"So, this is your house?"
Josh gasped. He automatically jumped to his feet when he recognized the owner of the voice he knew so well was suddenly so close.
"Hyung—," Josh blinked tensely. And without him realizing it his eyes instinctively glanced to the spot where Sharon had just left.
Of course, Jason caught that trembling glance. His eyes narrowed slightly. It felt so good, like he had caught a big fish. And Jason couldn’t help but feel a surge of satisfaction.
Intending to play a little prank on his brother, Jason only gave a small nod, "Yeah?"
Josh cleared his throat, his mind racing to come up with a reasonable excuse in this crucial moment. Until it unwittingly caused brief silence between them.
"I—had an important meeting... with a colleague here," he thinks he managed to give an answer. Followed by an awkward laugh that escaped her mouth immediately afterward. His demeanor was stiff, and his hands were clasped together—demonstrating a very bad lie.
"Oh, I see. But why lie at all?" Jason pulled out his phone and opened the message history between him and Josh. He held it up in front of his brother's uneasy face. "It hasn't even been an hour since I texted you. Look. That's right, isn't it? Am I mistaken? Or, hm, maybe it's just my tired mind playing tricks on me?"
Josh’s breath caught in his throat in an instant. Making Josh almost forget how to breathe properly.
His eyes locked onto the message.
Did you start back at the office today? Or are you still at home with your wife?
Still at home. I'm on leave for a few more days. Why?
He did remember the message very well. But he hadn't considered the timing. Stupid. It was really stupid, to have missed such an important thing. It's a good thing he wasn't reckless or in a hurry to say that he went straight here after sending the message, and so on. Because if that had happened, then he would have looked even more foolish for being caught lying.
This time he couldn’t help but curse himself inwardly.
Josh really wasn't a good liar. He was clever, but his brain completely failed him when it came to lie.
"Well… Because," he forced his mind to work faster this time, in order to find an excuse that made sense, "Ngg, I was just... worried you might think something bad of me if you found out that I went to a meeting, nggg, while I just got married yesterday," an awkward laugh spontaneously came out of his mouth again, "Yeah, I should have stayed with my wife, right? Taking time off instead of going to meetings—like this. It's weird not taking a vacation after the wedding," his words jumbled and uncertain.
Jason just shrugged, "I don't know... I don't know. Is that really how it is?"
Josh was silent as he stared with a dead-end mind. At this point he couldn't think any further.
"I used to get married in the morning, and went straight to work in the afternoon," he said, "Or maybe it's just me? Because I'm an employee and you're a businessman, so we have different mindsets. Hahaha."
Jason laughed. And Josh couldn’t help but force a chuckle too.
"So… Can you tell me who the person you had an important meeting with was?" Jason pretended to look at the table filled with several empty plates and glasses for two before turning his head to sweep his gaze around the room. As if searching for his partner's whereabouts, “Looks like your colleague left a while ago, huh?”
"He's—one of my coworkers. The marketing manager. There's a few things about the new project that need to be discussed," Josh nodded, trying to sound convincing. "Yeah. Something like that. And since I'm still on leave, we're just chatting casually here."
Jason dropped his piercing gaze back on Josh.
“Is that so?”
Josh tried to nod firmly. Although there was a lingering doubt.
“And what about your wife? At home?” Jason baited again.
Josh is still trying not to let his nerves show, "Yeah. She's home."
Jason gave a small smile, clearly satisfied, "Alright." He loved catching so many lies from his brother today.
“Are you alone... here?” Josh attempts to change the attention and direction of the conversation.
"No. Same as you. Important meeting," Jason replied, emphasizing his last words.
Josh nodded to show that he understood.
"Then I'll leave first. It'll be a mess if I keep my colleagues waiting too long."
Instantly, a very bright glow appeared on his face. Showing that he was very happy to hear what his brother just said. Thinking that he could soon get out of this very difficult and tense situation.
Josh quickly nodded and let Jason go. As his brother walked away, Josh could finally feel his muscles relax. He let out a long, deep breath that previously felt very much held inside him. The sensation of relief washing over him like a cool breeze on a scorching day.
Not long after, Sharon came in with a hurry. Panic painted on her face.
“What did your brother come here for?” Her eyes widened at Josh.
"You saw him? Did you two meet?" Panic crept back into Josh's voice.
She shook her head quickly, "Of course not! It was so scary to meet him."
The choking feeling in his throat that was about to choke him again, faded away. He had been overwhelmed enough to almost get caught lying. If Jason had met Sharon and found out they were together, he could no longer guess how huge the apocalypse would be.
Josh couldn’t help but let out another relieved sigh. His body leaned back sluggishly against his chair. And his energy felt completely drained.
"When I came out of the toilet, I saw him talking to you from a distance. I freaked out and hid back in the restroom and waited until he left."
Her smooth forehead displayed a slight frown.
"I was so scared... What kind of coincidence is that, meeting him here?"
Jason adjusted his seat, then finished the white wine in his glass. He glanced at her and offered a small smile. "Lucky he didn't see you."
"Yeah," Sharon whispered, still shaken. "I didn't want him to see me either. I was so scared of him. You still remember, right, that time he yelled at me... I still can't get over it... That was the first time someone got mad at me like that. You know my heart is very soft. I've never been treated that harshly before."
“Yes, I remember.”
Actually, both of them were equally at fault when the incident happened. But if he thinks about it again, Jason has gone too far. No matter how frustrated he’d been, it wasn’t right to treat Sharon like that. After all, he would have defended his girlfriend if anyone had done anything to her, let alone demeaned her.
"What were you two talking about?" Sharon was dying to know, curiosity evident in her shining round eyes.
"Just—stuff, this and that,” Josh replied casually, “He asked what I was doing here, and I just gave him a simple explanation."
He didn't want to burden Sharon by telling her the truth about the text incident and the many lies he had told. He couldn't further burden the girl with issues that had little to do with the two of them. All Sharon needed to know was that he had lied to Jason about who the colleague he was meeting with was. The matter of the lie he sent in the text, it felt like he didn't need to bring it up to Sharon. It was enough that it was his own burden. Everything was going well anyway. Although it faltered, he managed to make his brother believe in him.
"Then what did you answer?"
"A small meeting with the manager of my company."
"Did he believe you?"
Josh gave a reassuring nod. "Yeah. Don’t worry."
A wide smile spread across Sharon’s face.
"Wow. I didn't realize you were actually pretty good at lying. Thank goodness for that. So, there won't be any problems, right, babe?" Sharon tried to seek reassurance once again. Because honestly, she didn't want to put herself in a difficult position at all. If Jason knew the two of them were still in contact, she might find it even more difficult to be with Josh in the future.
"Yeah. There won’t be any problems. Anyway, are you done eating? Jason’s still inside, so it’s better if we leave before he spots you."
Sharon quickly nodded, gathering her things as they prepared to slip out unnoticed.
After stopping by his parents' house to pick up the gift that his mother had prepared, Josh returned to his house. He was quite thankful that his mom was taking care of a charity so he didn't have to meet her. Tonight he needed to repair his reputation in front of Ashley's parents. And that would take up a lot of his energy and mind. Therefore, not meeting his own mother was a huge blessing for him. Because Josh could eliminate one cause of his confusion, and make his burden a little lighter.Josh was waiting for the elevator when Ashley walked up from behind him with the same destination.The girl looked a little surprised when Josh turned his head and made their eyes meet each other accidentally. It seems like Ashley didn't realize before that the figure standing in front of the elevator was Josh.Awkwardness suddenly ambushed the empty space between Ashley and Josh. Ashley looked away, and Josh still turned to look at her but with a confused feeling.Ashley didn't expect that she
Josh was true to his word to Sharon. That he would stay near her all the time.He didn't dare to go anywhere at all. Even when he needed to take a shower, he would choose a time when Sharon was sleeping. Even so, he still couldn't leave the girl for too long as he cleaned up as quickly as he could. Guilt and regret gnawed at his heart fiercely. Until his subconscious seemed to make him feel guilty if he relaxed his supervision of Sharon.His days during Sharon's stay in the hospital were spent only accompanying and caring for the girl. Josh left all work matters to his deputy and secretary completely without wanting to be disturbed or bothered. He didn't even think of contacting Ashley. His communication with Ashley completely stopped after the conversation on the phone when he asked for that girl’s help to pack his clothes.Anyone who knew this would definitely think that Josh was crazy. But the truth is that he was crazy. He couldn't forgive himself for almost taking the life of his
There was a brief moment of awkwardness before they ended their brief conversation.Josh knew he was guilty of not being able to keep the promise he had made. And Ashley was probably having a hard time yesterday to bear it all by herself without knowing why and what happened because Josh didn't inform her at all. But yesterday was really too difficult and complicated for him. He didn't even remember the lunch appointment with his mother-in-law until just a few moments ago when he saw Ashley's figure.The incident with Sharon had completely taken away all of his sanity. And it was all beyond his control. Clearly, at the moment, Josh still couldn't divide his mind to resolve what happened between him and Ashley. Because his heart and mind are still full of regret and guilt that feels very excruciating.Later. Later, when Sharon's condition was stable enough and the situation he was facing was calm again, he would try to explain it slowly to Ashley. He thought Ashley would understand be
At first, Josh thought he had misheard.But the distance between where Ashley was sitting and the door of the room was not far. And the room wasn't that big either. So it was enough to allow him to hear any sound that came from inside, even if it was a bit soft.Josh tilted his head again while looking through the clear glass on the door.From where he was, he could only see Ashley's back. The face and figure lying in front of the girl was covered by her body. But several medical machines and many cords that looked interconnected and hanging there were quite clearly visible. Also some of the little things the girl did—rubbing the face of the patient lying there, and adjusting the patient's clothes and blanket—could be clearly captured by his eyes. Ashley’s words that she spoke again could also be heard well by Josh's ears.“I know I shouldn't have complained to you. But now, no one can listen to me, Mom. In the past, there was Mrs. Go who was always the one I talked to about things. S
PRESENT DAY“Thank you Mr. Jung,” Josh took the small paper bag that his secretary handed him.This morning he realized that he had gone out yesterday without his cell phone. The panic that attacked him due to the incident with Sharon automatically blinded and dulled all his thoughts and common sense.The last time he held his cell phone was in his room before the meeting. He turned off the voice mode and put his cell phone in the drawer because he felt too dizzy to face Sharon. Little did he know that he would be forced to accept the enormous consequences of his actions.Regret still hung around, shaking, and terrorizing him until this moment.And he allowed himself to be gnawed by it. Because he thought he deserved to be tortured by the pain that was brutally punching him in his heart and head. Even if he punched himself physically for punishment, it felt like it wouldn't be enough to make up for what he had done. Josh would never be able to forgive himself.For if only, yesterday h
Ashley searched through tons of articles about her family, Josh's family, and what incidents had happened all this time.Ever since she was forced to return to Auckland, the pain in her heart made her not want to know anything about anything concerning her family. She seemed to leave everything behind. That's why she really didn't know anything.Her head was throbbing with pain when she finally ended her search and closed her phone. The news she had just gotten made her shoulders slump instantly. It was as if her energy and life had evaporated without a trace.Until a knock on her bedroom door finally woke Ashley up from her empty reverie."Miss, it's me. I brought you a snack."Mrs. Go's voice came from behind the door.“Yes, come in,” Ashley said, and the woman walked in.She walked over to Ashley who was sitting in front of her dressing table. She placed the tray she was carrying on the empty part of the table."You didn't come down for breakfast earlier. Mrs. Gu got nagged because
Ashley jerked her head as she almost thought what she just heard was wrong.“I had no intention of refusing this marriage plan from the start.”“Wait,” Ashley felt her throat become very bitter and dry instantly, “You want to do this marriage?”“Yes” Josh then split the crab stuffed mushroom on his plate into two small pieces and ate it. Ignoring Ashley's gaze who was still stunned by his answer just now."Why? We don't know each other that well. Haven't seen each other in a very long time. I'm also sure you don't like me.""We can take things slowly. And I think our history is more than enough to start a relationship. There have been no fights or problems between us as long as I can remember, right?"Josh was wrong. The man was lying as if Ashley didn't know about an incident in the past that could pretty well illustrate how cold Josh felt towards her. And that created a big problem for Ashley having to bear the pain alone.Ashley sank into her confusion again, then mumbled without f
Ashley was stunned for a long time. And when Josh moved to move the chair back so she could sit down, that's when she returned to her senses.Her legs automatically moved closer to sit on the chair.She quietly inhaled and exhaled very slowly and carefully.Behind her confusion and nervousness that suddenly attacked her, there was a very odd feeling that somehow also sneaked into her heart at that moment.How could someone she once liked, who had never seen her as a girl, who she wanted to forget... was now sitting in front of her as her future husband.Josh returned to his seat across from Ashley, still with his thin smile that was hard to translate. “I've ordered food,” he raised his hand as he turned to one of the waiters standing not far from them for a signal. The waiter who caught Josh's instruction responded with a small nod and disappeared into a doorway.“Your favorite signature set,” Josh continued.Ashley, who had been following Josh's gaze, turned her head and looked at h
As promised, before five o'clock Mrs. Go was knocking on Ashley's door again.They said they were giving her time to rest. But before that she had been buried with a pile of big problems first.So how could she rest?Even just lying down and closing her eyes was impossible. Her head ached from the effects of the journey as well as being overwhelmed by the sentences written in the document. Meanwhile, her body continued to move restlessly with a sense of anxiety that she could not describe the excruciating sensation.After trying to lie down for almost half an hour and failing, Ashley got up and sat down again. Her eyes stared at the front cover of the folder and drifted into a blank reverie.Her head did feel full. But something inside didn't take shape at all. Everything was abstract and hard to decipher.Yet, she was not considering anything. Because there was nothing for her to consider. Everything her parents proposed was an order and a threat, not an offer. There was no way for h