Another long week passed. My new schedule was becoming routine. Alpha had decided I would no longer clean the packhouse, thus eliminating me from Coal's presence altogether. Instead, I was sent into town on a daily basis to gather supplies, clean homes or run errands for pack members who lived there. It was a ten-mile trek each way, but I didn't mind the walk, and I was thrilled to be away from the pack.
I was weak, but thankfully, my Wolf had been successful in hunting a few rabbits. We didn't eat every day, but it was enough to keep us alive.
Today, the last house on my list, belonged to a member of a neighboring pack, Onyx Moon. Frankly, I'd been surprised to get the assignment, because relations between Ravenswood and Onyx Moon were not always the best, aggravated by a fierce rivalry for land. And their alpha, Alpha Wilder, was known to be a ferocious man. Of course, I couldn't imagine a man worse than Alpha.
I pulled the address out of my pocket, checking it again and turned right down a side street. The house wasn't where I expected, so I continued further. After another thirty minutes of searching, I finally found it.
I stood in front of the house with my mouth open. This couldn't be right. It was huge, four stories tall, Victorian, with intricate moldings. I rechecked the address, comparing it to the house number and street. Yes, this was the right one.
Walking up the brick steps to the front door, I hesitantly pressed the bell. Chimes sang inside the home, announcing my presence. A moment later, a woman answered the door. Older with pleasant features and softly greying hair pulled into a loose bun on her head; she had a slim figure, rounded face, high cheekbones and mischievous expression, still very beautiful regardless of her age. Deep blue eyes crinkling, she smiled widely. "Come in, my dear."
I stepped in slowly, mumbling, "Thank you, Ma'am."
She tsk'd, "My dear, please call me Darcie."
I nodded shyly. "Yes, Ma-I mean, Darcie."
"You must be Brinley," she looked at me expectantly.
I wasn't sure what to say. I didn't really know how to socialize. I'd never done so, and most in my pack either ignored or tormented me. I bit my lip and shifted my weight, looking down. I whispered, "Yes."
She was silent. I glanced up, worried I might have angered her in some way.
Her eyes narrowed as she studied at me.
"I'm sorry," I mumbled quickly, looking back down at the floor, cringing that I already made a mistake, and didn't even know what it was.
Her slender finger reached under my chin, pulling my head up to look at her. I flinched. She pulled her hand away, but I maintained eye contact as I understood it was what she wanted. Her words were soft, inquisitive, "What are you sorry for?"
"Ah, I...don't know." My cheeks heated with embarrassment. Why did I have to be so stupid and socially inept? Most wolves could easily carry a conversation, but I had no social graces. I'd never been taught.
"I see," she murmured, and then, surprisingly let it go. "Why don't we get started?"
My breath whooshed out in relief. I eagerly followed Darcie as she showed me which rooms to clean and then into the laundry area for instructions there. I listened carefully and got right to work.
About an hour later, I was standing on my tippy-toes, stretched as far as I could reach, to run a duster along the top shelf of books in her library. I'd been so intent on my work, I didn't realize she came in the room.
My shirt had ridden up from my stretched position. Darcie startled me when she trailed her fingertips on my revealed ribcage.
I jumped and spun around to face her, quickly tugging my top back into place.
Her mouth pressed into a thin hard line. "When was the last time you ate?"
Embarrassment washed over me again. I tried to remember when we caught the last rabbit.
It might have been yesterday...
...or the day before.
I stumbled over my words, not wanting to reveal anything, "I'm fine...it wasn't too long ago." Fear ran through me. What if she said something to Lena, or worse, Alpha? He would punish me. I twisted my hands together and stared at the floor again. My lip quivered. "May I continue my work?"
Quiet for a long moment, she finally said, "Yes, go ahead."
Relief flooded through me, and I hurried back to work, careful not to reveal more of my body.
After several minutes, the smell of something so delicious and tempting hit my sensitive nose, it made my entire body contract with need. I clenched my fists, trying to force my mind away from my wretched hunger, as the scent came closer and closer.
Darcie entered the library, carrying a tray full of food, sandwiches and hot steaming soup, biscuits and jams, and a can of Coke. She set the plate down on the low coffee table and motioned me over, while she sat in a nearby chair.
I stared, wide-eyed, and couldn't stop the loud rumbling growl from my belly. Legs feeling like wooden sticks, I walked over to her, struggling not to reveal the hunger inside of me.
Darcie pointed to the chair next to her. "Sit. Eat."
I halted mid-step.
I couldn't eat her food.
It would be rude, and somehow I knew I would get punished for it.
I rasped, "Oh no...I couldn't. B-but thank you for the kindness." I worked hard to keep my tears at bay. No one had ever cared whether I starved or not. No one had ever shown me kindness, and I didn't know how to handle it.
Her expression turned fierce. "When I paid for your assistance, I was told you were available for anything I wanted you to do. I want you to eat.
Would you refuse me, after I paid good money for your services?"
"No, Ma'am!" I gasped in fear and instantly dropped into the chair. She raised an eyebrow at me. I stuttered, "I...I mean Darcie."
Her glance went down pointedly to the food. I quickly swept a sandwich from the tray and bit into it. I couldn't help the low groan that slipped my lips. I'd never tasted anything as good. Even when Alpha allowed me to eat, it had always been basic meals with very little taste, nothing as flavorful as this.
Once I started, I couldn't seem to stop myself. I wolfed down the first sandwich in just a few bites, moving on to the second.
I glanced up to find Darcie staring at me. I couldn't interpret her expression. It seemed to be a combination of amusement and sadness. My cheeks were full of food when she pointed to the can. "Here, drink, you need to wash some of that down."
I stared at the can. I'd seen the drink before, but never had one and didn't know how to open it. Darcie saw my confusion. Understanding lit her expression, and then her lips turned down into a frown. She lifted the can, and popped the top, murmuring, "Like this."
When it was open, she handed it to me.
I took it and sniffed the top.
"Go on," she encouraged.
I took a tentative sip. Oh! The bubbles tickled my nose. It was sweet and delicious. I drank deeply, and then was mortified with embarrassment, when a loud belch slipped my lips.
She snickered and grinned at me. I relaxed and gave her a small smile in return. I ate everything on the tray, and sat back, stuffed to the brim. I patted my belly that now poked out.
She looked at her watch.
"It's late. I think that is enough for tonight."
"But...I haven't finished." Fear rolled through me again. I couldn't return without having satisfied my responsibilities.
She leaned forward and took my hand in hers. Her knowledgeable gaze bore into mine. "I will be sure to tell your pack how pleased I was with your work. You have nothing to fear from me."
I sat in stunned silence.
She tugged me to my feet and pulled me in for a small hug. When I stepped back, she murmured, "Now, go on, it's already dark. You should be home by now."
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After I left Darcie's house, I got turned around again. My anxiety ran high. The day's work had taken longer than usual. I hoped Lena didn't punish me for coming in late.
So intent on my thoughts, I didn't realize someone had come up right behind me until a sweet, cloying scent hit my nose. I spun around but was grabbed in a relentless grip, before I could see the stranger. I could tell my attacker was male by the strength of his hold, but I couldn't get a sense of his smell because he pressed the sweet, cloying scent against my nose and mouth with his big hand.
I attempted to scream, but no sound came out.
And then my world went dark.
BRINLEY’S POVMy head hurt. My world was a haze. I struggled to bring myself to consciousness, but couldn't quite grasp it. I was lying on my stomach, but my body was limp, I had no control. Abruptly, hands from behind lifted my hips. I startled in the strange male's grip, but my effort was pitiful as the drug-induced haze pulled on me. With shocking horror, I realized I was naked with a gag in my mouth. My heart pounded in my chest. No, no, no!! Rough fingers invaded my body, entering where no one had ever been before. Pain shot through me. My back arched of its own accord. A scream ripped from my chest, but no sound came out, muffled by the gag. His fingers withdrew, and claws dug into my sides as he pulled my hips back, thrusting himself into me at the same time. Red hot searing pain tore through me. My insides felt ripped apart. Torture so intense, I couldn't even scream. I desperately willed my body to work, trying to scramble away from the monster behind me. But it was n
CoalI had to stay away from her. I told myself that a hundred times a day. And a hundred times a day, it was just as hard as the last time to keep from seeking her out. My muscles ached from the constant tension in my body.I turned up a beer, letting the cold liquid slide down my throat. It did nothing to quench my thirst for the one thing I couldn't have- Brinley.Daylight was waning. Vibrant reds, oranges, and yellows followed the sun over the horizon, fading away into the dusk of night.Another day without her.My Wolf whimpered in my head.She should be returning from work right about now. Maybe it wouldn't hurt to see her from a distance......I just wanted to smell her sweet scent. That was all. I told myself. And then I would leave.I pushed up from my chair and stealthily made my way toward Lena's, careful to stay in the line of trees, covered in shadows. I didn't want to catch that old bitty's attention.When Brinley came into sight, I sucked in a deep breath, my gaze trans
Her tears finally ended. Still, we didn't move. She lay completely relaxed beneath us. After several minutes, he began to lift. She whined and rolled onto her back to face him, her fingers twining into his fur to keep him close to her.He froze, entranced by both of them as her Wolf surged to the surface, mossy green eyes darkening into deep pine.She slid her fingers through his thick fur.He'd never been touched by a female in skin.He shuddered, deeply affected by her tender ministrations. He tolerated other females when we were in my skin, but he had no use for them when he was in control. But not so with Brinley. With her, he craved her skin side to touch every part of him.She continued to stroke his face gently, gazing up at him. The transparent love in both her and her Wolf's eyes tore through me.Because she loved him......not me.I would never get to see her gaze at me with the same softness. She would never show me the vulnerability she gave to him, laying beneath him nake
CoalI walked away from Brinley in the woods. There wasn't anything else I could say. Shoulders hunched forward and footsteps heavy, I trudged back to the house.My thoughts tumbled over and over with the story of her assault. I'd demanded details, and she'd given them to me, not holding back. It was what I'd asked for, but now the images of what that bastard did to her, rolled through my mind on repeat.I entered my room and slammed the door shut, the hinges shuddering with force. I needed to take a shower, and then I wasn't sure what I was going to do. My Wolf was equally on edge, pacing back and forth in my mind, growling his desire to hunt. We both wanted to taste the coward's blood.Making my way into the bathroom, I stepped into the shower and let the liquid rain down on my flesh. The water was cold. There was no other option. I scowled.My horndog of a wolf just hadn't been able to contain himself, licking the heat between her legs. Between the scent of her arousal and tasting
He took a swig of his drink. "It's been more recently. I think I didn't want to believe the rumors of what he's capable of, what he's done." He rubbed the back of his neck with one hand. "But I'm older now. And I'd be a fool to ignore the proof right in front of my face. Including how he's treating you."I stared at him dumbfounded.A waitress interrupted my confusion. She sidled up to the booth, looking us both over like something she'd like to eat. Older, probably in her thirties, or maybe a hard life had aged her prematurely. Her blonde hair was swept up in a ponytail. She pushed a stray strand out of her eyes as she purred, "Can I get you another?"Hell yes, I wanted to scream. Instead, I just gave her a stiff nod without taking my eyes off of Ryder. He shook his head, "No, I'm good."But she couldn't seem to take a hint and persisted in a wheedling tone, "Are you sure there isn't anything else you want?"I didn't have the time or patience to let her down easy and growled, "Not in
It didn't matter what this madness was, I was going to put an end to it. My skin shifted to fur, and my Wolf charged forward, his sharp teeth snapping, trying to find purchase in their flesh. We clamped down on one of the male's arms, tearing muscle from bone. He howled in pain.I twisted and bucked.If I could just get my canines into his neck...But, once again, I was tossed across the room by the dark-haired beauty. I cursed and scrambled to get back on my feet, my attention searching for my brother.Ryder's head dropped to his chest, his breath coming in heavy pants. His hands clenched the edge of the table. The vamp, behind him, continued to rock his hips against Ryder's ass. At the same time, I noticed he had released Ryder's rock hard erection from his pants and was aggressively stroking him up and down his shaft.Ryder's moans filled the air. His hips jerked forward, eagerly pushing himself into the vamp's hand. It was as if the world around them ceased to exist. I wasn't sure
BrinleyWithout another word, Coal shifted back into his beast and walked away. My heart hurt as I watched him leave, once again turning his back on me, once again rejecting me. I sat on the forest floor, unable to move, my mind replaying every moment with him.My Wolf tugged at the back of my mind. She was hungry. We needed to hunt. She had gotten much better with her hunting skills and had even caught a couple of foxes, but it had been a few days since we'd eaten.My chattering teeth woke me from my stupor. It was foolish of me to stay in my skin in this climate. Winter was upon us and snow would fall soon. I let the change happen, fur covering skin.We hunted for several hours, but it just wasn't our night, and once again I trudged back to our ledge on the mountain, too exhausted to continue.I shifted into my skin, braving the cold night air, and pulled myself up the side of the cliff. I needed the comfort of my bear. My hands felt empty after having twined my fingers in the soft
Winter SolsticeBrinleyThe days ticked by slowly. After my unexpectedly intimate meeting with Cole and his Wolf in the forest a month and a half ago, he had stayed away. His Wolf, however, was another matter. I frequently felt the animal's eyes on me, his body hidden in the forest, and more food continued to appear magically. I tried to stay awake so that I could catch him, but he always evaded me.Between the food my Wolf caught, the meals Coal's Wolf provided, and my weekly trips for 'cleaning' at Darcie's home, I was faring much better than anticipated.Lena interrupted my train of thought. "Before you go into town today, stop by the packhouse. Cook has a list of items you need to pick up for the Winter Solstice Celebration this evening."The packhouse?My stomach trembled. I prayed I wouldn't run into Coal, but I was never much of a lucky person. I made my way quickly to my destination. Just as I snatched the list from Cook, and had my escape in sight, I rounded the corner and ca