ESTHER POVWe all get down from the rooftop and go back to David's room, we had a bunch of talk and I even introduce Amber to him, I just really love his spirit, she knows me well at a very short time I met him, he is so nice and very brave, how I wish I could be as brave as him, saying to the world what I want.After doing my history and all the medical information I need from David, I head my way out of the room which is Amber is waiting for me outside.I heard her talking to Casey, well they seem very sweet, so I tease her a little, I honestly feel really comfortable with Amber again, us being friends is really working so well.She even hold my hand at the moment I feel hurt and sad about David's bravery which I feel guilty about myself, she always knew when she will comfort me.Since she has enought time to still stay here, she offer herself accompanying me going to my next patient and it is the teenager name Nimfa, Upon entering her room, I can still see the energentic traits o

ESTHER POVAs I open my eyes, all that I did suddenly comes back to me!Shit! You are full of shit Esther! Why do you need to do it!I even remember when I kiss Amber, I cannot be like this or else I will deffinitely lose a control!I check the time and is its just 4:30 am, I pack my stuff and get out of her house, I book a cab and get home...While on the road she calls me and I can feel her disappointment towards me leaving the house like that,What can I say, I dont even know now how I feel! Hmmmmmm sob*sob*...my tears fall down while I drop myself on the bed,Hmmmm sob*sob*hmmmmm....I dont know what is going on myself anymore! I work hard to control myself, She dont love you anymore!!!! Why dont you listen!!!!!! Hmmmmmm!!!!I shout to myself crying hard on my bed....She is already gone from you...she isnt the same Amber who loves you the way you want.....so stop...hmmmmm sob*sob*For almost one and half hour of crying I finally get up and prepare to work...With puff eyes, I loo

ESTHER POVSitting on my couch, I press my back on the couch, I guess what Amber did tonight is the rightful thing to do....We will both be okay...I let out an air thinking about that and while I am on my thought, David is trying to call me again."Yes David?""Hi...do you have a minute?""What? What do you mean?""Can I talk to you...""You can talk to me now, is there something wrong?""Hmmmm I just want to see you doc..""What? Where are you?""Outside...looking at the person who caused me this illness""Oh God, you get out of the hospital? Where are exactly so I can get to you!""I will send you the address..""Okay, dont leave there! Wait for me!"And then we end the call and I go straight at the place he sends me, Alighted from the cab, I already see him standing and leaning at the door of his car, I look at his hand and he is holding a bottle of beer,I quickly walk towards him and grab the beer out of his hand,"You know you cant do this! You cant have any alcohol right now

ESTHER POVFeeling pissed with Casey's attitude towards me, I just prepare myself going to work, I do my rounds and check on my patient when, Caleb call me, "Yes?""Hi, I have meetings with my client near your area so would it be okay if I will invite you for breakfast?""That is okay though I have a lot to do and I cannot go far as much as possible""It is fine then we can have breakfast in cafeteria instead""Alright then, see you later..""Okay.."And then we end the call, blushed is all on my face, I dont know but I kind of enjoying what he is doing, somehow it makes me smile.I had the feeling of making things better with him if ever, I walk towards the emergency to see my new patient, "Hello I am docter Esther, and I will be your attending physician, may I know what seem to be hurt on you?""She has always getting pained on her chest, we are actually having a dinner party with her friends but she had an attack, good thing we quickly brought her here""How long has she's been

ESTHER POVIt is such a great feeling....when Amber stays with me the whole night, I get to feel that I am not alone, I can really feel the friend I need for the first time.I can see the surprised on her face knowing that I keep all her stuff, I dont know why I did that, the time she left me, she just walk away and never came back until eight months ago,I decided to keep all her things maybe I had the feeling before that we can fix things and we can be back together...I dont know it will come to this...that she will get back her things while we are friends now,We both go to work together, as we get to the hospital, she right away go to her work at the kitchen and me on my office, I still has left things to do,I still need to see the girls parents from yesterday to ask a few details, After doing some rounds with the interns, I head my way to the girls room and good thing the parents seems to be not busy this time.As I enter the room, they greet me nicely and let me sit besides t