เข้าสู่ระบบLouis’s POV
We stayed in the safe room until the sun came up. The screens showed nothing. No ghosts. Just our empty, quiet house. Katie woke up confused. “Why are we in the TV room?” she asked, rubbing her eyes. “Just a little adventure,” I said, my voice sounding fake and cheerful. “A boring adventure,” she said, and she was right. Sierra and I looked at each other. We couldn’t live in this little room. We had to go out. We had to be normal. Or try. We opened the door. The house felt different. It smelled like our home—cleaners and flowers and coffee—but it felt like a stranger’s place. Every shadow looked wrong. We made breakfast. We acted normal for Katie. Pancakes. Syrup. Cartoons on the kitchen TV. But my eyes kept checking the doors. The windows. Sierra jumped every time the toaster popped. After breakfast, Sierra took Katie upstairs for a bath. I went to my office. I had to do something. I couldn’t just wait. I looked at the black notebook again. The old notes about me. *The watch. The coffee. The gate.* It was someone who knew me from a long time ago. But who? I made a list in my head. Old business partners. Old enemies. Old… friends. The list wasn’t very long. Then I looked at the newer notes. The ones about our schedule. About Sierra. He called her “S.” in the notes. Not “Mrs. Crowe.” Just “S.” It felt personal. Wrong. A new thought hit me, cold and awful. What if it wasn’t about me? Not really. What if it was about *her*? What if someone from *my* past had been watching *her* all this time? And now he wanted to take her away? The idea made me want to smash something. My phone buzzed. A text from an unknown number. Again. **Check the garden. Under the big rose bush. A gift for you.** I didn’t tell Sierra. I just stood up and walked to the back doors. I could see the big rose bush from here. It had pink flowers. I went outside. The morning air was cool. I walked to the bush and knelt down. The dirt underneath was soft. I dug my fingers in. I felt plastic. I pulled it out. It was a little toy. A small, plastic soldier. The kind I played with when I was a kid. It was dirty and old. Taped to it was a tiny piece of paper. The writing was small and neat. *Do you remember this? You left it at the lake house. I kept it. I keep everything.* The lake house. My family’s old summer house. We sold it ten years ago. I hadn’t thought about it in forever. I dropped the soldier like it was on fire. My heart was pounding. The lake house. Who was at the lake house with me? Friends. Other rich kids. My cousin, Peter. Some kids from town we hired to do chores. One of those kids. A boy. He was quiet. He liked to watch us play. His name… his name was… Leo? Leon? Something like that. He helped in the garden. His mom worked for us one summer. I ran back inside. Up to my office. I called my mother. She answered on the second ring. “Louis? Is everything alright?” “Mom. The old lake house. The summer we had the garden boy. The quiet one. What was his name?” She was silent for a moment. “Goodness, Louis. That was twenty-five years ago. Why?” “Please, Mom. It’s important.” She sighed. “Let me think… His mother was Margaret. She did the cooking. The boy… he was odd. Followed you around. I think his name was… Lyle. Lyle something. Butcher? Baker? Something like that.” “Lyle,” I repeated. The name felt wrong in my mouth. “What happened to him?” “I have no idea. His mother only worked that one season. We let her go. She was stealing silverware, I think. They left. Why on earth does this matter?” Because he kept my toy soldier. Because he knows about my watch. Because he’s in my house. “No reason,” I said. “Thanks, Mom.” I hung up. Lyle. I tried to picture him. A skinny kid with hair that needed a cut. He was always lurking. I was nice to him, I think. I gave him my old comic books once. But mostly, I ignored him. He was just the help’s kid. Could it be him? After all this time? It seemed crazy. But then I remembered something else. Something bad. One afternoon, some of the other kids were teasing him. Calling him names. Pushing him around. I saw it. I was the older kid. The rich kid. I could have stopped it. I didn’t. I just walked away. My stomach hurt. Was this all because I didn’t stop some bullies twenty-five years ago? Sierra walked into my office. She saw my face. “What’s wrong?” I showed her the dirty soldier. I told her about Lyle. She listened, her face getting paler. “So… this is about you being mean to a kid when you were a kid?” “I wasn’t mean,” I said, but it sounded weak. “I just didn’t help.” “And that made him like this? A stalker? A kidnapper?” She shook her head. “Louis, that’s… that’s not enough. There has to be more.” She was right. It didn’t make sense. Unless… unless something else happened. Something I didn’t know about. “I need to find him,” I said. “I need to find Lyle.” “How?” “My mother said his last name might be Butcher or Baker. I have people who can look. It’s a start.” I made the calls. I told my security team to find anyone named Lyle Butcher or Lyle Baker who would be about my age. Who had a mother named Margaret. Who lived near our old lake house. It felt like looking for a needle in a haystack. But it was all I had. The rest of the day was long and tense. We were like zombies, moving around the house, jumping at every sound. That night, after Katie was asleep, Sierra and I were in our bedroom. We were both too wired to sleep. We just sat on the bed, not talking. The fear and the tiredness and the closeness from the safe room were all mixed up together. We were sitting close. Our legs were touching. I looked at her. She looked so tired. And so beautiful. “I’m scared,” she whispered. She wasn’t looking at me. She was looking at her hands. “I know,” I said. “Me too.” “I’m scared we’ll never be normal again. I’m scared Katie will always be looking over her shoulder.” “We’ll fix it,” I said. But it sounded like a lie. She finally looked at me. Her eyes were big and dark. “Make me forget,” she said. Her voice was so quiet. “Just for a minute. Make me forget all of it.” I knew what she meant. It wasn’t about love. It was about being alive. About feeling something that wasn’t fear. I reached out and touched her face. Her skin was soft. She leaned into my hand and closed her eyes. Then she kissed me. It wasn’t slow or sad this time. It was hungry. And desperate. Like we were trying to swallow the whole scary world and turn it into something else. We fell back on the bed. Clothes came off. It wasn’t pretty. It wasn’t gentle. It was two people who were scared and angry and clinging to each other in the dark. It was loud. And fast. And real. After, we lay there in the dark, breathing hard. The fear was still there, waiting outside the door. But for a little while, we had told it to shut up. Sierra turned her head on the pillow. In the moonlight from the window, I could see her looking at me. “That was different,” she whispered. “Yeah,” I said. “Good different,” she said. And she put her hand on my chest, right over my heart. We fell asleep like that. Together. While the ghost watched from somewhere. And while my people looked for a boy named Lyle who never forgot a summer at the lake.Sierra's POVThe first trimester hit me like a truck. A big, smelly, nausea-filled truck.I forgot how awful this part was. With Katie, I was young. Twenty-seven. I bounced back from everything. This time? Forty-two felt very, very old.The smell thing got worse. Coffee was enemy number one. But then it was also eggs. Then chicken cooking. Then Louis's cologne. Then the cleaning stuff the housekeeper used. Then the garbage can in the kitchen. Then flowers. Flowers!"I can't smell anything," I moaned, lying on the bathroom floor at 3 a.m. "Everything smells like everything."Louis sat beside me, looking helpless. Men always look helpless when their wives are puking. It's kind of funny, if you're not the one puking."Do you want water?" he asked."No.""Tea?""NO.""A cracker?""Louis, if you say one more word, I will divorce you."He shut up. Smart man.---The tiredness was worse than the puking.With Katie, I worked through my pregnancy. I was busy. I had energy.Now? I couldn't kee
Sierra's POVI was forty-two years old when my body decided to play the biggest joke of my life.Katie was fifteen. Fifteen! She was already talking about college and boys and how embarrassing we were. Louis and I were finally at the easy part. The "we survived parenting a teenager" part. The "we can sleep in on weekends" part.Or so I thought.It started with the smell. Coffee. I'd loved coffee my whole life. But one morning, Louis made his usual pot and the smell hit me like a wall.I ran to the bathroom. Threw up. Came back pale and shaky."You okay?" Louis asked, concerned."Fine. Just... coffee smelled weird."He looked at me funny but didn't push.The next morning, same thing. And the next. And the next."You're not fine," Louis said on day four. "I'm calling the doctor.""It's probably a virus.""For four days?""Viruses can be long."He gave me The Look. The one that said he wasn't buying it.---Dr. Patel was young and nice and very professional. She ran tests. She asked ques
Sierra's POVMeeting the Crofts was one thing. Building a relationship with them was another.After that first coffee, we didn't see them for a few weeks. Life got busy. Katie had school projects. Louis had work. I had foundation meetings. The usual chaos.But they sent cards. Little notes. Margaret had beautiful handwriting, old-fashioned and careful. Edward's was shakier, but you could tell he tried.*Dear Louis, Sierra, and Katie,**I saw the most beautiful flowers today at the garden store. Purple ones, like Katie's sweater. Made me think of her. Hope you're all well.**Love,**Grandma Margaret**P.S. Edward is learning to use email. It's not going well. Send help.*Katie loved the cards. She taped them to her wall. She started writing back, little notes in her messy kid handwriting.*Dear Grandma Margaret,**Thank you for the card. My sweater is still sparkly. Mom washed it and it didn't die. School is boring but art class is fun. I drew a horse. It looked like a dog but that's o
Sierra's POVThe months after Margaret died were strange. Not sad exactly. More like... quiet. Like a door that had opened and closed again, leaving us different on the other side.Louis read all the letters. Every single one. He took his time, like he was saving them. Some made him laugh. Some made him cry. Some he read to me at night, his voice soft in the dark.*Dear Louis,**Today I saw a little boy at the park who looked just like you. He was maybe three, with dark hair and serious eyes. He was building a sandcastle all by himself, so focused. I sat on a bench and watched him for an hour. I pretended he was you. I pretended I was just a normal mom, watching her son play. It was the best hour I've had in years.**Love always,**Mom*"She watched other kids," Louis said after reading that one. "For years. Just to feel close to me.""She loved you so much.""I know. I just wish..."He didn't finish. He didn't have to. We both wished for more time.Katie handled it better than I exp
Sierra's POVThe second photo changed everything.We couldn't just wait anymore. We had to do something. Louis spent hours on the phone with lawyers and private investigators. I spent hours staring at the photos, trying to see something we missed.The woman in the pictures. Louis's birth mother. She had my eyes. My dark hair. My smile. It was like looking at a ghost version of myself from thirty years ago."Is it weird?" I asked Louis one night. We were in bed, both too wired to sleep. "That she looks like me?"He was quiet for a minute. Then he said, "Maybe it's not weird. Maybe it's... I don't know. Fate? Something?""Do you believe in fate?""I believe in us." He turned on his side to look at me. "I believe that somehow, through all the mess, we found each other. And we stayed. That's enough for me."I wanted to believe that too. But the photos made everything feel complicated.The next morning, Louis's investigator called with news. They'd traced the postmark on both letters to a
Sierra's POVSix months after the beach house. Six months of normal, happy, boring life.I say boring like it's a bad thing. It's not. Boring is good. Boring means no ghosts. No trials. No fear. Boring means waking up and knowing the day will be full of small things. Grocery lists. School runs. Dinner with the people you love.I've learned to love boring.Katie was in eighth grade now. Almost done with middle school. She had a little group of friends who came over on weekends and ate all our snacks and giggled about boys until midnight. Louis pretended to be annoyed, but I caught him leaving extra snacks outside her door."She needs to eat," he said when I raised an eyebrow."She needs to sleep.""She can sleep when she's dead.""Louis!""Too dark?""Way too dark."He grinned and kissed my forehead. "I'll work on my dad jokes."The foundation was going well. Really well. We'd helped over two hundred kids in the last year. Kids with absent parents. Kids who needed someone to believe in







