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“I’m not a coward, Father,” I told him for the one hundredth time. “If the pack is in danger, as the princess, I should stay and fight beside you to protect it. I don’t have to run to Alpha Duncan. You know how he is with me.” I folded my arms with a pout, hoping it would work on Father like it usually did, but surprisingly, it didn’t deter him, instead… Father ran his hands through his hair, clearly frustrated. “You don’t understand, my dear,” he held my hands. “This battle isn’t one you can fight, trust me,” he lowered his head and released a long breath. “Right now, you’re my greatest weakness. What do the enemies do whenever they spot their opponents’ weaknesses?” “Eliminate it to make their opponents handicapped,” I answered, and realization began to dawn on me. I was my father’s weakness, so that means I’m the target. I’m the one in danger—the one they wanted to get rid of. This war between our pack and Dark Knight has been going on for months now, with none willing to admit defeat. Apparently, we’re fighting them over our own borders. They believed the border belonged to them and wanted us out of the territory. And we knew too well that the border was ours. Our pack existed long before theirs, and we’ve never changed borders once. Father had suggested they share the borders. He even called a meeting to discuss with them, but apparently, they wanted war. We felt this war wasn’t just about borders, but they didn’t give us enough time to find out, and we weren’t ready to sit and watch them kill our people. So we fought back. And it’s been like this for months now. I seriously can’t believe they’re targeting me right now. Not like I didn’t have the power to fight them off but my wolf had been sick and weak for months now and it’s gotten worse the last few weeks. I could still fight, but Father believed they would kill me before I even lifted a finger. But how was I supposed to survive with Duncan? I had a thing for this man. We’ve met a few times, and they weren’t good meetings, by the way. The first meeting, I stumbled on him giving one of the visitors he came with a mind-blowing sex. I stood fixated on the spot, my core throbbing with heat, begging to be the one in her place, while he yelled at me to leave. It took a few seconds to get my brain to work again, then send signals to my legs to move. It was embarrassing. I’d rather not talk about the other ones. The last visit he made here, I’d gotten drunk during a party and babbled to him about my feelings for him and how I wanted him to fuck the living daylights out of me. If Father heard I said such foul words, I would be dead. But when I regained my senses, he’d promised to keep my secret, called me a delusional kid, and walked away. Like, just walked away. I shook my head. No, I can’t go. I can’t face him. “Father, I—” “I want you to make this easier for me, Alyssa,” he patted my cheek, his eyes pleading. “Alpha Duncan is my best friend. His pack is the safest place you can be right now. He might look cold and aloof on the outside, but trust me, he’s the warmest person you’d ever meet…” he paused and sighed. “And he’s the only one I trust enough to take care of you.” Are you sure about that, Father? He’s threatened to kill me twice. I wanted to insist on staying with him so we could pull through this together, but the pleading look he was giving me right now weakened my defenses. He already looked exhausted from all this. I didn’t want to give him something else to worry about. Maybe leaving was the best idea after all. I can handle whatever Duncan throws my way. “How long will I be gone for, Father?” I asked in resignation. “Until there is peace.” I bit down on my lower lip and sighed. “Fine then. I’ll go to Alpha Duncan’s pack, but you have to promise to always call and text me so I can know how you’re doing. And please,” I stared at him for a while. “Don’t die.” “I promise.” he pecked my forehead. •••••• And that was it. Two hours later, I was on my way to Nightshade Pack. We hadn’t even arrived yet, and my palms were already clammy. I turned to look at Father, but he was too busy staring out of the window. Maybe he thought I’d change my mind if he engaged in a conversation with me. I sighed and stared at my hands. The greenery of the pack came into view, and I began to take deep breaths. I’m totally prepared for this. We hadn’t seen each other in a year, so it was obvious that he must have forgotten about everything that happened between us. All I had to do was pretend nothing happened, and I would be okay. Nightshade Pack was everything my father had always praised it to be. Even though I’d been here before, it still managed to take my breath away. The stretch of land was wider than my own pack’s territory, and it carried this commanding energy, as though every tree, every stone, every brick was aligned to the Alpha’s will. The houses were beautifully carved, the rooftops gleaming under the afternoon sun. Wolves ran along the borders, massive in size, their fur glistening like sharpened blades, their eyes alert. Everywhere I looked, the pack reeked of strength, wealth, and authority. These were warriors trained to be deadly and loyal. No wonder Father trusted Duncan with me. One look at his people and you’d understand why the Nightshade Pack was feared and respected across all the territories. My fingers itched nervously as we entered the heart of the palace grounds. The main structure rose like a dark fortress. Tall, stone-carved walls veined with silver inscriptions and wards that shimmered faintly under the sunlight. The aura it gave off was nothing short of intimidating. I took a deep breath, bracing myself until… I saw him. Duncan stepped out of the massive oak doors of the palace, flanked by two of his warriors. My breath hitched. The air seemed to shift, thickening with dominance that wrapped around my chest and made it hard to breathe. He was taller than I remembered, broad-shouldered and still gorgeous. His dark hair was neatly slicked back, highlighting the sharp angles of his face. His jaw looked like it was carved from stone, and his mesmerizing green eyes landed on us, cold and assessing, and that was enough to make my entire body shiver. He wore a black shirt that hugged every line of his muscles, veins protruding from his forearms as he folded them across his chest, looking every bit the untouchable Alpha he was. The moment my gaze locked with his, heat pooled between my thighs. My core throbbed with a desperate ache I had no control over. Just the sight of him standing there—dominant, merciless, breathtaking—was enough to send my thoughts spiraling into dangerous places. My thighs pressed together involuntarily, trying to cage in the need he effortlessly stirred in me. And that was when it hit me like a punch to the chest. I was in trouble.Chapter 62Alyssa My blood ran cold, and I blinked several times to be sure my mind wasn’t playing tricks on me. This wasn’t happening. This can’t be happening! The trauma I hadn’t healed from all came rushing back. From the way they tied me, to my escape to when they found me again and succeeded in taking me.It was like reliving the entire experience again. And it wasn’t even the man in the passenger seat, it was the driver who hated my guts from the very beginning.I thought I escaped from then, I thought I’d never have to worry about this again but I haven’t even gone far before they caught up to me.“No….” I finally muttered after regaining my voice. I was still in disbelief. The words barely left my lips.He stood there like a nightmare I wouldn't wake up from. His scarred face even looked scarier, and the smirk he had plastered on his face was definitely not good news of any sort.He
Chapter 61Alyssa What exactly was wrong with this man? He heard me scream in pain when the broken branch stung my leg, but he didn’t stop or bother turning back to check if I was okay.And now he suddenly cares about that same injury? Can he pick a side already? He slowly reached for my foot and slipped off what was left of his footwear, which he had given me earlier. The moment he saw it, he cursed in a low tone. I knew he did but I couldn’t hear exactly what he said. Dramatic much. I leaned forward and glanced at my feet and it was indeed a mess, it was red and swollen, and bleeding. I felt the pain all the time but I didn’t pay that much attention to it. They were tiny splinters and thorns embedded into my skin, some deeper than others. I didn’t realize it was this bad. My legs had been through too much and I also had sores at the sides of my ankle due to the large chains and now this? When w
Chapter 60AlyssaI hated this.I hated every single part of it. Duncan was walking too fast and he was now far ahead of me. Why do I have to deal with this? We both did what we wanted yesterday because we chose to, so why is he suddenly acting as if none of it happened?Was this to punish me or what? This was exactly why I was mad at him after the kiss. Was this what he wanted with me? To do stuff with me and then act like it never happened the next day? No warnings, no conversation, nothing at all. And somehow he thinks this is fine. If at least he feels there is a reason he feels some type of way, couldn’t he communicate with me?Is this cold attitude the best I deserve? He’s never going to change and I don’t know why I keep on trusting him each time. Calm down Alyssa, maybe he’s just focused on getting you guys so we’re safe. Stop making excuses for him! Is that why he can’t walk at the same pace as me? He’s acting cold to me on purpose and we both know that.I pushed through
Chapter 59 Alyssa Warmth was the first thing I noticed when I woke up. My eyes remained shut because I was still exhausted. I mean after the exhausting exercise of yesterday, who wouldn’t be tired? A smile crept into my face as everything played out in my head once more. Who would have thought that I would share an intimate moment with Duncan eventually? I knew he wanted all these for a while, he almost lost his mind yesterday. And yet he’s always acting so tough like I’m always disturbing him. Yet he ate me so cleanly yesterday. I wonder where he learnt to do that. I’ve never eaten so well before, so I was certain I wasn’t going to forget this anytime soon. But my heart ached at the thought of what was going to happen between the two of us after this. I remembered his reply yesterday, he obviously intentionally dodged the question. I was hurt that he couldn’t reply to me but at the same time, I didn’t want to stress it out and ruin the mood or make the atmosphere unnecess
Chapter 58DuncanWhat?At first, I thought my head was playing games with me when I felt it. A warm pair of hands holding on to my hardness. My body reacted before my mind could. The air shifted immediately, although the fire was burning softly but I felt hot immediately. She touched me lightly at first, teasingly and testing then her grip became harder and more deliberate, sending cold shivers down my spine.She was just holding it but I was already losing my mind. “Alyssa….” My voice came out strained as I struggled to maintain my composure. “Please stop this…”She didn’t listen; instead, she became bolder and moved closer to me. She stared into my eyes with her hands gently stroking. I was almost losing my mind but trying not to act nervous in front of her. A smile crept slowly onto her lips, a soft and teasing one. She seemed to be enjoying it and how nervous I looked at the moment.
Chapter 57AlyssaThe fire slowly started burning providing immediate warmth. I signed in relief, glad that Duncan was able to get some wood otherwise we would have frozen in here.The rain still poured heavily and I couldn’t hide my surprise that Duncan knew how to do things like this. I mean, he was literally born into wealth, always had people waiting on him. He doesn’t even have to lift a finger and yet his words stuck to me. “I was a boy before an Alpha.”Who knew Duncan could ever be humble? Today simply proved to me that anything can happen. I desperately wanted some alone time with Duncan on the trip so we could bond and here we were, nearly escaping death, and would be spending the night together in a cave.“Thank goodness..” I muttered, gently placing my hands over the fire to keep them warm.He walked over to take the rabbit I assumed would be caught here which also left me surprised becau
Chapter 39Alyssa“What are you doing? Let go of me!” She yelled at the top of her voice.There’s no way she was really trying to act innocent over here. Such a thief!We were now in a less crowded area, so her screams wouldn’t attract anyone, and the few people who passed by simply minded their ow
Chapter 36Alyssa I blinked slowly. Yawning as the backache I felt from sitting in a place like this ran through my entire body. My mind was still a little foggy so I couldn’t exactly understand what I was looking at here. Duncan. Duncan? “You, you, you’re here?” I stuttered out of excitement.
Chapter 35Duncan I groaned as my eyes opened slowly. My entire body was on fire. After struggling to open my eyes amidst the burning migraine I felt.The lights above me almost blinded me. Everything about me felt off. My throat was burning and my entire body felt like it had been stomped on sev
Chapter 34Alyssa I watched them push him away on the stretcher while I stood there, unable to move.Tears gathered at the corner of my eyes as different thoughts ran through my head. For a moment, I was unable to move. It felt like the world around me had st







