LOGINBedroom locked
Windows locked Drapes drawn. I checked again for the tenth time, before I stepped into the shower to clean myself up, this was a huge mistake and in the morning everyone would know that someone killed him. The rumors would begin. I could not sleep all night, when a knock filled my house, I felt like my heart was about to step out of my heart when I glanced at the door, my mind filled with fear as I reached for the door. “Bella it’s me.” I heard a familiar voice and I wiped the tears that fell against my cheek. “What are you doing here?” “Geez Bella I came to check up on you, that’s what good friends do since you can’t check up on me or what I do.” Beth smiled and I rolled my eyes at her as she settled on the couch. “I am just a bit paranoid.” “That boss of yours needs to start giving you a lot of breaks Bella, it doesn’t make sense you are working all of the time.” Beth said. “Are you not meant to be at work.” “I am giving myself a little break, look at me, I need sleep.” I laughed, I badly needed someone to be here and she has not mentioned the dead body, didn’t she see while coming here, or at least see the cops around the place. I didn’t dare ask. I watched as she started to blabber about how she hates my work when I looked away from her. “I came here for a reason and not to hate on Mathew, tomorrow is the engagement party and I don’t want to listen to any excuses, I came to make sure that your dress is good and everything is ready.” “I promised you I will be there and I intend on keeping that promise.” I smiled. “Is Nate okay with me coming?.” “He suggested you come.” She said with a smile on her face. “Come on, show me your dress.” She smiled and I nodded as I reached out of the couch and headed into my room. — It’s a blue strapless dress that I thought would look good on me, it came with white shoes and a bag that is a bit too much. I can’t believe I am dressing up to attend my ex- boyfriend wedding with my best friend, I think I am okay with it, she is happy and that’s all that matters. “I think you should wear your hair up and make sure that you look great. Get rid of all of that eye bags, you are going to be sleeping all day.” She said and I smiled. I was about to speak when we heard the bell ring. “I am not expecting anyone.” I breathed out when I reached off the door, a man stood by it, he held a pot of flowers and a card, without saying a word he handed it over to me. “Do you have a boyfriend and you are not telling me about him.” She asked with a smile on her face. She quickly took the card away. “Give it back Beth.” I yelled and she rolled her eyes at me. What if it’s from him or any of them. “I am coming Isabella.” Beth sang. “It doesn’t say from who or coming to where, oh he is coming to meet you, and he wants you to get ready for him:” she smiled. “You are bringing him to the engagement tomorrow and I don’t want to hear anything about it.” She smiled. “I will.” I lied, my mind too hazed with the contents of the letter. What did that mean? He is coming. It’s not signed and it’s a man in a suit that delivered it. Shit. —— Beth left after an hour of talking about how she wanted to see my secret boyfriend, I would have to find an excuse on to why he is not coming tomorrow. I headed toward my window and my eyes peered out of it, there are no ambulance or police cars, no one is even standing outside. I killed him some feet away from the building, how did anyone not see that? Is he still alive? Is he the one that sent this? Will he come for me? I didn’t leave my house for the rest of the day. I locked everything yet again and I settled in the living room where I can get some sleep. Knock Knock Knock I jolted up from my sleep, my mind filled with thoughts when I glanced at the clock, its two in the morning. I slept all through the days and night. The sound of the knock caused me to look at the door again, I didn’t dare go close to it or even ask who it was. I don’t have any friends, I don’t speak to my neighbors unless I have to and it’s always been like that, no one can knock on my door by this hour without a reason. The knock was constant, and it didn’t stop, my breath hitches when I reached out out for a vase, the thought of that man barging into my house filled my mind. He is not going to let me go this time, he is going to make me pay. My mind hazed with thoughts when I saw the door knob twisting. “Don’t.” I yelled and I didn’t get any reply. My throat starting to close up as I was about to yell help. I had thought I got gotten over my fear yet it seemed like I have not, my body felt warm as I stared at the door and I remained on my chair was if I was glued to it. This is what fear does to me. “You need to stand up and run Bella.” I whispered against my breath, my mind filled with thoughts as I glanced at the door and it opened. Fuck.I woke up wrapped around his arms. His eyes were on mine as he glanced at me. I didn’t speak, and neither did he. There was still something in my heart; I thought it would be gone the moment I woke up, yet it was here. It was the burn and the desire for him; it was the way I felt whenever I thought about him. “I will tell Ollie every thing about Sarah,” Liam whispered and my eyes widened in shock. “Liam you are not ready, I don’t want-“ before I could speak, he leaned in and he placed his lips on mine, it was warm and soft, it felt like heaven as he swept his tongue across my lips and he pulled away for a moment. “Yes he is a kid but he deserves to know some parts of the truth and right now, we are at war, I don’t need any enemy of mine, preying on my son and telling him things that only I am meant to know about it,” Liam whispered and I smiled at him, he was about to do something huge, something he probably never thought about doing. “- I will tell Ollie only if you speak
“Bella- you can’t do it right.” I said staring at him, he softly placed his hand on mine, he knows he can’t, sometimes it’s not easy to say the truth, sometimes it’s not even about the truth, it’s about reliving those horrible memories in your mind. It has never been easy and it would never be easy, I know I can’t ignore Ethan forever but until I have something good to say, I would rather not say something that will ruin what’s left of our relationship. I turned to look at Liam. “I don’t know how she died but I know it’s not your fault, I know you loved your wife Liam and you care about her and will never ever let anything horrible happen to her, I know she didn’t die because of you.” I breathed out. “Rose is sad; she needs help and that’s why she keeps doing this, I don’t know how you let them into your life for so damn long,” I whispered as I stared at him, my mind filled with anger and thoughts. “You don’t know what you are saying, you will hate me if you know the truth t
Bella’s POV… Tears sprinkled out of my eyes, my heart skipped a beat and my mind filled with thoughts, he heard that, that’s not how he was supposed to know, he was meant to find out when he gets older, when he understands why I never came out in the open to say I am his mother. Why does he think Mom was his mother? There were so many ways I wanted to do this for him; there are so many ways I wish we had talked about it. He is too young. “Bella, please open the door.” I hate Liam begging for the third time, I didn’t want to, his mother-in-law didn’t have any right, I didn’t even eat to be a part of this dinner, I would have preferred it if Ethan and I stayed to binge-watch a movie, a different cartoon of his choice than any of this I was angry, I was upset and I didn’t want to yell at Liam, it’s not his fault, he didn’t know that any of this would happen, I should have never told her Ethan is my kid, I should have stayed away, I should have just let her imply that he is no
Liam’s POV… “Bella,” I whispered, but she didn’t listen. She started up the stairs, and in a few seconds she was gone, and I turned to look at Rose. “Ollie, take Ethan upstairs and don’t come back down until I say so.” I breathed out and he didn’t argue, he is always a good kid and he could understand what was happening, I watched as they headed upstairs too, and in a few seconds, I didn’t see them anymore. “Liam- don’t defend her Victor, I am done with you, maybe you can handle her but not me, all I have done all these fucking years is for Sarah and to be honest, I did it for you to Victor,” I stated as I stared at him, He is the only reason I tolerate this ever fucking years because I know Sarah would have wanted her father to be close to Ollie, she would have wanted Ollie to know him the way she knows him, she knows he is going to be the greatest grand father to Ollie and he is always going to love and care for Ollie. “You know what, I am done, you have to make a fuckin
“Looking at it, I don’t think she has ever been married, her kid, she slept with someone out of wedlock, so I am right, she is only a whore and she has her little product roaming around your house and you are fine with it as long as your dick gets sucked.” She said, and a chuckle escaped my lips. I glanced at her with a smile on my face, I should have known she would say something like that, I am not even surprised she will, she seems like the type of person who will run her mouth to get what she wants. “Say another word about Bella.” “Are you threatening me, Victor he is threatening me.” She said nudging her husband who let out a heavy sigh as he stared at her, he didn’t look any happier. “Are you not tired of doing this Rose.” He finally asked as he glanced at her. He was done eating and from the looks of it, Liam didn’t even look surprised that he asked her, Did this happen every year. “Excuse me.” “Don’t start, we do this every year, and every year I tell you not to
“Ollie you have grown so big.” Rose smiled. They did introduce themselves before they gave me the stink eye and she gave Ethan another one, and yes she ignored him but my baby boy didn’t even care, Rose didn’t look any happy but her husband Victor, had a smile on his face and it seemed like he was truly happy. Ollie sat between both of them and Ethan and I were on the opposite chairs while Liam sat as the head, in his normal position already. “So Liam tell me, what has been going on for the last year, I can see that you have kept busy all this time,” Rose said with a fake smile on her face, she was directing it at me, Who am I? Why am I here? Why did I have a kid who is here too. She wanted to know the story and I can understand where she is coming from but she needs to calm down about it. “You have certainly moved on from my daughter, but don’t you think you should rather go for someone with class like Caroline, someone who will be a good influence on my grandson and get







