Semua Bab Nightmare turned love : Bab 111

Eli’s POVI’d spent close to three hours sitting in my room, Taylor Swift blasting through my headphones like she was personally trying to dismantle my emotional stability. Yes, Taylor is bae, but why did she have so many heartbreak songs? Every track made my brain more tangled.Even after leaving Arnold early,using my parents’ text as an excuse, which was technically true—I thought some distance would help my heartbeat calm down. Yeah… no. Big mistake.First thing I did when I got home was text Nova to tell her I’d be “unavailable,” just so she wouldn’t blow up my phone if she woke up and didn’t find me online. I knew her too well.Anyway, back to the panic. The confession? Honestly, I hadn’t even processed it yet. That was going in a mental “deal with later” folder. This was about the kiss.Why did it feel so wrong and so perfect at the same time? I didn’t know what to feel about it, but I couldn’t deny that I liked it, liked it enough to hold onto his shirt like it was my life raft