Se connecter
Isla moved quietly through the hall of the Silver Crest Pack house. Her bare feet pressed softly against the cold stone floor. She kept her head low and her hands busy with the tray of food she carried. The smell of roasted meat filled the air but she ignored it.
It had been ten years since her parents died. Ten years of being blamed for their deaths. Ten years of being called weak and useless. And ten years of Damon making her life miserable. She remembered when she was twelve. Her parents had hugged her tight before the fire. Then everything went black. Now she was an omega slave. Wolfless, helpless, and despised. Damon’s voice cut through her thoughts. “Watch where you’re going, omega” he sneered from the staircase above. “You’d trip over your own shadow if I didn’t push you.” Isla lowered her eyes and kept walking. She had learned a long time ago that looking at him only made things worse. “I’m not trying to trip,” she whispered, almost to herself. “Don’t talk back” Damon barked, his eyes flashing. “Or I’ll find a new way to remind you that you’re worthless.” Isla’s fingers tightened around the tray. She wanted to yell, to fight, but she didn’t. Not yet. Survival meant silence. She entered the dining hall where the pack elders sat. Their eyes followed her like she was a shadow. They didn’t speak, but their disapproval was louder than any words. She set the tray down on the long table. “You forgot the bread again” one of the younger pack members said, smirking. “I’m sorry” Isla said quietly. “You’re always sorry,” Damon said, stepping closer. His presence made the air heavier. “Maybe if you worked harder, you wouldn’t be so useless.” Isla lowered her gaze. She felt the old familiar ache in her chest. But something inside her stirred. She had survived this long. She could survive another day. Her wolfless body made her weak in the eyes of the pack, but they did not know the truth. Her wolf was bound. Hidden. Waiting. “Bring the alpha’s wine” Damon ordered, turning to her. “Yes,” Isla said, bowing. She poured the wine into a golden cup, hands shaking slightly. Damon snatched it from her hands. “You spill one drop, and you’ll regret it,” he said. Isla swallowed the lump in her throat. She didn’t respond. Words were dangerous with him. Later that evening, she cleaned the alpha’s study. Damon leaned against the doorway, watching. “You think you can hide from me?” he asked. “I’m not hiding” Isla said softly. Damon chuckled darkly. “Everything about you is hiding. Your face, your eyes, even your fear. You’re pathetic.” “Maybe” she said quietly. “But I survived.” Damon’s smile twisted. “Surviving isn’t living. You don’t know what that means.” Isla looked down. She did know. Living was dangerous. Living meant pain. But surviving… surviving was something she was good at. Her mind drifted to the ceremony that would happen tomorrow. Damon would become Alpha. Maybe then he would banish her. Maybe she would finally be free. She allowed herself a small hope. But she did not let herself dream too much. Dreaming only led to disappointment. The next morning the hall was filled with pack members. The air smelled of incense and blood. Damon stood tall at the center, dressed in ceremonial robes. Isla kept to the side, invisible to most. The elder spoke, chanting words she didn’t understand. Power and energy flowed through the room. Her skin tingled. Something was happening. Something that made her heart race and her stomach twist. And then it snapped. A bolt of heat shot through her chest. Her knees shook. She gasped and looked up. Damon froze. His eyes widened, his lips parted. “You…” he whispered. She didn’t understand. I didn't have time to think. The bond… it connected them. The mate bond. Damon stepped back, almost tripping. “No… this isn’t possible” he said, his voice low and filled with fear. Isla’s heart pounded. Her mind screamed. What did this mean? She felt something deep inside, pulling her toward him. Warmth. Anger. Desire. Fear. “You’re my mate” the elder said, voice booming. “The bond cannot lie” Damon’s face twisted in disgust. “I… I don’t… I can’t…” “Yes you can,” the elder said. “You are an Alpha. You cannot reject your mate. Not without consequences to the pack.” Isla’s stomach sank. She had hoped for freedom. She had hoped for exile. But now she was trapped. Damon’s jaw tightened. He turned away, looking anywhere but at her. “Everyone, nothing to see here,” he said loudly. “This… this is a mistake” Whispers ran through the hall. Some pack members stared at Isla with pity. Some with curiosity. None with the respect she secretly craved. Isla held her head high, even as her legs shook. She would survive. She always survived. After the ceremony, Damon refused to speak to her. He walked beside other pack members, ignoring her completely. But the bond pulsed inside her, reminding her that she was his mate. That connection could not be broken. Later, as she swept the hall, she whispered to herself. “I will not be your pawn forever Damon” Her hands clenched around the broom. Her wolf stirred inside, bound but alive. One day she would show him. One day she would be free. But for now, she endured. The cruel Alpha. The endless abuse. The secret that made her stronger than anyone knew. Tomorrow, the pack would wake to the news that Isla was no longer invisible. That she had a place. That she was the mate of the Alpha. And Damon… Damon would have to face her whether he liked it or not.The private yard felt different that afternoon. It felt smaller and hotter like the air was waiting for something to happen.Damon did not waste time talking. He just nodded once stepped back and said " shift, no holding back."I looked at him. "You are sure?"He said "I am sure." His voice was steady. His eyes were not. There was something in them like fear but not for himself for me. "If you cannot do it here with me you will not do it when they come."My stomach felt weird. He was right. The scouts were dead. More were coming. The burned mark on their chests was not a warning anymore it was a promise.I took a breath. I nodded.I said "Okay."I stepped into the center of the yard. I closed my eyes. I felt the wolf come out away no waiting, no trying. She was there pushing against my skin like she was waiting for permission.I did not fight her.I let her out.The first change was like a punch to my chest. My bones broke it was loud. It hurt. Not like the time this was real breaking
The next morning started normal enough. Too normal, maybe. That’s how bad things always sneak up—when everything feels almost okay for once.I woke up tangled in Damon’s sheets again. His side of the bed was empty but still warm. I could hear him in the room talking in a low voice to someone—probably Lukas, his second. Pack business. Always pack business.I lay there for a minute staring at the ceiling beams listening to the words I couldn’t quite make out. My palms didn’t hurt much today. The bandages were stained a pink but dry. Healing fast. Too fast. My wolf felt… restless. Not scared. Just alert. Like she smelled rain coming.I dragged myself out of bed. Pulled on yesterday’s clothes—still smelled like sweat and dirt and him. Didn’t bother fixing my hair. What was the point?When I stepped into the room Damon was alone leaning against the table with his arms crossed. He looked up the second I appeared. His eyes scanned me head to toe like he’s checking for wounds I hadn’t told hi
The whispers did not stay quiet for long.By the middle of the day the pack house was filled with people talking about me. Every time I walked by people would look at me. They would glance at me when they thought I was not looking. They would stare at me when they thought I was looking. The people who worked in the kitchens the omegas, kept their heads down. I could tell they were talking about me. The warriors who were training stopped what they were doing to watch me walk by. Even the elders, who usually acted like they were too important to care about gossip looked at me for a little long when I walked by the great hall.I felt like I was being watched all the time. It was like someone was poking me with needles.Damon felt it too. I could tell because his shoulders were tight all morning and he kept looking around the rooms before we went in. He also kept his hand near my back not touching me but close enough to push me behind him if something bad happened.We practiced fighting
I woke up way before the sun came up. The room was still really dark no moonlight, a weird gray light coming through the curtains. It was like this light was too afraid to be. Damon was sleeping next to me lying on his back one arm thrown out like he owned the bed. His chest was going up and down slowly. His face looked softer not like the guy who had been treating me badly for ten years.I did not move at first. I just lay there staring at the ceiling feeling his body heat on my side. The mattress was dipping under his weight like it was made for him. My wolf was inside me feeling happy and sleepy like a cat. This made me want to punch something. Because feeling happy is not safe. When I feel happy I let my guard down.. I learned the hard way what happens when I do that. People get hurt or leave me.My hands were hurting under the bandages. It was a pain but I could ignore it. I moved my fingers anyway. The cuts were already healing, faster than they should. I guess my wolf healing w
The yard felt all of a sudden. It was like the fences were closing in on us Damon and me. Damon let go of me. His arms just dropped to his sides. It looked like it hurt him to stop touching me. His hands were shaking a little like he did not know what to do with them if they were not on me.I took a step back so I could breathe without tasting his mouth. My lips were swollen and sore like someone had hit me. My whole body was buzzing, like I had touched a wire. It felt of good which was really annoying. I did not like that I liked it. I hated Damon for making me feel that way.He cleared his throat loud in the quiet like he was embarrassed. He ran a hand through his hair making it stick up more. "Again " he said, his voice still rough. "Try to shift push harder this time do not stop when it hurts."I almost laughed in his face. "You think I stopped because I was bored?" I asked him. Damon looked at me. I saw something dark and messy in his eyes. "I think you are still holding back " h
This stupid skinny stripe of sunlight snuck through the curtains and fucking punched me right in the eyes. I let out this sad, whiny groan thing and flopped over like a dead fish on the lumpy piece-of-shit cot Damon had basically hurled into the corner last night. “Protection,” he’d grunted, like that was supposed to make it normal, but he’d stood there way too damn long, arms crossed, staring while I yanked the blanket up over my chest like it was armor. His eyes were so dark and stuck on me. Like if he looked away I’d disappear into thin air… or like if he stayed one more second he might do something really stupid he couldn’t undo. Now even a couple feet of space between us felt ridiculous and painful, like someone had threaded fishing line under my ribs and kept giving it these lazy, mean little tugs every time he breathed too far away. I hated how much I noticed.I dragged myself sitting up, heel of my hand smearing sleep crust and probably last night’s mascara across my cheek