เข้าสู่ระบบ(Lorei's POV)
The Walker estate has its own gate. An actual gate, with an actual guard, who checks a tablet before letting our car through like we're entering a country and not a house.
This is insane. People actually live like this?
It’s been six months since the funeral. Six months of my mom crying into takeout containers on our tiny kitchen table, and then, out of nowhere, Richard Walker.
She met him at a fundraiser her old boss dragged her to, three months after Dad died, back when she still wasn't sleeping and barely eating and I was genuinely worried she might just stop functioning altogether. Richard was there representing some charity board. She told me later he was the first person all night who didn't ask her a single question about grief. He just asked what she thought of the terrible band they'd hired, and made her laugh for the first time in weeks.
They started with coffee. Then dinner. Then he was picking her up in a car with a driver, and she was coming home glowing in a way I hadn't seen since before Dad got sick with worry over the business that last year. I watched it happen in fast-forward, coffee to dinner to engaged in four months, married two weeks after that. It was as if the grief of my father’s death had left a door open in her and Richard just walked right through it before it could shut again.
I didn't say anything against it. How could I? She looked happy. For the first time in half a year, my mother looked like a person again instead of a ghost wearing clothes. If marrying a man who owns half a shipping empire and a house with its own gate is what did that, I wasn't going to be the one to ruin it.
I just wasn't ready for what "marrying into it" would actually mean.
"You'll love it here," Mom says, squeezing my hand in the back seat, hope all over her face. "Richard's son is around your age. I'm sure you two will get along."
Great. A stepbrother. Exactly what I needed this year.
The staff meet us at the door, actual staff, in actual uniforms. This guy is soaking rich. One of them was already reaching to take my bags before I've even fully gotten out of the car. Two of them exchange a look when they think I'm not watching. I know that look. It's the who let her in here look. I got enough of those at Fisher's parties to recognize it instantly.
Richard's warm, at least, pulling my mom into a hug like he's genuinely thrilled she's home. Kind eyes, gray at the temples, nothing like the cold, sharp energy I'd braced for walking in.
"Elias should be down any minute," he says, checking his watch. "He's been buried in work all week, but I told him today wasn't optional."
I smile at him, not knowing what else to do, then a very awkward silence sets in. Then suddenly, a girl’s laugh rings out from the top of the staircase, and then a woman comes down the stairs still adjusting the strap of her dress, hair a mess in a way that makes it very clear what kind of night she had. She doesn't even glance at us. A few steps behind her, comes I’m guessing, Elias, doing up the top button of his shirt like it's the most boring task in the world.
"Text me," the woman says at the door, going up on her toes to kiss his cheek.
"Sure," he says, looking past her. He doesn't walk her out. He just watches the staff usher her to a car like she's a delivery being collected, and turns back into the house rubbing a hand over his jaw, completely unbothered that his father and two total strangers just watched the whole thing.
Richard obviously didn’t train his son well. Because what the fuck? Oh my god. He does not care even a little.
"Elias," Richard says, and there's a warning edge under the pleasantness. "This is Diane, and this is her daughter, Lorei."
Elias's eyes land on me, and everything in me just... stops. Then something happens on his face too. His eyes widen just slightly, and for one second there's something almost like excitement there. Then almost immediately, it's gone. It disappeared so fast I'd think I imagined it if I hadn't been staring directly at him.
What a weirdo.
"Lorei." He says my name slowly, his eyes not leaving my face. "We haven't met."
It's not really a question. It sounds like he's checking.
"No," I say, thrown by the intensity of it. "I don't think so. I'd remember."
There’s that flicker in his eyes again, and then it’s gone even faster this time.
"Right," he says, flat and bored. His eyes drag down and back up like he's cataloguing me. "Well. Welcome to the family, I guess. Try not to touch anything that's actually worth money."
"Elias." Richard's voice goes sharp. "Be nice."
"I am being nice." He doesn't even look apologetic. "You should see how I treat people I don't like."
Okay. Rude. Extremely rude.
"You’re remarrying," he says, like he's explaining something to a child, "which I have exactly zero opinions about, since I plan on being in this house as little as humanly possible going forward. So…." He checks a watch that probably costs more than my mother's car. Then he looks back up at my mother and I "I’m going out, and I won’t be back till dinner time.”
He turns to head for the stairs, and just before he's fully out of sight, he glances back, one more look, quick, and there's that flicker again, something almost like satisfaction this time, like he's already three steps ahead of a conversation nobody else in the room is having.
Then he's gone, and I'm left standing in the entry hall with my mom and Richard and a house full of staff pretending they didn't just watch all of that.
"He's just... adjusting," Richard says, apologetic. "It's a big change for him too."
Sure, adjusting. That's definitely what that was.
I don't know what that look on his face meant. I don't know why he seemed almost pleased to see me, right before turning cold enough to freeze a room. I don't know anything about Elias Walker except that he said we've never met, and he's clearly, obviously, one hundred percent lying about it, and I have absolutely no idea why he'd bother.
(Lorei’s POV)I’m staring at the weekly report spreadsheet, I’ve read the same row six times and I still don’t know what it says. Vendor report. Boring columns. Boring numbers. Read the stupid column, Lorei!My head is banging. Like, actually banging. It starts behind my left eye and shoots down my neck. It’s so hot I want to rip it off and stick it in the fridge. Through the glass wall, I can see Briggs outside my door, standing there like a statue. He’s been there since Monday. I wanted to fight it, but then I remembered that just last week we were tailed. Can’t risk it.Briggs catches me looking and gives me a tiny nod.I rub my temples. Nothing. Fuck this. I’m going home.I call Elias before I can change my mind. He picks up on the first ring. “Yes?”“Hi. Um. I think I’m going to head home.”“It’s two-fifteen.”“I know. I don’t feel good. It’s just my head. And my stomach, it’s rumbling. aAnd I didn’t eat anything new. It’s just… I can’t even explain it.”He pauses. Then suddenly
(Lorei’s POV)Bree is standing in my doorway with her tablet pressed to her chest and the face of someone trying to swallow a whole sentence.“Mr. Walker’s assistant called. He wants to know if you’ve eaten. He said to tell your...” Her eyes go wide. “Your bro... your... boy...”“Mr. Walker?”“Mr. Walker! Yes! Your Mr. Walker.” She’s red to the ears. “He said you’d say yes, and to ask what.”I look at my desk. There’s half a protein bar sitting on a napkin. “Tell him a salad.”“Was it a salad?”“Bree.”“Sorry! Going!”She bolts. I put my forehead on the desk and breathe into the wood. Elias and I have gotten unreasonably close. It’s so obvious that it’s no longer a rumor at the office. The staff are almost saying it to my face now. Imagine Bree, almost calling him my boyfriend. Fucking hell.But I can’t blame them, really. He kisses my forehead at 7:10 every morning like it’s an item on a list, we eat lunch together, he’s insisted on driving me to work every morning, and he won’t stop
(Lorei’s POV)“Wait, back up. Teo gave her a ring pop?”“A blue one.” Marisol is perched on the end of my bed with her shoes off and her feet tucked under her, holding a mug she’s stopped drinking from. “He took it out of his pocket in the kitchen, in front of the whole staff, and got down on one knee.”“Oh my god.”“Anita screamed. She dropped a tray of croissants.”“Is that a yes?”“She said ‘it’s not even a real ring,’ and he said ‘it’s a real promise,’ and she cried, and now he’s wearing the wrapper on a chain around his neck.” Marisol lowers her voice. “Briggs saw it, he pretended he didn’t. But his ears were red. I could see he was fuming.”I’m laughing so hard I have to hold the pillow over my stomach. It’s day three of Elias insisting I need to rest after the Fisher saga, and I’ve been in this bed so long I can name every crack in the ceiling. I’ve had soup, toast, crackers, three kinds of tea, and a hot water bottle someone put in my hands without a word. Everything is soft a
(Lorei’s POV)The four minutes are starting to seem like one hour, so I call him again. He picks, but I don’t hear anything from his end.“Elias? Elias, are you there?” Nothing. The screen says Call Ended, and the car is so quiet I can hear my own pulse in my ears. I hit his name again. It rings once and goes to voicemail. Again. Voicemail. He’s in a tunnel. He’s fine. He said four minutes.I look at the clock on the dash. 2:41.The air inside the car begins to feel thick, like somebody’s pressing a pillow on my face. I wind down the window and the smell of Marlow’s rolls in, bacon grease and burnt coffee, and my stomach turns over so hard I clap a hand over my mouth.Oh no. No, no, no. Not here.I get the door open and half fall out, and I stand with my back flat against the cold metal, the keys digging into my palm, breathing through my nose. The diner window is thirty feet away. I can see the back of a blue shirt in the last booth, shoulders bent, not moving. I look away fast.Don’
(Lorei’s POV)“Okay, but you can’t just say ‘pickle’ like it’s a personality,” Elias says, eyes on the road. “There are different types.”“There’s only one type, and it’s the type that goes on a sandwich.”“That’s three types. Dill, bread-and-butter, and the sweet gherkin.”“How do you know that?”“I read the jar.” His mouth twitches. “Marisol bought four after you said ‘the pickle.’ I wanted to know which one I was dealing with.”I laugh so hard I have to put my forehead on the cold window. It’s been two days since the roof, and we’ve been careful in a stiff, polite way, like two people carrying a full pot of soup across a room. He drives me to work. I tell him a pun. He pretends not to laugh. Last night he said “I’m doing it” out loud, standing in my doorway, about a conversation with Briggs, and I said “Thank you for telling me,” and we both stood there like it was the weirdest thing either of us had ever done. It’s working. It’s slow and awkward and it’s working. Even though we st
(Fisher’s POV)It’s 11:20 in the morning and the bottle on my desk is already a third gone.Don’t look at the bottle. Look at the spreadsheet.I look at the spreadsheet. The numbers swim, so I look at the window. There’s a pigeon on the ledge, fat and gray, staring at me like I owe it money.“What are you looking at?”The pigeon leaves. Great. Even the pigeon.Someone knocks twice, and Caleb comes in without waiting, holding his tablet against his chest. He’s twenty-six, been my assistant for eight months, and he has been stuck with a boss who hasn’t gone home since Tuesday. There’s a pillow behind my office couch. He’s pretending not to see it.“Morning, Mr Fisher. Quick run-through?”“Shoot.”“The Hendricks shipment cleared customs, but the port wants the revised manifest by Friday, or they hold it again. Your father called three times.” He glances at the glass. “He wants you at the board meeting at two.”“Tell him I’m busy.”“I told him that Monday. And Tuesday.”“Then tell him aga







