LOGINFucking fuck! Kung alam ko lang na hindi totoong may emergency sa bahay, hindi na ako dumiretso rito at nagtungo na lang sa ibang bansa. I won't be able to stop her wedding if I'd stay in this goddamn cellar!"Mom! Come on!"I am not drunk. I didn't use drugs. It's the beast inside me that wants to wreck the fucking world and take Avaya with me. There's no way she'll get married! We haven't talk yet!I haven't told her I need her with me. I need her for me to function in a fucking nice way! I need her to know how I value her and that I am just messed up and didn't know that before.Avaya... she will accept me with her everything. She is the only one who can forgive me from all of the bad things I did. Who can hush me and tell me I still have time to correct all my mistakes. The only one who can understand even the worst part of me.Isa lang naman ang hinihiling niya noon sa akin. Ang mahalin siya. Kay
Positive of drugs. I was brought to a rehabilitation center for it. Kung si Troi ay sa kulungan, ako rito. Nakakatawang hindi ako makaramdam ng kagustuhang makalabas dito. There's no point at living outside this goddamn place. There's no one to welcome me outside. Mababaliw lang ako roon sa kaiisip kung nasaang lugar na ba siya.The months I spent inside made me realize of how terrible I am when it comes to her. Kung gaano ko siya sinagad na wala na halos natira sa kaniya. Kaya sinabi ko sa sarili kong sa oras na makalabas ako, hahanapin ko siya. Na kung naubos ko siya, handa akong punuan 'yon.While searching for her, I explored a different area of medicine. I'll admit that initially, I only studied obstetrics because it would benefit my relationship with women. But now, as I aim to fix my life, I want to ensure my profession won't hinder me as I build a family.As I learn how to interact with innocent children, I can't
"Parehas mong bitawan, Tyron. Kung mababaliw ka pareho sa kanila, parehas mong bitawan," diretsong suhestiyon niya.Release them both. The fact that I can't claim Avaya as mine makes me want to lash out. The thought of letting Rosalie be on her own makes me want to throw up.But then Rosalie told me straight up that she doesn't want me and blames me for all her problems. I pleaded with her to see things from my perspective and promised to make amends, but she's too hurt to give me a chance. All she could do was express her hatred for me and the pain I've caused."If you want my forgiveness, then vanished! I don't want to see your face because you will only remind me of everything!" galit na galit niyang sigaw. "Kamukhang-kamukha mo si Troi! Ang makita ka ay para na ring nakikita siya! Lahat ng pangit na nangyari sa akin, ikaw lang ang magpapaalala!""B-but you need someone to l-look after you..." kah
Hindi ko na siya pahihirapan pa at sasaktan. She's not supposed to be with me. She got into danger because of me. Hanggang ngayon, umaalingawngaw sa isip ko ang salitang sinabi ni Noriel kanina."She was almost rape like Rosalie. She was kidnapped when you left her and Rico and I pulled some strings just to take her out of it." Tinulak niya ako at halos ikatumba ko 'yon dahil sa pagkabigla."She doesn't want you to know because she's afraid you'll start blaming yourself like what you did when you found out about Rosalie's case. Tangina, Tyron!" singhal niya, puno ng pagkasuya. "You know I like her and it's fucking irritating to see how she's worrying about you when she's the one in pain."I will only hurt her. Kung hindi siya ang magdadala sa akin sa kadiliman, ako naman ang gagawa noon kung mananatili ako sa kaniya. This happened two times. Hindi na dapat masundan."No, bullshit! I've hurt her a lot
"She was raped because of his unresolved issues with Maximus Hijazi," malamig na sambit ni Dameson.I gritted my teeth. I punched the wall pretty hard that it made my knuckles go numb.Tinalikuran ko na sila. I went inside my room and downed myself in liquor. Tangina! Wala akong dalang kargada at hindi iyon gusto ni Avaya.Binasag ko ang mga boteng wala ng laman. Someone knocked on my door, and when I opened it, the one thing my inner beast longed for was right there.I kissed her passionately, craving to absorb her serenity to clear my thoughts. I made love to her again, fully aware of my selfishness when I requested her help in sabotaging my brother and Rosalie's marriage. I knew this was morally questionable, and I needed to take action before it was too late for me.My idea is a trash and I was shocked when she gave in. Tangina! Sa paglingon ko sa mga mata niya, kitang-kita k
"Leave Eve alone, Adam. Baka mamaya sa mas magulong sitwasyon ka pa mapunta. Just focus on finding Rosalie," salita ni Noriel.I enjoy having sex with her. I admit she's good in bed. I am satisfied. Although I am always satisfied with all the women I fucked. Siguro ay ganoon talaga.She likes me. Or maybe she loves me. Kung ginagamit ko siya, dapat may makuha rin siya sa akin. Loyalty. That's the only thing I could give her aside from my body. Not to fuck with any woman while I'm fucking her. Dahil kung pagmamahal? Hindi ko kaya. I like Rosalie. I just can't like Avaya more than what she want. Maybe in bed but that's all. Just in bed.Kaya hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit matinding galit ang naramdaman ko matapos malaman ang tungkol sa pangyayari sa pagitan nila ni Noriel. She was drugged! I left her and someone who probably hates me drugged her. Sa isang iglap, muntikan nang may mangyari sa kanila ng matalik kong kaibig







