AriaUncle Jarek looked at me like I was a stranger, like I was something broken he didn’t know how to fix. Because I was supposed to be somehow sane after everything. I was supposed to be the one who left the past behind. At least, that’s what I let him believe. He stood over me, the pages of my old journal; my hidden confessions, fluttering at his feet. Right there, in plain sight, Kol’s name circled over and over again in red. "You promised me," Jarek said. "you were done with this." I didn’t even try to defend myself. There was no point. "I promised I’d stay alive," I said instead, jaw tight. "Not that I’d forget." Jarek’s eyes, usually so steady, went wild. He pointed toward the door like he could banish this whole mess just by yelling loud enough. "I saw you," he shouted. "I saw you sitting there in his car, right out front. You had your chance — why didn’t you do it then?" Because I was confused. Because for a split second, Kol hadn’t looked l
AriaThere are bad ideas, and then there’s me — sitting in the dining room of the very man I swore to destroy, wearing a red dress like I belonged there. If someone had told me a year ago this was how things would play out, I would’ve laughed and called them insane. But here I was. Here we were. The dining room was massive, all dark wood and long windows, the chandelier above throwing soft light that did absolutely nothing to soften the tight tension between us. Kol sat at the head of the table, swirling a glass of wine like he had all the time in the world. Meanwhile, I was sitting there thinking about how Uncle Jarek hadn’t come home from work yet. Which was exactly why I came early for this stupid dinner in the first place. I had limited time to pull this off — whatever this even was. I tucked my hands neatly into my lap and smiled like I wasn’t plotting a hundred different ways to kill him with the silver knife hidden under my dress. "You said you came back recently," K
Alpha KolShe looked like her. Same dark hair. Same sharp little chin. Same mouth that looked like it was seconds from calling me an arrogant bastard. It was impossible. I knew it was impossible. I watched Lira’s body burn with my own eyes. But still. Still, my wolf wouldn’t calm down. Even now, pacing the length of my study with a glass of whiskey sweating in my hand, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. The girl at the bar. She hadn’t flinched when I looked at her. She hadn’t stammered or bowed or simpered like the rest. She had challenged me. Coolly and smoothly.I hated her for it but I wanted her for it. And oh so help me, I was going to have her for it. I took another drink, feeling the fire burn all the way down, and let myself remember. Lira. The way she used to laugh like nothing in the world could touch her. The way she once stabbed me in the hand with a butter knife at a pack dinner for grabbing her wrist too hard. “You don’t own me, Alpha," she had snarled,
AriaThree years laterI can tell you the moment I decided letting things go wasn’t really my thing…“Now that you’re done with school… you sure you wanna come back?” Uncle Jarek asked over the phone.“Yeah. I am, Uncle.” It was the moment I willingly, on purpose, came back to the town that had destroyed my family. After three years of promising my uncle I would stay away. Three whole years of pretending this place didn’t exist, that he didn’t exist. And here I was, standing right in the middle of it again, trying to pretend like I had forgotten about it all.Uncle Jarek had gotten me a temporary job at the Crimson Lounge. I remembered how it use to look and the people who went there. It was for the elites wolves, those with too much money and too many secrets.Uncle Jarek pulled his truck to a stop outside the back entrance, drumming his fingers against the wheel like he was trying to keep himself from shaking me by the shoulders. "Stay away from pack business," he said, again,
AriaImagine being eighteen coming back from a boarding school far away from home, only to be welcomed by the death of your entire family.The train kept shaking like it was trying to throw me off and every clunk it made was like a countdown to hell. I hadn’t seen them for six years yet here I was, staring at the telegram for six hours without blinking. The paper had began to get soft from my sweaty grip.Accident…fire… no survivors.The words hadn't changed, but I kept reading them anyway, as if the next time I looked, they'd say something different. That this was all some terrible mistake. That when I got home, Lira would be waiting at the station with that smirk of hers, ready to tease me about how pale I'd gone at the news. Outside the window, the landscape slowly faded away. Six years ago, these same fields had been blanketed in snow when I left for school. Lira had pressed her forehead to the train window beside me, her breath fogging the glass. "Dad says this is for the best.