บททั้งหมดของ My dreams, his reality (#1): บทที่ 51 - บทที่ 60

~Harper’s POV ~Everything was slipping from my fingers and I wasn't able to do anything. Time felt like sand and my circumstances seemed like a cruel joke of life. I would do anything to rewind time and live through the time I was beside Zara once more. Nothing mattered anymore. How could situations even change that suddenly? I woke up beside Zara sleeping beside me. I may sound like a creep but I watched her sleep for a long time, how her hair moved with every breath she took, and how her naked chest moved up and down in rhythm. She looked so peaceful that I didn't move. And now, I wish that I hadn't.Maybe if I didn't feel the need to pee and take a shower afterward, everything between us would be alright right now. Who am I kidding? I fucked up and I fucked up bad. It's really funny how I fuck everything up, how people leave whenever I come close to them.My body felt on auto, I didn't know how my hands were moving, where my legs were taking me if they were even moving. I had com

For as long as I can remember, I have only seen my parents madly in love with each other. Sure, they had small outbursts and fights here and there, but on the whole, they were as loving as a couple could be.I can't stress enough the fact that their compatibility affected me and my siblings. We had experienced love firsthand in our home which immediately made the three of us believe in it. Just like how I feel up believing in love, maybe the same worked for Harper, but in a different way. It would be pretty easy for me to say that he should have learned from their mistakes and a path of his own. For once, if I could put myself in his perspective, I think I could understand where he was coming from. He didn't know any better, he never knew things could be any different than his parents or his grandparents.He was a misguided teen who had responsibilities of a whole pack thrust upon him from a very young age. He grew up believing that his life with his mate would be more than difficul

~ Harper’s POV ~I had no idea why Zara acted surprised when I told her that and Natalie decided to abort the baby if it turned out to be my child. And if it didn't turn out to be mine, then the decision to keep the baby would be solely Natalie's.I loved her, more than anything and she would be a fool if she thought I would let go of her that easily.Having a child with Natalie would mess up the situation on so many levels. Me and Natalie would be parents of a baby and where exactly would Zara fit in the picture? Zara was my mate and I would try as long as it took to make her believe that I was sorry about what I did. Having a child in the equation would make the situation unsalvageable.Sleeping with Natalie was a mistake and whatever reasons I come up for my actions could never redeem me. I was smart enough to know that. I had made shitty choices and now I was suffering through the consequences. My wolf had been constantly whining and whimpering at the loss of our mate. I tried h

Sebastian went against protocol and asked Natalie's parents to come into his office the day Natalie was hospitalized. He wanted to explain the situation to her parents before they heard it from a doctor or any outsider. As far as I know, they didn't exactly take the news very well. But they couldn't exactly do anything.I had no idea why but Eva always kept me in the loop with everything that had been going on. That was how I knew that Natalie's parents were informed before her pregnancy before the rest of the pack and that was how I had known that today was the day Sebastian was going to make the pack announcement.Seb was taking everything seriously. It was only yesterday that I had found Natalie unconscious in the girl's washroom and today he was going to announce the pregnancy to the pack.For obvious reasons, I had no plans to attend the announcement. Today was a Saturday and I had full plans to watch a comedy movie to try my depressing mood and spend time with my family. I had b

Being enveloped in Harper's arms had brought a feeling of peace to me. I had even felt the tingles that I didn't feel a few weeks ago. The fabled tingles that ran through your body, brought you to your knees and gave you a high dose of sheer pleasure. Being in your mate's arms had some benefits.It had all felt right at the moment. But then as I laid in my bed that very day, it had never felt so wrong. The dynamics of our relationship weren't that simple and I didn't think it ever would be.I knew the bond between us would only work towards bringing the both of us back together and it's pretty needless to say that it would be a very unhealthy move.Moreover, I would be bruising my self-respect and dare I say it, ego if I were to even think about getting back with him under these circumstances. I wouldn't have to think twice about it if the fucking bond hadn't messed up my mind and the realization only made my resolve harder than it was before.I had no idea what Sebastian's motive beh