MasukMy eyes became a waterfall. The tears cascaded down my cheek but I managed to wiped it out.Wala akong karapatang umiyak sa harapan niya. I was the one who caused her damage, not the other way around. But then... I couldn't stop myself remembering how pitiful it was for me way back. To do her bad things in order to gain something that I wanted so bad."Tyron is in love with you... And I am in love with him, Rolly. Deeply in love with him that I will do everything just to own him."I saw her becoming more confused kaya mas nagpatuloy ako."We're fuck buddies-" I halted when I realized that sounds so wrong for this kind of explanation kaya binawi ko agad."No, actually, ako lang ang nag-o-offer ng katawan ko sa kaniya. I keep on seducing him-"She absentmindedly cut me off."Like what you did to Troi?"I gasped but I shook my head in fear of
Sinapo ko ang bibig sa gulat. Their eyes looked at me. Mga matang nakuha sa kanilang ama kaya sa mga oras na 'to,pakiramdam ko miski si Tyron ay nakamasid sa akin."Our real dad doesn't know about this. We just learned it by eavesdropping when we heard your name and his. He cheated, right? Like what my classmates parents before. They separated because their father cheated and chose the other woman," mahabang kwento ni Eros.Nag-init ang gilid ng aking mata. Iope sighed and stand up. She held my hand. Nakamasid ako sa kaniya, gulat pa."Of course, I can see that you choose to forgive him unlike my classmates mom. I remember that you have your own decision so Iope and I didn't say a word because maybe...showing us you're happy even when you're not is your decision. We respect that."Tuluyan akong naluha. Iope pulled me for a hug."I hate to see you crying, Mommy. But I hate it more
"He's calling and texting me but I keep on ignoring it. Hindi ko na rin gustong pahabain. Nakipaghiwalay ako pero ayaw niya."I bit my lowerlip and sighed."What if biglaan talaga?" ako.Humalakhak ng hilaw si Faith bago ako hinampas."Hoy! Huwag mo sabihing hindi niya alam. High school best friend ni Lyric iyong babae. Natural malalaman niya iyon. Kung hindi, edi sana tumanggi na siya."Si Leda ang binalingan ko."Have you tried to let him explain?" I asked.Umiling siya."Dapat pinag-usapan niyo muna," sabi ko."Nag-resign na ako. His father talked to me. They will give me another job abroad. Tinanggap ko.""What?!" I was stunned by that.Ngumisi siya."What? Opportunity iyon. Hindi ako nakapag-college. Anong point kung ipaglalaban k
Hail and I broke up. Hail and I ended our marriage because of the rumors. Some believe, Tyron and I are for real and we are just covering it up. May iba na duda talaga sa akin. Lalo at ilang beses akong nakitang naagsho-shopping mag-isa kapag wala si Hail at ang dalawang bata ay na kay Tyron.May ibang matatapang na harap-harapan akong tatanungin. Hail forbid me to release another statement. He wants me to ignore the public. I became inactive on modelling, too. Sabi ko, kapag nakabalik na kami sa Yorkshire, doon na lamang ulit ako magiging active. Hindi ako maakakapagtrabaho nang maayos kung puro din ako pag-iisip.My husband was cold to me. I was trying to bring back his warm. God know how much I tried. I won't lose him. I don't want to. Kaya kahit nagmumukha na akong tanga, umaakto akong masaya.Tulad ngayon.I observed the children eagerly rush toward the gate at the sound of the car's honking, signaling Tyron's prompt
Gaano kadali ang magpatawad kapag mahal mo ang tao at ayaw mo siyang mawala sa iyo? Madali sa madali. Magiging masaya ka pa rin na makita siya, makasama siya at mayakap siya. Ang mahirap? Ang ibalik ang tiwala. Ang hindi magduda sa lahat ng kilos niya. Oo, mahal at masaya ka na nariyan siya pero kapag wala na...para kang uod na hindi mapakali. Inaatake ang isip mo ng napakaraming negatibong ideya.Alam ko. Iyon ako sa nagdaang tatlong lingo na kasama si Hail sa bawat gabi. Indeed, he is coming home to me. We're sleeping on the same bed. We hugged to sleep. We ate together with the kids. He let me kissed him whenever I want to but he always make sure it won't lead to sex. Whenever he's away, isang text ko lang ay naka-reply.Masaya ako na nasa akin pa rin siya. Na ako ang pinili niyang uwian sa bawat gabi. Ako ang katabi niyang matulog. Pero...ramdam ko...hindi ako ang gusto.Everytime we're about to sleep, he's thinking
He tilted his head to look at me. His eyes conveying deeper emotions. I stayed calm even though somehow, he's emotions are starting to affect me."Is it really impossible to take you back?" Dama ko ang sakit doon sa pagbanggit niya ng bawat salita.Take me back? I was never really his. He never really liked me at all. He didn't think of me as his back then. He just let me stick around, but he didn't want to claim me because he loved someone else before. Trying to take back something that was never yours in the first place is just impossible.I licked my lowerlip before I answer."I can't undo my love for my husband, Ty. We're married." I did my best to make him understand. "Mahal ko siya. Kahit ano...gagawin ko maayos lang ang kasal namin."Umawang ang labi niya. Siguro ay natatangahan siya sa akin. Hindi ko nga alam kung...mas malala ba 'tong ginagawa ko ngayon kay Hail ka







