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Chapter 26
For the longest of times I thought marriage was not for me . I felt like it was an invasion of privacy ,like someone barring witness into your life no holds bard... Until my honey suckle came along.
There is a point in every relationship where you need to decide the person you're with is it . If you're just in the relationship for the sake of being in a relationship you need to end it cause not only are you being dishonest with yourself but you're wasting the other persons time and inevitably both parties will get hurt.
I've said before I knew Clara was it on the night of the ball and many times after that. If we are the ones who made it we had to fight to get where we are . Jenifer almost made me lose Clara a couple of years back . I had just got her back living with me under my roof... our roof and she had a run in with Jen...
When Jen came to my office she told me she made a mistake and she wanted me bac
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