Lahat ng Kabanata ng Seducing My Dad's Best Friend.: Kabanata 91 - Kabanata 100

SHIMMA'S’s POV.I shut the door, my heart pounding heavily in my chest. Mr Mattias kept calling out to me, banging at the door.“Shimma! Shimma! Please, let's talk this out!“ He yelled, I could hear the desperation in his voice, but, God! it only made things worse.My breath grew heavier as I stumbled up the stairs, shutting my bedroom door behind me. Leaning against it, I slid to the floor, tears pouring down my cheeks like an unrelenting rain. What did I just do? I mumbled to myself, confusion wrapping around me like a thick fog. I had convinced myself these past few months that Mr. Mattias never truly loved me. All I want is happiness. And it hurts so much to make such a decision, but maybe moving on would help, I thought. I closed my eyes, letting the tears flow freely, each drop a release of the pain I had bottled up for so long. I wanted happiness, I told myself. Maybe moving on was the answer. Maybe I could find someone who my parents would approve of, someone who wouldn’t

I quickly took out the card so that I could see what it said. Although it was long written, The handwriting was so familiar that I could hear Mr Mattias voice so clearly as I read through it.---DEAR SHIMMA,I’VE SPENT TOO MANY SLEEPLESS NIGHTS THINKING ABOUT US, ABOUT HOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED BETWEEN US, AND I CAN’T BEAR THE THOUGHT OF LOSING YOU. I KNOW YOU’RE HURTING, AND I’M SORRY FOR THE PAIN MY ABSENCE HAS CAUSED. I NEVER WANTED IT TO COME TO THIS, BUT THE TRUTH IS, YOU ARE MY OBSESSION.YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME, AND I REFUSE TO LET ANYONE, EVEN YOUR PARENTS, DICTATE WHAT WE HAVE. OUR LOVE IS STRONGER THAN THEIR OPINIONS. WHEN YOU TOLD ME WE SHOULD END THINGS, IT SHATTERED SOMETHING DEEP INSIDE ME. I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT I WILL NEVER LET GO OF WHAT WE HAVE. YOU ARE MINE, AND I AM YOURS, FOREVER.I’VE SENT YOU FLOWERS AND THAT NECKLACE NOT AS APOLOGIES, BUT AS A PROMISE. A PROMISE THAT I WILL FIGHT FOR US, NO MATTER THE COST. I WILL ALWAYS CHOOSE YOU, AND I WILL ALWAYS CO

I had prayed and wished it wouldn’t be Mr Mattias.But as I opened the door, what greeted me was the familiar sent of his cologne. I gasped, moving out quickly as I shut the door behind me so that my mother wouldn’t see him.Although I could see her peaking and trying to see who it was. That was enough sign that I couldn’t spend more than a minute here before she walks in on us.“You need to leave right now?” I said, my voice barely above a whisper. Obviously, I didn’t want my mother to hear me.“Shimma, why are you doing this to me? I hy are you pushing me away?” He said, taking some steps closer to me.“Look, What I am doing is for our own good, I need you to understand, Just leave. Please!” “No!” He shook his head, taking one step back. I’m not leaving. Not until you tell me what I did wrong,” He said, I could see his eyes slowly turn red. God, was be about to…..No! My head is fucking with me right now.“You can’t push me away just for nothing. I already told you, I didn’t abandon

SHIMMA'S POV.I lay on my bed, facing the ceiling as tears poured down both sides of my face onto the bed.I almost fell for it again. I almost fell for his lies. For a moment, I was brainwashed into believing that he loved me. How could I be so stupid?God! I don't want to see him ever again. I don't want to talk to him. I don't even want to hear his voice. I want him out of my life for good."Knock! Knock!"I heard a knock on my door, followed by the sound of my mother's voice. "Shimma!" she called out. "Leave me alone! Just leave! Leave my house!" I yelled, but I heard the door handle turn down. She opened the door, about to step in, but I quickly stood up, wiping my tears away."Leave! Now!" I growled, my voice filled with rage. Her eyes flew open in shock as she stood frozen, looking up at me."Why are you angry at me? Isn't he the one you're supposed to be mad at? He's the one who is to blame for deceiving you all this time," she mumbled. But at that moment, I didn't care. I

I took a quick breath as I walked in, and my eyes landed on Mr. Mattias. Wait! Mr. Mattias. He was the boss.Fuck! Not again! I turned to leave, but I heard him yell.“Shimma! Don’t move an inch!” he said, his tone commanding.I turned back to him, eyes wide with shock. Was he ordering me not to move?He stood up, slowly advancing toward me. I took one step backward, then another, and another until I felt my back press against the wall.What was happening? Why was I feeling this way? His presence wasn’t supposed to make my heart race this fast. Not after all he did to me. Not after using me and deceiving me.He stood barely an inch away, eyes locked on mine.“Shimma,” he started. “I am going to explain everything to you, and I don’t want you to say a word. Not until I am done explaining,” he said, his voice low, sending chills down my spine. Why can’t I stop feeling this way about him?I wanted to speak, to tell him that he didn’t have any right to tell me not to speak. I wanted to le