LOGIN傲慢な令息と、天使のような新入生。 わからせる側と、わからされる側。 その境界が溶けていくとき、支配は愛に変わる。 プライドと支配を奪われ、逆転関係へと堕ちていく―― 学園支配者のわからせられBL。 やがて、それは両片思いの溺愛へと変わっていく。
View MoreArabella Garcia
Clad in her plain white ankle-length dress, Arabella Garcia walked the quiet alley of the church. Her moistened eyes lit up when they found the familiar statue situated at the far end of the lane. She hastened her steps and halted before the statue. She kneeled down and tightly pressed her eyes closed, causing tears to squeeze out. She clasped her hands together and bowed her head in front of the holy cross. She started murmuring in her soft angelic voice.
"Father in heaven, I thank you for giving me such a beautiful life. I am grateful to you for all the blessings and kindness you showered on me. I ask you for just one more help. Please, make Ruby get well soon. I found her today outside my room all drenched in rain. She was stiff and barely breathing when I took her in. She hasn't opened her eyes since then. Sister Teresa says, she won't be able to make it. Please, god...Please bless her with your kindness. I will sweep clean the front of the church twice a day, I promise," tears streamed down her cheeks as she prayed ardently to the almighty.
Today, in the morning when she opened her room's door to head to the church to do her prayer, her eyes clapped on a bundle of soaked fur lying in front of her room. The bundle wasn't moving. She crouched down and started stroking the fur. The tiny kitten was as cold as ice. Her kind heart reached out for the stray kitten. The indiscernible rise and fall of her body worried her to no end. She gathered her in her arms and brought it inside her room. Arabella gently laid the kitty on her bed and swathed her tiny body with her warmest blanket. She tried to feed her but the kitten didn't open her mouth.
After several attempts, she ran outside and called for Sister Teresa who was one of the physicians of the orphanage. Sister Teresa was in her office when Arabella burst in with a concerned look and requested the older woman to accompany her to her room and tend to the ill kitten.
Sister Teresa rose from her chair and followed the 17-year-old girl who was famous in the orphanage for her kind soul and pure heart. Sister Teresa couldn't help but wonder how the kitten knew where to go for help.
The kitten was in critical condition. Sister Teresa deduced that the kitten had suffered the whole night in the rainstorm yesterday. Regret immediately washed over innocent Arabella. She would have been alright, had she not shut her door. The kitten had come to her in search of shelter and now was fighting for her life. The notion brought tears to her eyes.
Sister Teresa wasn't surprised at all when she saw tears in her eyes for the poor fellow. She and everyone in the orphanage were used to her too compassionate nature. The older woman left after giving her some suggestions.
And that is how Arabella found herself inside the church, seeking his blessings for the almost life-less kitten lying in her bed.
She came back to her room. Her stomach grumbled many times on the way as she had skipped her breakfast in her desperation to get help.
Ruby as she had named her, was still sprawled in her bed. Only her head was peeking out from the blanket. She slept next to her on her side and started stroking the pooch.
"Wake up, Ruby," she whispered and, call it a miracle, the kitten stirred slightly. Her hand froze and she jumped up into a sitting position. A bright smile crawled across her lips as she watched the kitten with hopeful eyes.
The kitten stirred again, this time with more strength.
Arabella sprung off her bed and rushed over to the bowl in which she had poured water for her. She fetched it in a matter of a second and kept it in front of the pooch. The kitten crawled towards it and started lapping the water.
Arabella was happy beyond measure. She managed to save a life.
As far as she remembered, Arabella had been living in this orphanage. She has no memory of life outside this orphanage. Sister Mary told her that she was three when the cops had handed her over to the orphanage. Her parents were drug addicts and died of an overdose.
From gardener to Sister Violet, who was the head of the orphanage, she had endeared herself to every soul that she came across. Her purity and innocence were her biggest attraction.
She wasn't on the gorgeous side. She wasn't a head-turner. She was just beautiful both from inside and outside. She was the type who grows on you slowly but surely.
Her skin was light-colored and her brown hair reached her mid-waist. Her best feature was her blue eyes that resembled the stars in a dark night. But what made her special from others was her smile. A smile that can brighten anyone's days.
Ruby also had recognized Arabella as her savior. She showed her gratitude by nudging her head against her leg. Since that day, Ruby would visit her every evening and Ara had made it a point to give her a warm welcome with her favorite biscuits.
Her eighteenth birthday was approaching fast which meant she had to find herself a job to secure a roof above her head before moving from the orphanage. Arabella didn't have many options as she wasn't a bright student and didn't know much about the outside world. She had assisted Sister Teresa with her patients but that was it. She had no other experience. What was she going to do?
If you need a helping hand in your chores or have to take care of someone, the whole night, call Ara, she is always ready to lend a hand of help. But the teenager lacked severely in the education department.
The girl sent out her ill-designed resume to many companies but there was no revert from any of them. She wasn't a brilliant student to win a university scholarship, hence her only option was to find a job.
"I have decided. I am going to try my luck in Modelling," Freya revealed her plan as she munched on the chocolate that her third favorite boyfriend had bought her. Ara and Freya were lying on Freya's bed with their hair dangling on the side of the bed, discussing their future plans. They both were best friends but pole opposite in nature. Whereas Ara was soft-spoken and sweet by nature, Freya was a spitfire. She was known for her ear-reddening cuss words and middle finger. However, her beautiful face compensated for her loud mouth. She was gorgeous. That is why Ara believed that her friend would easily make it into the modeling industry when she disclosed her plan to her. Their friendship was an enigma for everyone.
"You are going to London?" Ara queried mildly surprised
"Yes. James has seen a space for both of us and he will also get me a part-time job," she licked the chocolate off her thumb.
"James? Your second boyfriend?" Ara asked, confused
"Naah...he wants to be my boyfriend," Freya replied with a smug smile. Ara chuckled and shook her head.
"What's your plan?" Freya turned to her side and plopped her head in her hand
"No plans yet. I've sent mails to some companies but they haven't reverted so.....," she trailed off. Freya knew what she wanted to do but Ara had no idea. She had no ambitious dreams like Freya, she just wanted to live a peaceful life and have a family.
"Come with us, Bell. James will get you a job," Freya wiggled her brow
Ara smiled and shook her head. She turned her gaze at the ceiling.
"I am good here. I don't want to leave this place," Ara admitted. She hated change. She was an emotional person who could easily get attached to anyone or anything. She was emotionally attached to this town and didn't want to move from here. Freya settled back on her back.
"You haven't seen the world, that's why you are saying this. This place sucks ass. No good club, no sexy boys, nothing," Freya draped her arms over her eyes. Ara smiled at her friend's reasoning.
"I feel at peace here. And that's all that matters to me," Ara explained plainly. .
Peace. That's all she wanted.
A month later, Freya left for London with her still-in-que boyfriend, leaving many broken hearts behind. Ara was alone now. Although she had many other friends, most of them had left already. They all had a plan to pursue except for her.
One day she went to sister Teresa to help her in her duty. The older woman asked her about her future plans. Having no response, Ara clammed up. Sister Teresa understood the meaning of her silence and gave her a pep talk that she very much needed.
"You need not to worry, child. He is watching over us. This darkness is temporary. He loves you and he will light your way and give you only what is best for you," Sister Teresa told her, that she wholly believed. She believed in God with all her heart. She knew he would not let anything bad happen to her.
The familiar purr when she reached her room snapped her out of her thoughts. A smile crossed her lips when she looked down at the kitten, adding to her beauty. She giggled when Ruby nudged her nose into her ankle. The girl bent down and picked the kitten. She opened the door to her room and brought her inside.
"You are hungry, Ruby? I've brought you your favorite food," she feigned excitement as if she was talking to a child. Ruby purred in approval. Ara laughed at her excitement.
She put the feline down and made her way to the shelf where the food was kept. She took a plate as well and placed it in front of the hungry Ruby. After fixing Ruby her dinner, Ara slid back into her bed and grabbed her book from the table. She parted the book from where she had left and started reading.
A few days passed by uneventfully. She hadn't gotten any revert yet. Every time she got worried she reminded herself that she wasn't alone, he was with her. God would find her away.
One day, she was returning to her room when the orphanage Gardner stopped her and informed her that Sister Teresa wanted to see her in her office.
It was nothing out of the blue. Sister Teresa often asked the young lady for her help.
She turned her way towards Sister Teresa's office.
"You sent for me?" she asked in her soft voice, causing the sister to look up from her diary.
"Yes, Ara. Come take a seat," she motioned towards the chair across from her own.
Ara quietly made her way towards the chair and plopped down on it.
"Did you get any response for your mails?" Sister pushed her spectacles up her nose and gave Ara her full attention.
A shadow of sadness fell over her ever bright expression. Ara hung her head and shook her head in no.
Sister Teresa hummed and nodded thoughtfully.
"I have a job offer for you," Ara snapped her head up with a force that could have given her whiplash.
"Job. Here?" she wrinkled her brows in confusion.
"Not here in the orphanage. An acquaintance of mine is looking for a caretaker for a girl about six years old," she started in her professional tone. Ara gave a single nod in understanding.
"The girl lost her parents a year back and is currently under the care of her uncle, Mr. Killian Serrano. The man is too busy in his business to stay around the girl......" she was going on with the details about the girl's uncle but Ara wasn't listening anymore. Her eyes lit up with hope. She can definitely take care of a child. She loves kids and they love her.
"I'll do that," she interrupted without realizing. Sister Teresa kept her expression neutral.
"Before you say yes. There is one more thing that I want you to know. The girl can't walk. Which means you will have to stay by her from dusk till dawn," Ara didn't know the girl but she felt for the little kid. She lost her legs at the tender age of six. She loved God but sometimes she hated him for not being fair and just. Now, this revelation only strengthened her will. She will look after the kid.
"I will love to take up this job," she said with her signature smile. Sister Teresa nodded and smiled in approval. She already knew Ara will not step back.
"What's the name of that little angel?" Ara asked curiously
"You almost got it right. It's Angela," both of them chuckled thereafter.
Ara was happy beyond measure. She finally had a job. Alright, she didn't have it now but she was about 99% sure that she would get it. Sister Teresa told her so. Whoever the person called Sister Teresa seemed to have great faith in the middle-aged woman. The only hurdle was the interview that was scheduled to happen tomorrow.
Everything was going to be fine, with that thought she closed her eyes in hope of catching sweet dreams.
学園祭から数日後。 午後の柔らかい光の中、レオンはソファの端で医療書を読んでいた。 静かにページをめくっていると── 隣にいたハルが、そっと肩に頭を預けてくる。「……ハル。なんでくっついてくるんだよ」「レオンが読んでると、触れたくなるんだよね」「理由になってねぇっての……」 そう言いながら、 レオンは肩をすくめて本に視線を戻す。 ──が。 ハルはレオンの腰に手を回し、 少しだけ引き寄せる。「おい……っ、お前……近いって……!」「嫌?」 低く、綺麗な声で問われて、 レオンは一瞬だけ言葉を失う。「……別に、嫌じゃねぇけど……」 その反応を見て、 ハルは満足げに微笑み、 レオンの髪を指先で軽く梳いた。 レオンの耳が赤くなる。「……ほんと、お前……」「レオンが可愛いせいだよ?」「可愛くねぇ!」 そんな、どこか甘い言い合いの最中── コン、コン。 どこか沈んだノックが響く。 二人が同時に顔を上げる。 扉を開けると、 金髪の弟──ルカが立っていた。 目が赤い。「……兄上」 声は震えていた。「ルカ。どうしたんだよ」 レオンの言葉が少しだけ優しくなる。 ルカは唇を噛んで、 ぽつりと告げた。「……父上に……期待外れだと……。兄上に負ける俺には、侯爵の座は継がせられないと……」 その瞬間、 レオンの肩がわずかに揺れた。 ──わかる。この痛みがどんなものか。 自分も、 父の期待に応え続けてきた。 誉められるため。 見捨てられないため。 自分の居場所を失わないため。 逆らえたのは、 あの日──勘当された時、ただ一度だけ。 だからこそ、 ルカの涙は、自分の過去を刺すように痛かった。「……なんだよ、それ……」 すぐ後ろで、 ハルが静かにルカを見つめる。「ここに来たんだね、ルカ。偉いよ」 ルカは堪えきれず涙をこぼした。「……兄上に……会いたかったんです……」 レオンは迷いながらも手を伸ばし、 そっとルカの頭に触れた。「……泣くなよ。 お前は賢いし、魔力も強い。 侯爵にも、ちゃんとふさわしい。 ……まぁ、ちょっと泣き虫だけどな」 横でハルが言う。「レオン。行こう」「……どこに」 ハルはレオンの瞳をしっかり見つめて言う。「ルカを傷つけた人のところだよ。 レオンは、
学園祭の照明が落ち、観客が少しずつ帰り始める。 ふたりきりになった通路で、ハルがふと思い出したようにポケットを探る。「そういえばね、ユーノが戦闘で使った触手魔法陣を教えてくれた──レオン先輩専用に調整済みって」「……は? おい、何勝手なもん渡してんだよあいつは」「あの双子、研究熱心だよね」「熱心じゃねぇよ! やめろ! 試すとか絶対──」 ハルは一歩だけ近づき、レオンの手首をそっと掴む。 その距離の詰め方が、ずるいくらい優しい。「ねぇ、レオン。ほんの少しだけ……試してみてもいい?」「だめに決まってんだろ! 何言って──」 ハルがレオンの顔を見つめる。 揺らぎも迷いもない、静かで真っ直ぐな光。「……君が好きだよ。 誰よりも君を大切に思ってる。 愛してるから、君にだけ使いたいんだ」 レオンの呼吸が止まる。「あ……っ、お前……また、そういう……」 視線を逸らして、口を噛む。「……だめだっつってんのに…… 愛してるからなんて言われたら……俺、断れねぇだろうが……」 その声は弱々しくて、悔しそうで、でもどこか甘かった。 ハルの手が、そっとレオンの頬に触れる。「じゃあ……いいんだね?」「……っ…… ……バカ。ほんとにバカだなお前…… ……好きにしろよ」 小さく呟いたその言葉に、 ハルは静かに微笑んだ。「うん。君の“いいよ”、ちゃんと受け取った」 レオンはさらに赤くなり、仰ぐように眉を寄せた。「……だからそういう言い方すんな……っ 心臓に悪いんだよ……」 ハルは嬉しそうに、指先でレオンの髪を整えた。「大丈夫。今夜は、君が嫌がることは何もしない。 でも……君が求めるなら、全部するよ」 レオンの喉がひくりと動く。「……そういうとこ……ずるい……」 ふたりの影が、暗くなり始めた学園の廊下で静かに重なる。*** そしてその夜。 ──ベッドに押し倒された瞬間、ハルのキスは許可すら与えず、レオンを飲み込んだ。 軽く触れた唇が、そのまま深く沈む。 舌が口内の奥を探り、上顎をなぞり、逃げる隙を与えない。「……っ、ん、んむ……っ♡」(ちょ……ま……っ……息……全部……奪われ……) ハルのキスは甘くない。支配だ。 唇も舌も完全に捕まれる感覚で、抗えば抗うほど舌が絡みつく。 腰が勝手にきゅっと動き、ハルの膝
その瞬間── 床の魔法陣を走っていた光の線が、一斉に逆流を始めた。 双子からレオンへ向かっていた感応ラインがふっと途切れ、 行き先を失った光は、流れを巻き戻すように方向を変え、 すべてハルの足元へ吸い寄せられていく。 まるで、重力の向きだけが静かに裏返ったかのようだった。 《感応干渉術式》──その核心が、別の一点へ強制的に移る。「っ……な、に……!?」 ユリウスの声がかすれ、ユーノが耳を押さえる。 双子の足元の魔法陣が、光の軌跡ごと裂けるように乱れ、 陣の縁ではバチッと細かな魔素が弾けた。 レオンは戦闘姿勢を崩しかけ、胸を押さえる。 ハルはその隣で、目を閉じ──静かに立っていた。 ──すべて、受け入れるように。 ハルの胸元から、淡い金の粒子が呼吸に合わせてふわりと広がる。 炎でも風でもない。 湖に一滴が落ちて、水面を静かに変えるような、濃くて静謐な波。 その波が双子の術式に触れるたび、光の筋がねじれ、 音もなく押し流されていく。 ユーノが、肩をびくりと震わせた。「……えっ、なんで……兄上……感応、ずれてるよ……!」 彼の身体を取り囲んでいた術式光が、パリンと割れたように弾け、 一瞬で逆流を始める。「反応域が……こっちに……! 偏差が高すぎる……っ!」 ユリウスの顔色が変わる。「……ハルに術式を乗っ取られている。──干渉中心が、切り替わった」 その言葉の直後、 双子を中心に回っていた光の輪がカチリと音を立てて位置を変え、 ハルの周囲で新しい中心となる環が組み直された。《感応干渉術式》の核が、静かに──しかし決定的に、すり替わった。 本来、中心にあるべきは双子だった。 レオンの心を読み、偏差を増幅させるために。 だが術式は読み間違えた。 ……想いの、重さを。 強すぎる愛が、魔術の中枢に介入した。 干渉の中心がハルへと移った瞬間── 片想いの側が、反動をまともに浴びる。「っ……あ、あああああッ……!」 最初に悲鳴をあげたのは──ルカだった。 足元の陣が暴走し、光が跳ねる。 双子からレオンに向かっていたラインが、ハルへ切り替わる瞬間、 ルカの胸に繋がっていた感応糸は、一度だけ強い震えを見せて霧散した。「やめて……♡ なに……これ……♡ 僕は……っ、兄上を……っ、ただ……♡♡」 両手が震
(兄上は、あの男に抱かれて、微笑んでいた) 胸に焼きついたあの夜の光景が、脳裏をよぎる。 首筋の痕。繋がった指。喘ぐ声。 ──そのすべてが、ルカ=ヴァレンタインの心を燃やしていた。(奪われたんだ。僕の理想も、家族も……全部) 握る剣の柄に、力がこもる。 礼式用とはいえ、実戦さながらの魔導強化剣。 構えは完璧。体勢も隙がない。 だが──心は、それ以上に剥き出しだった。 「始め!」 開戦の号令が響いた瞬間、ルカは地を蹴っていた。 剣を水平に構え、一気に距離を詰める。 その突きは、迷いがなかった。 感情のすべてを剣に乗せて――兄の心臓を刺し貫くような勢いで。 しかし──「……っ!」 次の瞬間、甲高い金属音と共に、その剣は真横から打ち払われた。 ルカの目に、冷静な蒼の瞳が映る。 レオン=グランディールは、一歩も退かずにそれを受け止めていた。「速ぇな、でも……読みやすい」 乾いた声とともに、レオンが距離を詰める。 踏み込み、低く構えた剣が、斜め下から抉るように跳ね上がる。(……読まれてる!?) ぎりぎりの防御。だが、そのまま押し込まれる。 一手、二手、三手──斬撃と刺突が、矢のように連なる。(くそ……っ!) ルカは跳び下がって体勢を立て直すが、観客席には既にどよめきが走っていた。 ──序盤、優勢なのはレオン。 動きに無駄がなく、冷静で、迷いがない。 レオンの足運びは、貴族の華やかさではない。 黙々と積み上げた者だけが持つ精度だった。 そしてレオンは、ほんの一瞬だけルカを見つめ、淡く言った。「……お前の剣。執念だけじゃ届かねぇよ」 その言葉に、ルカの胸が、ひどく軋んだ。***(──っ!?) 瞬間、レオンの視界がぐらついた。 足元が揺れたわけじゃない。 風が吹いたわけでもない。 それでも、身体の芯がぞわりと熱を持って、 喉の奥が勝手に、息を呑んだ。(な、んだ……これ……) 次の一手に入るはずだった脚が、遅れる。 剣がわずかにぶれる。 そこへ、ルカの刃が鋭く差し込んできた。「──!」 かろうじて防いだが、タイミングが合わない。 身体が、どこか……重い。(違う、これ……熱い……?) 背筋を、見えない何かが這い登っていく感覚。 肌の上に、誰かの視線が直接触れてくるような、妙な震え。
チーム戦を控えた選手専用控室の奥、誰もいない一角に魔導式の結界が張られていた。 外の喧騒は遮断され、静寂の中でいくつもの魔導陣が淡く光っている。「……ハル先輩とレオン先輩の共鳴強度、異常に高いね。過去最高。 これは……本当に確かめがいがありそうだよ、ユリウス兄さん」 ユーノが魔導晶を覗き込んで笑う。まるで遊戯の準備でもしているような、無邪気な口ぶりだった。「問題は……ふたりの感情偏差。値が大きいと、術式の負荷が一方だけに偏る」 ユリウスが淡々と答える。その指先は魔導式の再調整を続けていた。「それってつまり──愛の偏りが激しいってことでしょ? ふたりの感情が釣り合っていなければ
そのまま、ハルはレオンをそっと抱え、寝台へ押し倒した。 仰向けに沈んだレオンの胸元がわずかに開き、鎖骨が白く露わになる。「ちょ、ハル……っ、待てって……ルカが……見て……!」 レオンは慌てて胸元を押さえようとする。 羞恥と混乱で、声が裏返っていた。 ハルはその手首をそっと押し戻し、耳元で囁く。「……だからだよ。 ルカが、君を諦めるためにはこれしかないんだ。 ……僕を信じて、レオン」「だ、からって……っ、やだ……やだ、ハル……!」 レオンが必死に逃れようと背を反らす。 けれどハルの手が胸元をなぞっただけで、身体がびくりと跳ねた。「……ここ、震えてる」 囁きに、レオン
「……君、何してるの?」 静かな声が、夜気を裂くように響いた。 その一言で、すべてが崩れた。 ルカの指が、兄の胸元で止まる。 拘束の結び目が、震えた手で解けかける。 背後から射す視線。 殺気も怒気もないのに──全身が凍りつく。 そのときだった。「……ハル……?」 布団の中から、かすれた声が漏れた。 ルカの目の前で、兄の睫毛がゆっくりと揺れる。 まぶたが開く。 焦点の合わない瞳が、朧に夜の輪郭を探す。 そして── ハルの立つ方へと、自然に顔が向いた。「……来てくれたんだ」 微睡のなか、かすれた声でそう言ったレオンは、ゆっくりと目を開いた。 最初に映ったのは、ハ
学園の門をくぐった瞬間、レオンはほんのわずかに足を止めた。 肌を撫でる朝の空気が、いつもと違うように感じた。 ──いや、違うのは空気じゃない。 自分の方か。もしくは、周囲の目が。 「……」 目線を感じる。けれど、それは嘲りや侮りではなかった。 むしろ、遠慮がちに、確かめるように。(あの晩餐会のこと……噂になってるか) 足が自然と止まりそうになる。 その時、隣からハルの声が届いた。「レオン」 レオンが振り向くより早く、ハルは穏やかに言った。「堂々として。君は何も間違ってない」「……」「大丈夫。僕がいる。君は君のままでいいんだよ」 その言葉に、レオンの喉がかすかに