The Cursed She-Wolf

Juliana's POV:

“I,  Alpha Taylor, reject you Juliana as my mate and the Luna of  moonlight Pack.” 

My heart was broken into pieces when these words came out from  Alpha Taylor. He was my enemy and turned out to be my mate on the night of my 18th birthday.

The moon goddess was unfair! Was that what I deserved after suffering so much! This is my third chance mate and he is still going to reject me as I meant nothing just like the way that the previous ones did. The only thing that I thought will put an end to all this pain and misery is finding a mate that will want and accept me like his own. I was termed a curse as everybody distances themselves from me, they despise and hate my existence. I was bullied, molested, punched, kicked, and turned into a pack slave. My other mates were all from our pack, so the possibility that they could reject me was 100%  though it hurts. I wasn't surprised for a bit, my prayer every single day is to find a mate that wasn't from the pack. The person that didn't know of my past and this curse that I have within me, the one that could save me from this misery and gives me another reason to experience life.

During this whole period, when I  was going through pain and anguish, my family didn't dare to speak on my behalf. My father was a gamma but I was an omega, he was my real father but I didn't share the same mother with my other siblings. I am their half-sister, my mother was a healer who got pregnant for my father. My father was forced into getting married to her against his will by the Alpha since my mother's parents refused that their daughter could give birth outside wedlock. It was a loveless marriage, my father disgusted my mother and he transferred the hatred toward me when I was born. The first day that I came into existence was the beginning of my misery.  I was called a misfortune, it was rumored that I was the reason behind the sudden death of my mother. None of my father or any of my family members wanted to have anything to do with me, the former Alpha decided on banishing me since they seems me like a curse but my granny, my mother's mum pleaded on my behalf but the Alpha refrained her from doing such still she insisted and promised the Alpha that she will allow me to go once I reach 18 years. Despite staying with her my life was a living hell, she maltreated me and accused me of being the reason behind the sudden death of her daughter. My family disowned me and cut off anything that has to do with me when I came running to them for help.

Clasping my fists with my eyes shut, I battled very well to keep my emotions in check but who am I kidding the pain was still there, I thought that the current Alpha now, Alpha Tylor could have a change of mind. I thought he could pity me since I had saved his life twice but hell no!  he wanted nothing to do with me.

"Heaven………! " I tried to call my wolf but there was no reply. I was scared and hoped that there would be someone who could help me as I glanced painfully at the crowd circling us but all I could see on their faces was a look of disgust, irritation, and hatred as the whole look was directed toward me. With tears stung at the corner of my eyes raising my head, I stared at my father, as his dark brown eyes shot deadly into mine. With a hardened expression he stared coldly at me, my heart twisted as I stared at my father, there was no pity in his eyes for me. Why am I paying for someone else's sin? Why is he punishing me for something that I knew nothing about? My heart was bleeding heavily as I felt myself choking, Alpha Tylor's words pierced into my heart like a thunderbolt. My half-sister Vivian smirked mischievously at me with her eyes fixed dangerously on me.

"I won't accept your rejection……!!" I cried out.

"I will banish you and turn you into a rogue if you refuse to accept this rejection now!!" walking with predatory steps he let out a low growl.

"I can't reject you…..please, you can't reject me,"   with teary eyes I pleaded for him to pity me. I desperately wanted a mate to come out of this misery. Me Being mates to a low-rank werewolf won't remove the stigma that has been attached to me since birth but being mated to a high-rank werewolf can save me from this predicament. 

"I know that we aren't fond of each other……." I stop as I sneeze and whimper in pain.

"But I am sure that with time we will get close, just please do not reject me," I  muttered with pain, not caring that people are surrounding us. I refused to stare into their eyes because I know that I won't see anything pleasant there except hatred and how they so much wanted me dead.

"We are enemies, remember……..?" He asked reluctantly.

"Yes, but just give us a chance….. I am damn sure that we could work things out," I desperately voiced.

"NEVER…….!!" he snarled dangerously at me causing me to flinch back in fear. 

"Plea…..pleae, please….." With trembling lips, I pleaded as tears streamed down my face like a loosely opened tap.

Smiling deadly, he strode toward me "You are a curse, Juliana, remember……."

"I can't be mated to a misfortune, how am I to rule my pack with you by my side?" He disparaged me.

"I am sure that the moon goddess knows the reason why she paired us together," I murmured with a hopeless eye.

"What a desperate thing……." 

"She is so desperate and cheap, what a pathetic fool……..

"Who would want to associate himself with a cursed child……," murmuring started arising as they all glared disgustedly at me. My heart pangs at each statement that they made, they were, saying the truth I am desperate to have a mate, I am desperate to have Alpha Tylor as my mate despite our differences. Who could want to associate themselves with a cursed creature like me? And that's why every mate that I have always distanced themselves from me and ended up rejecting me instantly, my heart breaks knowing that they were telling the truth. It hurts me that every single statement was true, no matter how much I tried to deny or neglect it.  It stares in at my face and before I knew it a sob escaped my throat.

"Accept it now because I will destroy you if you waste my time again……" he glares at me with a warning tone.

"Please….. Don't do this to me," kneeling instantly I pleaded.

"Don't tempt me…….!!" He growled with his Alpha voice causing me to comply immediately since I was left with no choice.

"Now that everything is settled….." Smirking  dangerously as his eyes connected with mine, he continued "I would like to introduce my Luna and choose my mate……" 

Hearing his voice I snapped my head rapidly towards the crowds as I used my eyes to scan for the chosen bride.

"I introduce to you Vivian Rudolf, the first daughter of former gamma, as my Luna and chosen bride………" his face softened as he announced his bride but my heart pierced as I painfully stared at my sister joining us with her hand twisting with that of Alpha Tylor's own.

Turning around his face hardened as he glared coldly at me "You know the reason why you were allowed to stay for this long right……." 

"Why me? Why me?" The words slipped out of my lips before I could stop them, the more that I stared at their hands joined together, my heart ended up breaking more.

"Answer me…….!!" He roared in anger as I shrink back in fear, nodding my head as I answered him.

"Fine, so I think it is time for you to leave," he declared.

"No ooo!! Please I don't have anywhere to go from here, " holding his leg I nervously begged him.

He forcefully wanked me off him and pushed me toward the ground "As the power bestowed on me as the leader of this pack, I Alpha Tylor banished you, Juliana Rudolf,  from this pack and therefore makes you a non-member of this pack……"

"Haa……!! No oooo," I groaned in pain as I felt the bond I had with this pack breaking. This has been the pack that I was raised in. Though there wasn't a pleasant memory that I had created from it, it still hurts to find myself separating from there. These are the people that I took as my family despite the way that they treated me but at least they sheltered me, shouldn't I be happy to finally leave this pack? Tears rolled down my cheeks as I found it difficult to think straight. My problem was not only that he rejected me but he also went to the extent of choosing my sister over me and turning me into a rogue.