My attempts to know more about life

I was as if in my dream. I recollected how much blood came out of Amy's face just before she died. There was so much blood that I could hardly see her face. Blood protects us from dehydration. Almost all terminally ill people were emitting vast amounts of blood. This means they were all dehydrated to a certain level. If I take out all water from the ocean, nothing remains, not even the fish's life. That discovery was new to me. If Salt was removed from the ocean, would its water evaporate any sooner? Nature, nurture, life, light!

I wish I could redefine life by an altogether different angle extension. There is hope, somewhere kept near to me. I need to struggle, but there is so much more around me to find it. My laptop, for instance, my drawing sheet, is waiting for me. I am indulged in basic information collection about life to understand what's opposite of death. What it's like stepping in death? I have never fully known.

Was I planning suicide? Certainly not! I just thought if I c