Todos los capítulos de Loving you Again: Capítulo 21 - Capítulo 30

ESTHER'S POVAs time passes, I am not sure how I would feel about Caleb. He is being so serious about courting me. I love how he is being so nice and kind to me; he knows how to make me smile, and honestly, I do appreciate him now.He used to be my ultimate crush and love of my life for a long time, and now he is the one seeking love from me.On the other side, Amber and I grew so close that I am now comfortable being with her, though I still feel weird whenever she and Caleb are with me; somehow, I observed her rapid change in attitude and action toward him.I don't want to jump to the conclusion that she doesn't like Caleb for me, even though I knew she was jealous of him at first, but we're just friends now, so things are very different!I just returned home with Caleb; he sent me here and managed to wait for me until the end of my shift.As I lie down in bed, my cellphone rings, and it's him."Hi, already in bed?""Yes, and thank you for driving me home earlier.""Welcome, ahm, I d

ESTHER'S POVCaleb and I continued to drink after the party, and I knew I was already tipsy. He still managed to send me home, and I tried to offer him to come inside and rest before driving home, but he needed to leave because he had an early appointment the next day.I drop myself on the bed with this feeling; I know I'm happy, but something inside me is crying since I wasn’t able to talk to Amber.Damn! I don't like feeling regret, but I know I already have feelings for Caleb, and I need to take responsibility for them...Feeling fatigued and exhausted, I closed my eyes, even though I didn't have time to shower or change my clothing.I woke up at 4 a.m. to the loud ringing of my cellphone, and when I checked on it, it was Caleb."Hey, love, Good mornin'.""Good morning""Still sleepy?""Yes...I guess I need a full whole day sleep, love""Then file a leave and get here, I will let you have a whole day's sleep.""That is sweet love.”“With massage and plenty of hugs."I kind of want t

ESTHER'S POVCatching such kinds of feelings from my patient sometimes depleted me so much.My normal thing is to go to the rooftop. I like how the breeze caresses my face; it somehow relaxes me.As I took my first step inside, my gaze was drawn to the person sitting calmly there. I approached her and looked closely at her face; it had been a long time since I had the opportunity to stare at her soft and beautiful face, and then her lips.I must admit that I still feel enticed every time I look at it. Suddenly, my hand moves to caress her cheeks, her soft cheeks that soothe me; I miss doing this...I smile as she holds my hand and locks it with her two hands.I appreciate how she makes me feel special. She always knew when I was around. Damn, she's being lovely again; she has no idea how much I miss this…I shared a talk with her about those patients' situations, and she started giving me those kinds of reactions again. I feel like she has this hatred for me inside her, so I triggered

ESTHER’S POVWhen Vannie appears at my door and wants to speak with me, I know it's serious and essential.Amber left us alone to chat."What is it?""Hmm, they replaced you with me. I am sorry.""The Hokins case""Yes, Mr. Hokins found out the issue about you before. The Millars family is so influential, you know how much I cared for you, Esth. This kind of life is ruining you. I don’t mean bad to you being a lesbian and having a relationship with the same sex, but this is breaking your career!""I split up with Amber eight months ago, and I now have a boyfriend! What else do they want me to do?”"Amber is still here, you are so close to her, why don't you focus on your boyfriend, bring him here, choose him, show the people you aren't the same anymore?"I am speechless by all of Vannie's remarks, and I feel like my head is going to burst any moment!I know she just cared about me, but...I can't take those words anymore!"Please, Vannie, please stop, I know what I'm meant to do, Amber

ESTHER'S POVI'm not sure what type of act I should do in the middle of Amber and Caleb, but my eyes were filled with stunned as I saw Amber walk away, and an emotion welled up inside of me as she left... I didn't realize my feet were taking a stride towards her, but Caleb grabbed my hand and stopped me...I stare at him, and reality hits me...damn...what the fuck am I doing now?The silence I am currently experiencing causes my mind to wail and cry for no apparent reason... I don't know how I should feel right now!"Here, I am sorry for acting like shit last night…"I carefully accept the flowers, not seeming to form any words for him."Can you please wait here? I just need a washroom."I rush to the nearby restroom, and as I approach the cubicle, I try to calm myself; I begin shaking for no apparent reason; I have always felt this way when I am locked in a position that I dislike.I start breathing quickly as I remember Amber walking away from me again...tears gather in the corners o