasok na ako sa loob. I rested my butt on my soft mattress para pagaanin ang masakit kong balakang. My phone buzzed and my screen lit up. A text message from Dylan appeared on my screen, "Love". Ako'y nagdadalawang-isip na basahin iyon, dahil ayaw ko ng umasa pang muli.Pininindot ko ang message button at humugot ng isang malalim na hininga. "Love, it's Dylan. How are you doing? I hope this message finds you well. Pinagsisihan kong sinaktan at pinagtaksilan kita. I shouldn't have done that.Give me another chance to make it







