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70. Mama

Penulis: Naomi D.
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Ford’s pov

I longed for alone time with my mate, yet I knew she had missed my children terribly. There was an immense guilt I felt, knowing it was my fault they were apart for so long.

It was strange; now that I had allowed myself to feel love and other emotions, there were new feelings I had not counted on.

Self-deprecation was one I had always suspected would rise to the surface. I had been taught all my life I was less than; it only made sense that I had started to believe it. Anger was an emotion I had already accepted to a point, yet now it came accompanied by sadness I did not account for.

It had been easier to be angry at Fletcher and everyone who had harmed me. Yet now as I watched my son smile, I was hit by the thought of how unfair my life had been.

When I thought back and pushed away the self-loathing, I realised that there had been no good reason for me to be treated the way I had been.

I would not wish the same treatment on anyone, not even my worst enemies. I could not im
Naomi D.

Sorry, I felt like crap. I had one good day, but that day was spent in an amusement park with my family and I was too tired to write afterwards. the rest of the time I was dealing with the usual. headaches and other crap. But! I am feeling a lot better. Not sure what caused it, will discuss with my physical therapist soon.

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Laura Phillips Garrett
I am so excited to have Nivia mark Ford! And the fact that they spoke with the kids about everything, touched my heart. Here’s to cracking heads and taking down the old farts! I’m glad your headaches are better. Thanks for the update!
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Samantha White Riley
I'm glad that you are feeling better!
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Deej
Sorry you weren’t feeling well. At least you were able to have a good day there with your family. Glad to hear you are better today.
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