Timothee wasn’t feeling well that night. The moment she got home, she felt like something wasn’t sitting right at the pit of her stomach. She didn’t exactly know how to describe what she was feeling, but she just wanted to sleep it all out because after all, she might just be tired, especially after working for hours during the day. It might also be because of the anxiety and pressure that she was feeling in her chest that was making her feel as if her body felt heavier than usual.
That was probably what Rory was talking about a while ago. She remembered her saying that it was normal for actors and actresses, especially the new ones, to feel sick after working for hours. She said that some people that she knew experienced it exactly during the first day while others experienced it some day after the very first day. It varied. Maybe that was really it. She didn’t want to think that it was because she ate only a little b
There wasn't even that much time left for her to breathe nor was there any other time to enjoy and be comfortable with her condominium unit. It was because the next morning, a shuttle service was already in front of her condo. Majority of the people who were inside the shuttle were the staff as only a few of the actors and actresses who would be staying in Siargao didn't have cars. And she was one of those people.Ngel offered to drive her to the airport, but she insisted for him not to as the guy hadn't have enough rest since he went home and helped with the unpacking. Even she who didn't do the carrying was so exhausted that she felt like sleeping and resting for the rest of the week.That was why he couldn't change her mind. Besides, she was fine riding with the staff as she was already a little close with them as well. She was just naturally friendly with people, and could easily blend in in a circle of friends
It felt like Siargao was a place crafted by the heavens. The moment she stepped into the island, it seemed like she was in an another world. She knew that the place was already beautiful based on the vlogs and pictures that she saw about it. But it was way different than being there herself, than seeing the beauty of the island with her own eyes.She even forgot how stressful the whole ride and the whole flight was because of Raphael. There was really a rainbow after the rain. She grinned at the thought.She saw Theresse looking everywhere. It looked like she was looking for her since she was one of the people who went out last. When her eyes finally landed at her, she was quick to wave before running towards her direction. "Hi, Tim!" She couldn't help but smile after hearing that she was finally calling her by her nickname. Although she still wasn't used to having a personal assistant at all. "We will be sharing rooms together with Mi
Even when Tim wasn't able to sleep properly as her body was still getting used to the environment, she still woke up with a big smile the morning after. She even woke up earlier than Theresse who was very apologetic. The girl said that it was her duty to wake her up, and to help her prepare for the day as that was the first things that a personal assistant should do.She told her that there was no need for her to do that unless if it was really necessary. She wasn't used to someone doing that for her because she had been doing that to herself alone for as long as she could remember. In fact, she wasn't used to having a personal assistant at all. The girl really followed her around that sometimes it would even make her feel awkward about it.She got ready for the day as her schedule for the next two weeks had already been prepared. Luckily, she was able to settle all of her things down so it wasn't that hard getting to know where she pu
Timothee found out that the staff actually had another strategy to get more viewers to watch the series. They wanted to maximize the potential of the film by taking advantage of social media. In fact, they had already started it without Tim knowing. Maybe they had already mentioned it to her before, but she was probably too preoccupied with other things that she wasn’t able to listen intently. What she knew was that they were capturing behind the scenes from their different shootings, of course, they excluded those things that could invade the privacy of people.They had also made a website to store all of those behind the scenes cuts since they found out that people seemed to be so fond of watching stuff like that, especially when there were a lot of actors and actresses that were part of the series who were considered as new faces in the industry, Timothee included. That was pro
Life in Siargao was utterly different than the life that she was accustomed to in the city. Her co-actors, especially those who weren't new in the field, seemed to be used with situations like that already, unlike her who was still taking her time getting used to the way of living.It wasn't so bad, though, considering that she was busy with all the acting that she should do. During the nights, they would watch the episode that was being aired, except for Timothee who would just be in their room, reading tweets about the episode. So far, she still hadn't heard any critical comment about the show, and she had even read a lot of good stuff about her as well, saying that she was pretty and that she was a hidden gem that was luckily discovered by the agency.There were even tweets about the behind-the-scene episodes that were released. There was even a Rory and Raphael ship that had been established already, but when she talked to the girl
Timothee woke up with a bad feeling the next day. It was like there was something that was lying heavy on her chest, making it harder for her to breathe. But of course, even when that was the case, there were still things that were needed to be done. She was still an actress trying to prove that she was worthy to be part and to stay in the industry.She just told herself that the start of her 2-day rest days would finally be tomorrow, and she could finally enjoy Siargao without having to think about things just yet. She was adamant to treat life that way. Sure, things were in no way easy, but it was important to enjoy the fact that she was alive from time to time. Life wasn't just all about work.Rory had even told her that she already had plans for the both of them which really made her feel excited. It really seemed like the two of them were long-time friends already because the girl had been treating her in that way. Sometimes
“May I speak with you?” she asked Raphael with a commanding tone in her voice. She could already feel her body shaking from anger, shame, everything. There was just a part of her that was telling herself to act as calm as possible because people were literally watching them, and she couldn’t have them thinking that there was something going on. She wouldn’t be able to know what to do if someone would spread rumors that they kept on bickering for whatever reasons. It was risky, especially when behind-the-scenes cuts literally existed.The guy had a straight look on his face. She couldn’t read what he was thinking, but she was way too pissed to even care about it. What she wanted was for the both of them to talk. Luckily, the guy didn’t have any other scene to be shot except for that break-up scene so she could just ask him to give her a few minut
"If you can't do it today, Timothee, then it's best for you to just take a break. We don't want someone who couldn't give out her best here." When she heard that, it was like her mind went blank. Her jaw dropped as she felt her chest tightening. There was some ringing in her ears alongside the hard beating of her heart. She couldn't even hear other people talking because it seemed like she was sent somewhere faraway, in a place where she could feel the emotions in her chest so much that it hurt already.Everyone, including the actors and actresses on standby, was already looking at her already, and at that very moment, she felt so small."Do you understand me, Timothee? Don't show up here if you aren't ready. You'll only mess the set up," the director said once again. There was a hint of adamance in his voice that m