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~Bella Pov~
Ang huling bagay na naiisip ko ay papasok sa party ng kaibigan ko, and I'm feeling all awkward and out of place By the way I'm Isabella Cruz Hindi naman kasi ako mahilig sa ganito, because in every Friday nights, were studying, binge-watching series, or late-night coffee with my best friend na si Maya Pero eto ako ngayon, nakasuot ng red off-shoulder dress na kumakapit sa bawat kurba ng katawan ko, at may high heels na halos ikalugmok ng paa ko sa bawat hakbang “Bella, relax ka lang. It’s just a party,”sabi ni Maya habang inaayos ang hair niya sa harap ng mirror “Walang mangyayari sa’yo, promise” Pero alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ito totoo. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero may gut-feeling ako na this night is going to change something. Something dangerous Pagdating namin sa penthouse condo ng kaibigan ko, ramdam na ramdam ko ang loud music, ang halimuyak ng expensive perfume, at ang energy ng mga taong parang walang inaalala kundi magsaya Napaka-ingay, napaka-glam, at para bang ibang mundo ito kumpara sa simpleng buhay ko sa university “Tara na, mag-enjoy tayo kahit sandali lang,”sabi ni Maya, at niyaya akong pumasok sa loob Habang naglalakad sa party, napansin ko ang isang lalaki na nakatayo sa gilid ng room, may hawak na cocktail glass, at may smug na ngiti sa mukha. Hindi ko maalis ang mata ko sa lalaki. Matangkad, dark hair, at parang may aura ng trouble na nakakabighani “Sino siya?,”tanong ko kay Maya, pero bago pa nasagot, lumapit na sa pwesto namin ang lalaki “Hi,”sabi niya, parang confident, parang alam niyang medyo na attract ako kahit hindi pa kami nag-uusap “I’m Rafael. Pero pwede mo akong tawaging Raf” Napahinto ako sa biglang charisma niya “Hi… I'm Bella,”sagot ko, pilit na kontrolado ang boses “So… ikaw yung friend ni Maya na palaging nag-aaral at walang social life?,”he teased, at bahagya siyang ngumiti, pero halata ang curiosity at attraction sa mata niya “Something like that,”sabi ko, medyo nahihiya pero excited din sa energy na dala niya “And you… ang dami mong confidence ah” “Confidence?,"he raised his eyebrow “Sweetheart, tawagin mo na lang itong charm. Para hindi ka masyadong threatened” Kahit na pilit ko na hindi maapektohan, ramdam ko ang mabilis na tibok ng puso ko. Parang may spark sa pagitan namin. At kahit ayaw kong aminin, gusto kong malaman kung ano ‘tong connection na ito Habang tumatagal ang gabi, nakita ko si Raf na palaging nakatingin sakin, minsan pa’y lumalapit at nagbibiruan kaming dalawa Every laugh, every teasing touch, feels electric. Minsan, hawak niya ang kamay ko sa maliit na paraan, pero sapat na para mapatingin ako sa kanya, at mag-init ang katawan ko “Care for a drink?,”tanong niya, habang iniabot ang cocktail sakin “Uh… alright, I guess,”sagot ko, nagdadalawang-isip Hindi ako mahilig na uminom, pero tonight, parang gusto kong i-experience ang excitement ng life na hindi ko kilala Habang umiinom kami, palapit nang palapit si Raf sakin “You know, Bella… you’re different. And I like that,”sabi niya, at bahagya niyang hinawakan ang braso ko Bigla, akong napalingon sa paligid. Ang crowd, ang noise, parang unimportant na lahat basta andiyan si Raf, nakatingin sakin “I… I don’t know what to say,”bulong ko “Don’t say anything,”sagot niya, at bahagya niya akong niyakap sa balikat “Just feel it” My heart beating fast. Hindi ako sanay sa ganitong attention, pero hindi ko maiwasan ang kilig at excitement. Feeling ko parang may apoy na unti-unting nag-iinit sa loob ko Hindi nagtagal, nagulat ako nang biglang hawakan ni Raf ang mukha ko at hinalikan ng mabilis at matindi. Shocked ako, pero hindi ko maalis ang sarili ko sa lalim ng halik. Parang lahat ng control ko ay nawala Pagkatapos ng halik, tumayo siya at ngumiti, habang ako shocked pa rin “See? Hindi ka ba nahuhumaling sa akin?,”sabi niya “R-Raf…,”I stammered, alam kong mali ito, pero hindi ko maiwasan ang excitement at desire na nararamdaman ko “Shhh… it’s just the start,”sabi niya, at iniwan ako sa gitna ng party, puso ko ay tumatalon sa kilig, at utak ko ay naguguluhan Paglabas ko sa terrace para lumanghap ng sariwang hangin, ramdam ko ang malamig na simoy ng hangin, pero mas ramdam ko ang init ng puso ko Napaisip siya “Ano ba ‘to? Bakit parang gusto ko pa rin siyang makilala kahit alam kong mali na to?” ~No one's Pov~ Sa tabi ng terrace, nakatayo si Raf, nakatingin sa kanya, at alam niyang darating pa ang gabing ito na hindi niya malilimutan Ang gabing magbabago ng buhay niya...at marahil, magdudulot ng sakit na hindi niya inaasahan.(Raf’s POV)There are things you only understand when it’s too late to fix them.I used to think love was about intensity.About chemistry.About the way someone makes your pulse race.I didn’t know love was also about choice.About consistency.About staying.And by the time I learned that—You were already gone.Bella,I don’t know why I’m writing this.You’ll probably never read it.Maybe that’s the point.Some apologies aren’t meant to be delivered.They’re meant to be understood.I remember the first time I saw you.You weren’t trying.That’s what struck me.You weren’t performing.You weren’t competing for attention.You were just… steady.And I think that scared me from the beginning.Because I was used to chaos.I was raised in noise.In love that came with conditions.In affection that could disappear overnight.So when you loved me calmly—I didn’t know how to trust it.I mistook peace for boredom.And intensity for meaningYou asked me once:“Do you love her?”I didn’t answ
Twenty-five years later.Time is strange.It doesn’t ask permission before it reshapes you.One day you’re a girl crying on the floor over someone who couldn’t choose you.And the next—You’re standing in a quiet kitchen, gray beginning to touch your hair, watching your daughter pack for college.Bella leaned against the doorway as her now-grown daughter folded clothes into a suitcase.“Mom,” she sighed dramatically, “stop looking at me like I’m moving to another planet.”Bella smiled.“I’m not. I’m just memorizing this version of you.”Her daughter rolled her eyes but smiled back.“You’re being emotional.”“Occupational hazard of motherhood.”But it wasn’t just motherhood.It was memory.It was knowing how fast life moves.It was understanding that some chapters end before you realize they’re closing.Later that night, after the house fell quiet, Bella sat on the porch.Daniel joined her, carrying two mugs of tea.They didn’t talk much anymore.Not because there was nothing to say.B
The rain began quietly, almost apologetically, as if the world itself knew that something irrevocable was about to happen.Bella stood in the old café where it all started—the café where she and Raf had met by chance all those years ago. The smell of fresh coffee and baked bread hit her senses, instantly transporting her back to the time when life was simple, when love was complicated, and when mistakes were the kind that carved themselves into your soul.She adjusted the scarf around her neck, feeling the weight of her decision. She was here not because she expected reconciliation but because she owed herself this—the last meeting. The last acknowledgment of the life that could have been, the life that never was.And there he was. Raf. Older, taller, and yet… still carrying that same energy that had once made her heart race and crumble all at once. He was standing by the window, rain tracing silver lines down the glass, and for a moment, they just looked at each other, two people who
Ten years later.Time doesn’t erase.It softens.It reshapes.It teaches you how to carry memories without letting them carry you.And Bella had learned how to carry hers well.The house was louder now.Two children instead of one.Homework on the dining table.Crayons under the couch.Laughter that echoed through hallways once silent.Bella stood in the kitchen, slicing fruit while her daughter — now fourteen — complained dramatically about school.“Mama, why do boys act like they don’t care even when they obviously do?”Bella paused.There it was.Life’s quiet irony.She leaned against the counter.“Because sometimes,” she said gently, “they’re still learning what they want. And sometimes they’re afraid to choose.”Her daughter rolled her eyes.“That’s annoying.”Bella smiled.“Yes. It is.”If only the younger version of her could see this moment.If only she could tell her—One day, you’ll give advice without your voice shaking.Later that evening, after dinner, Bella received an e
Five years later.Hindi na masakit banggitin ang pangalan niya.Hindi na bumibigat ang dibdib kapag may lugar na nagpapaalala ng nakaraan.Hindi na siya natutulala kapag may kantang dati’y sinasayaw nila sa kusina habang umuulan.Five years.And Bella was no longer the girl who survived heartbreak.She was the woman who built a life beyond it.Sunday morning.Sunlight poured through the large windows of their home.May amoy ng kape. May mahina na tugtog ng jazz sa background. May tunog ng maliliit na paa na tumatakbo sa hallway.“Mama!”Napangiti siya bago pa man bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto nila.A small body climbed onto the bed.Her daughter.Four years old.Soft curls. Bright eyes.And a laugh that sounded nothing like heartbreak.“Good morning, sunshine,” Bella whispered, kissing her forehead.From the doorway, Daniel leaned casually, holding two mugs.“You both conspired to wake me up early again,” he joked.Bella smiled at him.That steady smile.That quiet certainty.Not butter
There’s a strange kind of peace that comes after closure.Not happiness.Not excitement.Just… calm.And sometimes that calm feels foreign when you’ve been used to chaos.Bella used to think love had to feel intense to be real.Now she understood—Real love felt steady.And steady felt quiet.Six months after the gala.Bella was sitting inside a sunlit café, reviewing architectural drafts on her tablet. She had expanded her firm. She had clients waiting. She had meetings scheduled for weeks.She had built something that no one could take away.Across from her sat Daniel.Gentle smile. Observant eyes. The kind of man who listened more than he talked.“Coffee’s getting cold,” he teased softly.She blinked and laughed lightly. “Sorry. Deadline brain.”“I like this version of you,” he said.“Which one?”“The one who doesn’t look like she’s waiting for something to fall apart.”She held his gaze.He wasn’t wrong.There was a time when she subconsciously expected happiness to be temporary.







