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I shouldn’t have been there.
That was the first thought that crossed my mind the moment I stepped into the grand hall. Everything about the place screamed money. Crystal chandeliers hung from the ceiling like they had never known dust, soft golden light spilling over polished marble floors. The air smelled expensive—like perfume I couldn’t afford and power I didn’t belong around. This wasn’t my world. And I knew it. “Relax,” Lila murmured beside me, nudging my arm lightly. “You look like you’re about to run.” “I am thinking about it,” I muttered under my breath, adjusting the simple black dress I had spent too long choosing. It suddenly felt too plain. Too small. “Don’t you dare,” she said, grabbing my wrist before I could even consider turning back. “You got invited. That means you deserve to be here.” I let out a quiet breath. Invited. That word still felt strange. This event was filled with people who owned companies, built empires, controlled rooms without saying a word. People like Ethan Blackwood. I stiffened slightly at the thought, quickly pushing it away. He wasn’t here. Men like him didn’t attend events like this casually—they were the reason events like this existed. “Come on,” Lila said, already scanning the room with excitement. “At least pretend to enjoy it.” I forced a small smile. “Fine. Ten minutes.” “Liar,” she grinned. I tried. I really did. I smiled when necessary, nodded when spoken to, accepted a glass of something I didn’t even like just to avoid looking out of place. But the longer I stayed, the more I felt it. That quiet pressure. Like I didn’t belong. Like at any moment, someone would notice and ask me what I was doing here. “Stop overthinking,” I whispered to myself. And then— The room shifted. It was subtle. So subtle most people wouldn’t notice. But I did. Conversations slowed. Attention shifted. Energy changed. I didn’t know why at first. Until I followed everyone else’s gaze. And saw him. Ethan Blackwood. He didn’t walk into the room. He owned it the moment he stepped in. Tall. Composed. Effortlessly controlled. His suit was dark, perfectly fitted, like it was designed for authority rather than style. And his expression— Unreadable. But powerful. People didn’t just look at him. They adjusted around him. Moved for him. Watched him. My chest tightened slightly. So he was here. Of course he was. “Don’t stare,” Lila whispered sharply beside me. “I’m not,” I replied quickly, looking away. But it was too late. Because somehow— He had already seen me. I felt it before I confirmed it. That unsettling awareness of being watched. Slowly, against my better judgment, I lifted my gaze. And froze. His eyes were on me. Not scanning. Not passing. Focused. Intentional. Like out of everyone in this room— He chose me. My stomach twisted. Why? That made no sense. There were women here who looked like they belonged beside him. Women who understood this world, who fit into it effortlessly. I wasn’t one of them. So why me? “Okay… that’s not normal,” Lila muttered under her breath. “I know,” I said quietly. “Do you know him?” “No.” That was a lie. Not a complete one. But enough. I looked away first. I had to. Because something about the way he was looking at me felt dangerous. Like if I held his gaze any longer— Something would shift. Something I wouldn’t be able to control. “Miss.” The voice came from behind me. Low. Calm. Too close. I turned. And there he was. Ethan Blackwood. Standing right in front of me. Not across the room. Not distant. Close. Too close. For a moment, I forgot how to breathe. Up close, he was worse. Sharper. More intense. His presence wasn’t just noticeable—it was overwhelming. “You don’t seem impressed,” he said, his voice smooth, controlled. I blinked, forcing myself to recover. “I’m sorry?” “This event,” he clarified, his gaze steady on mine. “Most people are.” I held his gaze this time. Carefully. “I guess I’m not most people.” Something flickered in his eyes. Interest. Real interest. And that was a problem. “Ethan Blackwood,” he said, extending his hand. I looked at it briefly. Then back at him. And didn’t take it. “I know who you are.” A pause. Small. But noticeable. “And you are?” he asked. “Ava.” No last name. No extra information. Nothing he could use. His gaze lingered slightly. “Walk with me,” he said. Not a question. A decision. I felt Lila shift beside me. Waiting. Watching. Expecting. But I didn’t move. “I don’t think that’s a good idea,” I said calmly. Another pause. He studied me now. “Why not?” I met his gaze fully. “Because I don’t belong in your world.” A beat. “And I have no interest in trying.” Silence. Real silence. For the first time— Ethan Blackwood didn’t look certain. “Interesting,” he said quietly. But the way he looked at me after that— It wasn’t interest anymore. It was intention. And something told me— Rejecting him wasn’t the end of this. It was the beginning.One Year Later The house was quiet when I walked through the front door. Not completely quiet. Just peaceful. The kind of peace I used to think was overrated. Now it was my favorite sound. I loosened my tie as I stepped into the foyer, setting my briefcase aside. For years, coming home had been little more than the end of a workday. A place to sleep. A place to prepare for the next meeting. The next deal. The next challenge. Now? Now it was something entirely different. Now it was home. A smile tugged at my mouth as I heard laughter coming from the backyard. Familiar laughter. The kind I could recognize anywhere. I followed the sound through the kitchen and toward the glass doors overlooking the garden. The moment I stepped outside, my chest tightened. Not painfully. Warmly. Because there she was. Ava. Sitting beneath the large oak tree at the far end of the garden. Beautiful as always. Not because of what she wore. Not because of how she looked. Because sh
If someone had told me a year ago that I would be standing in the middle of a ballroom wearing a wedding dress while Ethan Blackwood looked at me like I was the best thing that had ever happened to him— I would have laughed. Probably rolled my eyes. Then walked away. Life, apparently, had a sense of humor. The reception was everything I never knew I wanted. Warm. Elegant. Joyful. Not because of the flowers. Not because of the music. Not because of the decorations. Because every person in that room was there for one reason. Love. And for the first time in a very long time, that word didn’t scare me. It felt like home. “You keep smiling.” Ethan appeared beside me, sliding an arm around my waist. I looked up at him. “You keep staring.” His expression remained completely serious. “That’s because you’re my wife.” My heart immediately misbehaved. Again. After all these months, it still happened. Ridiculous. Wonderful. Completely unavoidable. “Wife.” The word fel
I woke up before sunrise. Not because of nerves. Not because of excitement. Because apparently my brain had decided sleep was no longer necessary. I stared at the ceiling for several seconds. Then smiled. Today. The realization settled warmly inside my chest. Today I was marrying Ethan Blackwood. My fiancé. My best friend. The man who had somehow turned my carefully organized life completely upside down. And somehow made it better. A knock sounded on the bedroom door. Before I could answer, Rachel walked in carrying two cups of coffee. “You’re awake.” I laughed. “So are you.” “I haven’t slept.” “Neither have I.” She handed me a cup. Then sat beside me on the bed. For a moment neither of us spoke. Just sat there. Together. The way sisters should. The way we had missed for far too many years. Rachel looked at me carefully. Then smiled. “You look happy.” The simplicity of the statement nearly made me emotional. Again. Honestly, I was becoming ridiculous.
The first thing I learned after getting engaged was this: Apparently, everyone had opinions. Strong opinions. Very loud opinions. And unfortunately, every single person in our family seemed determined to share them. “It should be a spring wedding.” Rachel sat across from me with complete confidence. Lila immediately disagreed. “Absolutely not.” Rachel frowned. “Why?” “Because spring weddings are overrated.” “They are not.” “They absolutely are.” I looked toward Ethan. He was sitting beside me on the couch. Watching the argument unfold. Entirely too amused. “Help me.” His mouth twitched. “No.” Traitor. Complete traitor. Three days had passed since the engagement dinner. Three days. And somehow wedding discussions had already become a full-time occupation. Not that I was complaining. Not really. Because every time I looked down and saw the ring on my finger— My heart still did something ridiculous. Something embarrassingly emotional. Something that made me
There are moments in life you imagine countless times. Moments you secretly hope for. Moments you wonder about when you’re alone. And somehow— When they finally happen, they’re nothing like you expected. They’re better. Much better. I stood beside Ethan in the center of the room, my hand still resting in his. My heart was beating so hard I was convinced everyone could hear it. Across the table, Rachel looked one second away from crying. Lila already looked emotional. Adrian looked far too entertained. And both Nathan and Caroline were smiling like they knew exactly what was coming. Traitors. Every single one of them. Ethan glanced around the room. Then shook his head slightly. “I had a speech.” That earned a laugh from several people. Including me. His gaze returned to mine. “I spent three days working on it.” “Only three?” The corner of his mouth lifted. “I started over fourteen times.” That surprised me. Because Ethan Blackwood did not struggle with words.
I never imagined a dining table could make me nervous. Not a boardroom. Not a crowded ballroom. Not even the media attention that had followed Ethan for months. A dining table. Yet as I stood beside Ethan outside the private room of one of the city’s most exclusive restaurants, my stomach felt suspiciously unstable. Beside me, Ethan looked calm. Infuriatingly calm. “You’re enjoying this.” His mouth twitched. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.” “Liar.” “I prefer selectively truthful.” I rolled my eyes. Unfortunately, my nervousness eased slightly. That was Ethan’s gift. Somehow, he always knew exactly when to make me laugh. Even when I didn’t want to. Especially when I didn’t want to. His hand found mine. Warm. Steady. “You ready?” No. Absolutely not. But when I looked at him, I smiled anyway. “Yes.” And together, we walked inside. The room was already occupied. Rachel sat beside Dad. Lila sat beside Adrian. Nathan Blackwood stood near the window
I shouldn’t have been thinking about him.But I was.And it was irritating.“Are you even listening to me?” Lila’s voice cut through my thoughts, sharp enough to pull me back.I blinked, realizing I had been staring at nothing for the past few seconds.“Hmm?” I said, picking up my cup of coffee lik
Staying late was not part of my plan.But apparently, I didn’t get to have one anymore.The office had slowly emptied over the past hour, the constant movement and low conversations fading into silence. Now, it was just the quiet hum of the building and the occasional sound of footsteps in the dist
I didn’t breathe properly until I was out of his office.Even then, it wasn’t relief.It was awareness.Sharp. Unsettling. Constant.“You look like you’ve just seen something you weren’t supposed to.”I turned slightly.Adrian.He was standing a few steps away, watching me with the same calm, unrea
For a moment, I couldn’t move. Couldn’t think. Couldn’t even breathe properly. Ethan Blackwood sat behind the desk like he had always belonged there, like this—me standing in front of him, caught off guard—was exactly how he planned it. Because of course it was. Men like him didn’t deal in coi







