Natalie's POV My jaw started to hurt, but Rafael did not pull his hand, he kept looking deeply in my eyes. His face was so close, his thumb reached my lower lip, touching it very slowly, and unawares he pushed his finger between my lips!..I was like I had been drugged, drugged by his gaze, his smell, and his closeness.How is a woman supposed to push the man she loves away when he is this close and in this temptation?!My eyes were contemplating his face while his eyes were fixed on my lips.Suddenly, he quickly stood up, as if he had been electrocuted! He went to the farthest point from me and stood looking outside the window.I got confused and didn't know what to say."You can't have a sexual relationship until we cancel this marriage" he declared, his tone was in the imperative form.It was the first time he had called it marriage. He used to call it the contract, the agreement. I don't like his commanding tone though. He has his life with Debbie. Why should I stop mine?So, I s
Rafael's POV I was extremely bored in this fucking dinner meeting. Although I'm a workaholic person, my mind was full of Natalie. I felt awkward about what I had done earlier that day. How on earth did I touch her in that fucking way!? What the fuck will she think about me?A pervert!But I can't stop myself, I'm longing to put her on my knees and hit her ass, to punish her severely.To punish her for what she said; that she didn't want to be bound to one man! Yet how many men has she been dating?I shook my head to focus on the current meeting. We were discussing awaiting shipment. This was one of the deals that would make the Marrin Group gain more billions of dollars. Yet I was reluctant to sign the contract. Something fishy about them made me hesitate.The dinner was served, and I was immersed in eating and discussing with the client when I noticed Jack, my personal assistant, pointing to a table in the corner of this deluxe dining restaurant.I stopped eating when I saw what J
Natalie's POVI lazily tossed and turned in my bed. I opened my eyes to see what the time was now. A black bedsheet covering my body made me tense up and fully awake. I never picked a black for my room. I stared at the strange bedroom for a second. Then, I realized it was Rafael's apartment. But why am I here!?I took off the bed cover and found out that I was wearing only my underwear! A red color spread along my skin. I couldn't remember anything but that Raf and I got into his car. Did he take off my dress? I couldn't imagine that Raf might have done that! He took off my dress? I remember when I was at the spa yesterday, Rebeka mocked me, “After this extreme care, you are supposed to go straight to your boyfriend's bed.”She was trying to make fun of me because I was refusing to be in a sexual relationship or even a temporary relationship.“You're missing out on a lot of fun,” Fillo assured me.But I always dreamed of keeping myself for the man who would be my husband! I don't co
Rafael's POVI couldn't sleep well last night; my body was alerted that Natalie was half naked a door away. I put my hands under my head while I was leaning on my back on the sofa, staring at the white ceiling. Memories of Natalie as a kid flashed through my head. I smiled. She was an adorable little girl. That little girl grew through the years that I spent abroad. A sarcastic smile appeared on my lips. I accused myself, “You can't accept that the little girl who was infatuated with you has grown up to be a sexy woman, and you don't interest her! Rather, she likes other men but you.”Suddenly, I heard the footsteps of someone walking on tiptoe. I knew it was her from her perfume. I closed my eyes pretending to be asleep. When I heard her steps move away, I opened my eyes. She was wrapping her body in a towel that barely covered her.I followed her to the balcony. She was swimming. Why do I keep feeling the need to hold her tightly and be inside her? I tried to cover my feelings by
Being naked between the arms of the man who you loved was an amazing and indescribable feeling. I always dreamed of being in his embrace. But that dream turned into a nightmare, and here I was sitting before Jack after everything he witnessed. I have never been in such an embarrassing situation before."I'm sorry. I didn't know that it was you. I mean, I never imagined....!" Jack stammered.I squeezed my forehead, trying to find a suitable reply to his hidden meaning! I knew what he was thinking, and a headache was coming for sure.He moved from his place and sat near me, his eyes were full of worry and anxiety. He mumbled, "listen, Natalie. l really like you. You are indeed a good person. I don't know what happened to you both last night to end up doing together..."I closed my eyes. I didn't want to hear anymore. I know. I know exactly what he was thinking of me. I knew what he was going to say.Rafael was an engaged man. Rafael had a fiancé. I, by myself, organized their engagement
I felt awkward while both men stared at me blankly. What did they expect me to say?Rafael broke the short silence, gazing at Jack furiously and demanded with gritted teeth, "Why did you tell her that I'm here?""I didn't. She thinks that maybe you're cheating on her. I swear you're not though", Jack said sarcastically.I felt so bad. Why am I in this situation in the first place? I didn't come by myself? I found myself here, and I don't even know the reason.I hated Rafael in this instance. He put me in this humiliating situation, yet he acts indifferent! Like if he doesn't give a shit to all of this. He was quiet and cold, he seemed like he didn't care that his fiancé was minutes away!!His dominore was so calm that it provoked me.With an injured expression I couldn't control, I stood up, grabbed my bag and walked to leave."Wait!" Raf said, holding my shoulders. I clenched my fists trying to reduce the anxiety and despair I was feeling now. I didn't want to seem weak or broken. I
Rafael's POV My heart tightened and became full of guilt when I saw the misery and disappointment on Natalie's face, although she tried to hide them. I knew I was the one who created this situation and generated this ado. I knew that she felt the same I felt, and wanted the thing I wanted. I sensed that when she was in my arms.However, at least I don't have to explain to Debbie why Natalie slept here last night. I couldn't risk it. If news like this spread, it would affect our arranged upcoming marriage. And as a result, The Nefson Holdings Group will not be merged with Marine Empire Trading.Once Natalie disappeared from my sight, Debbie appeared. She frowned slightly when she found me standing on the doorstep and wondered, "Why are you standing here?" I turned and entered the apartment without a word. Her question was answered by silence.She followed me inside, wrapped her arms around my waist and asked, “Why didn't you answer my calls? I was worried about you!”I let her arms
Rafael's POVI fixed my eyes on Natalie who was Indulged, displaying the presentation on the big screen behind her. This was the first time I attended a preparatory side meeting. I saw the astonishment on my employees' faces, but I didn't care.She impressed me. She was discussing her presentation in proficiency. Her confidence, presence and eye contact while negotiating was really impressive. Even the sudden entrance of Jack and I did not affect her performance.I was surprised when she came out from behind the table to grab some more maps for the presentation.'For God's sake! What is she wearing? Or not wearing!?' I wondered in disbelief mixed with a hint of anger."In fact, Mr Merrin, I think the idea that gorgeous Natalie presents is genius. People love gossip, so we will give him that with a great show. They'll gossip and your products will be the most wanted and searched through the internet database” Markus said with a voice filled with admiration, grabbing me from my thought