After calming down enough to regain her composure, Ashley slowly opened her eyes. Her hand reached out for the bath glove.
This time, she rubbed her entire body gently—not filled with anger like a moment ago. After all, her face still felt a bit burned, and the scratch marks on her skin stung every time they were exposed to soap.
Normally, the source of her suffering came from one thing only—her family. Outside of that, her life for the past twenty-five years had gone pretty well. So she hadn't expected to encounter misfortune at the hands of a pair of ignorant lovers.
The girl had scratched her face the first day they met, while the man had smeared insults on her—pride and also face.
Ashley clicked her tongue, a bitter taste still settling in her mouth. It felt like her anger would boil over again just thinking about how roughly Josh had kissed her earlier.
She had no idea what to do next.
She was already too tired and fed up to deal with Josh again. But thinking about it, if she insisted on shutting herself in here forever and refused to face him, he would probably see her as a coward running away from conflict out of fear.
She had been humiliated enough today—this afternoon and tonight. So she decided that she didn't want to be weak and refused to let him win.
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Josh sat quietly on the large sofa in the living room. The television in front of him was on, the glow casting flickering shadows across his face. A high school romance drama that had been trending lately played on the screen. It attracted many viewers with its lighthearted, refreshing, and innocent love story.
But he barely saw it.
Only his eyes followed the storyline—while his mind was elsewhere.
Everything inside his head became a battlefield, shifting from one to another. He reflected on the guilt from his recent out-of-control behavior toward Ashley. But his thoughts were also consumed by relentless worry for Sharon.
What happened between him and Sharon this afternoon had not gone well. She had left angry and in tears. Dozens of voice calls from him had gone unanswered. His messages remain unread. Moments ago, he had tried to contact her again, but his calls were still ignored.
As his thoughts drifted between Sharon and Ashley, his parents’ voices echoed in his mind—reminding him of their agreement. Warning him to be careful, to remember his precarious position in their relationship with the Song family.
His thoughts were interrupted when he heard the sound of the bedroom door opening.
His head turned, eyes locking onto the dimly lit corridor connecting the bedroom to the living room. He had been waiting for quite some time, uncertain if Ashley would even come out. But as soon as he saw her figure appear and stepped forward, he felt a small sense of relief.
To be honest, there was a lot they needed to clarify and settle—just between the two of them, without their parents' interference.
Previously, he had thought would be able to cover up his relationship with Sharon alone. That no one, not even Ashley, would ever know. But since she had already found out, he needed to change his plans.
Josh smiled as Ashley lowered herself into the chair across from him. He grabbed the remote and turned off the television, plunging the room into silence.
"Isn't that a little too far? Can you hear me from there?"
Ashley kept her expression fierce. "Of course," she said, her voice as cold and firm as possible. "You're the one who wanted to talk. So make it quick. I'm tired and want to rest."
Josh studied her. He could tell she was still angry. He wouldn't blame her if she hurled something at him this time. What had happened earlier was inexcusable. And from Ashley’s perspective, accidentally uncovering his secret must have been an unpleasant surprise. Having another woman in their marriage would be a scandal that would be just as damaging to both of them.
Worse, what had just been done to the girl in the room was certainly not ethical.
"I apologize for everything that happened to you today."
Ashley scoffed, disgust flashing in her eyes. "As you should. You were in the wrong. Instead of being sorry, you made it even worse."
"I know. I shouldn't have forced you like that."
"Forced? That was more than just force. Don’t you realize that what you did could be considered sexual harassment?"
Josh frowned. "Harassment? We're married, Ash. How can a husband harass his own wife?"
Ashley’s eyes widened. "Married? Husband? Wife? Somehow, those words sound ridiculous. We're not really married—it's just for show. And yes, doing something like that without mutual consent, even between husband and wife, is still harassment. You could be charged."
Josh listened and nodded. "So you think so? Do you actually know anything about the law? Do you have any lawyer friends? Or did someone tell you that?"
"So what?" Ashley hesitated at his question. Truthfully, she had only followed the logical assumption that if there was no consent, then it was harassment. But whether that applied in a marital relationship and whether it was actually prosecutable… she wasn’t sure. She knew Josh had never studied law either, so he was probably just as clueless.
Even if he did know, she was already prepared with any counterargument. Earlier, when she had decided to open the door and come out to face this man, she had already made up her mind—she would win every argument with Josh. At any cost.
"What I said wasn’t wrong," Ashley said, her shoulders shrugged and her chin lifted. She folded her arms across her chest, trying to look intimidating.
Josh merely smiled slightly. "Alright. In that case, I sincerely apologize. I admit that I was wrong. So, will you accept my apology?"
‘Suddenly?’ Ashley was surprised that it was that easy for the man to apologize.
After all his bad behavior and the threats he had made using her family—he apologized as easily as that? How funny.
She had never expected to witness Josh’s complicated nature and unpredictable way of thinking like this. It was impossible to guess what he was truly thinking and where he’s headed.
"What guarantee do I have that you won't do something like that again?"
Josh paused, considering for a moment before responding. "I guarantee myself. I'm not the kind of person who breaks promises. So you can take my word for it."
Ashley burst into laughter, "How is that supposed to be a guarantee? That’s ridiculous."
"Then what do I have to do to make you believe me?" Josh asked calmly, trying not to be provoked.
"Why would you even want me to believe you? From what I’ve seen today, it doesn’t seem like you care about other people’s opinions at all. You do whatever you want, cross boundaries, lie—"
Josh frowned. He realized there was sarcasm hidden behind the girl's words even though the way of speaking caught by his ears had absolutely no hint of annoyance or anger. He didn't know what Ashley was really hiding. Either the girl was no longer angry because she knew the limits of their relationship. Or, she was completely ignoring him.Their relationship deteriorated after the trip from Paris. And it got worse when his accidental encounter with Ashley's mother happened. Then it got even worse when he broke the appointment with Ashley's parents, and didn't come back at all until today. Without giving any information.Josh did say that he had some business that required him to go out of town. But he couldn't even be sure whether Ashley believed him, or maybe not.Either way, the worst thing Josh had done was to lie and never give any news after that.“Are you angry? Because I didn't come home?”Ashley snorted with a laugh, “No.”Then the elevator doors in front of them opened.Ashle
After stopping by his parents' house to pick up the gift that his mother had prepared, Josh returned to his house. He was quite thankful that his mom was taking care of a charity so he didn't have to meet her. Tonight he needed to repair his reputation in front of Ashley's parents. And that would take up a lot of his energy and mind. Therefore, not meeting his own mother was a huge blessing for him. Because Josh could eliminate one cause of his confusion, and make his burden a little lighter.Josh was waiting for the elevator when Ashley walked up from behind him with the same destination.The girl looked a little surprised when Josh turned his head and made their eyes meet each other accidentally. It seems like Ashley didn't realize before that the figure standing in front of the elevator was Josh.Awkwardness suddenly ambushed the empty space between Ashley and Josh. Ashley looked away, and Josh still turned to look at her but with a confused feeling.Ashley didn't expect that she
Josh was true to his word to Sharon. That he would stay near her all the time.He didn't dare to go anywhere at all. Even when he needed to take a shower, he would choose a time when Sharon was sleeping. Even so, he still couldn't leave the girl for too long as he cleaned up as quickly as he could. Guilt and regret gnawed at his heart fiercely. Until his subconscious seemed to make him feel guilty if he relaxed his supervision of Sharon.His days during Sharon's stay in the hospital were spent only accompanying and caring for the girl. Josh left all work matters to his deputy and secretary completely without wanting to be disturbed or bothered. He didn't even think of contacting Ashley. His communication with Ashley completely stopped after the conversation on the phone when he asked for that girl’s help to pack his clothes.Anyone who knew this would definitely think that Josh was crazy. But the truth is that he was crazy. He couldn't forgive himself for almost taking the life of his
There was a brief moment of awkwardness before they ended their brief conversation.Josh knew he was guilty of not being able to keep the promise he had made. And Ashley was probably having a hard time yesterday to bear it all by herself without knowing why and what happened because Josh didn't inform her at all. But yesterday was really too difficult and complicated for him. He didn't even remember the lunch appointment with his mother-in-law until just a few moments ago when he saw Ashley's figure.The incident with Sharon had completely taken away all of his sanity. And it was all beyond his control. Clearly, at the moment, Josh still couldn't divide his mind to resolve what happened between him and Ashley. Because his heart and mind are still full of regret and guilt that feels very excruciating.Later. Later, when Sharon's condition was stable enough and the situation he was facing was calm again, he would try to explain it slowly to Ashley. He thought Ashley would understand be
At first, Josh thought he had misheard.But the distance between where Ashley was sitting and the door of the room was not far. And the room wasn't that big either. So it was enough to allow him to hear any sound that came from inside, even if it was a bit soft.Josh tilted his head again while looking through the clear glass on the door.From where he was, he could only see Ashley's back. The face and figure lying in front of the girl was covered by her body. But several medical machines and many cords that looked interconnected and hanging there were quite clearly visible. Also some of the little things the girl did—rubbing the face of the patient lying there, and adjusting the patient's clothes and blanket—could be clearly captured by his eyes. Ashley’s words that she spoke again could also be heard well by Josh's ears.“I know I shouldn't have complained to you. But now, no one can listen to me, Mom. In the past, there was Mrs. Go who was always the one I talked to about things. S
PRESENT DAY“Thank you Mr. Jung,” Josh took the small paper bag that his secretary handed him.This morning he realized that he had gone out yesterday without his cell phone. The panic that attacked him due to the incident with Sharon automatically blinded and dulled all his thoughts and common sense.The last time he held his cell phone was in his room before the meeting. He turned off the voice mode and put his cell phone in the drawer because he felt too dizzy to face Sharon. Little did he know that he would be forced to accept the enormous consequences of his actions.Regret still hung around, shaking, and terrorizing him until this moment.And he allowed himself to be gnawed by it. Because he thought he deserved to be tortured by the pain that was brutally punching him in his heart and head. Even if he punched himself physically for punishment, it felt like it wouldn't be enough to make up for what he had done. Josh would never be able to forgive himself.For if only, yesterday h
Ashley searched through tons of articles about her family, Josh's family, and what incidents had happened all this time.Ever since she was forced to return to Auckland, the pain in her heart made her not want to know anything about anything concerning her family. She seemed to leave everything behind. That's why she really didn't know anything.Her head was throbbing with pain when she finally ended her search and closed her phone. The news she had just gotten made her shoulders slump instantly. It was as if her energy and life had evaporated without a trace.Until a knock on her bedroom door finally woke Ashley up from her empty reverie."Miss, it's me. I brought you a snack."Mrs. Go's voice came from behind the door.“Yes, come in,” Ashley said, and the woman walked in.She walked over to Ashley who was sitting in front of her dressing table. She placed the tray she was carrying on the empty part of the table."You didn't come down for breakfast earlier. Mrs. Gu got nagged because
Ashley jerked her head as she almost thought what she just heard was wrong.“I had no intention of refusing this marriage plan from the start.”“Wait,” Ashley felt her throat become very bitter and dry instantly, “You want to do this marriage?”“Yes” Josh then split the crab stuffed mushroom on his plate into two small pieces and ate it. Ignoring Ashley's gaze who was still stunned by his answer just now."Why? We don't know each other that well. Haven't seen each other in a very long time. I'm also sure you don't like me.""We can take things slowly. And I think our history is more than enough to start a relationship. There have been no fights or problems between us as long as I can remember, right?"Josh was wrong. The man was lying as if Ashley didn't know about an incident in the past that could pretty well illustrate how cold Josh felt towards her. And that created a big problem for Ashley having to bear the pain alone.Ashley sank into her confusion again, then mumbled without f
Ashley was stunned for a long time. And when Josh moved to move the chair back so she could sit down, that's when she returned to her senses.Her legs automatically moved closer to sit on the chair.She quietly inhaled and exhaled very slowly and carefully.Behind her confusion and nervousness that suddenly attacked her, there was a very odd feeling that somehow also sneaked into her heart at that moment.How could someone she once liked, who had never seen her as a girl, who she wanted to forget... was now sitting in front of her as her future husband.Josh returned to his seat across from Ashley, still with his thin smile that was hard to translate. “I've ordered food,” he raised his hand as he turned to one of the waiters standing not far from them for a signal. The waiter who caught Josh's instruction responded with a small nod and disappeared into a doorway.“Your favorite signature set,” Josh continued.Ashley, who had been following Josh's gaze, turned her head and looked at h