Chapter 25

Clara

There is a certain fear that comes with having your heart broken. The fear of loving again. I've already talked about scars , but the invisible wound that takes the longest time to heal is that of a blue and black heart that is torn apart .

You don't pay attention to the wound instead you pretend your bruised but not broken. You treat the symptom and not the cause, and when you finally treat the cause you find out you've caused more damage by not dealing with the cut or wound sooner.

I had a rules; never let them see you're hurting , put a titanium shield around your heart no one needs to know how deep the pain runs, pretend you are alright , and most importantly find a place to cry and break apart where no one can see you , pretend to be okay and emotionally cold.

Those rules worked for me; until I found the exception to every rule I had ever made . I became the rule in the proce