Revenge of The Lycan King's Fated Mate의 모든 챕터: 챕터 81 - 챕터 90

ASHLEYIt had been an hour plus and still I couldn't sleep a wink.How could I? When my night was always filled with nightmares from the night of my parents massacre.I pulled myself away from where I had been lying all this while. As I did I could feel each muscle cramping. At that moment I breathed through the pain and walked up the stairs to the bedroom, stealing just a look back at the fireplaceAt that moment thinking back to everything that was happening I was fueled with a different type of anger.My anger wasn't at the incident that had happened. It was the fact that even after then everything had changed. I was supposed to be having my revenge but here I was with no clue of what I wanted from myself.In a way some part of me felt like I was pushing this a bit too far, farther than I would have wanted. It was like I was losing control Kael still wasn't in the room when I walked in. I frowned, citing the fact that I had spent all that time worrying and hoping.After my prio

ASHLEYThe room felt too small and awkward once Lorna and Logan stepped outside.I sat there on the edge of the chair, my hands folded tightly in my lap. I didn’t know why, but my chest wouldn't stop beating almost like I could tell something was wrong as I could sense it. After the recent fight I had with Kael I didn't dare say it.I tried to keep my head down, tried not to let my mind wander, but my heart wouldn’t calm as all I could see at the back of my mind was Lorna’s worried eyes.The door creaked open finally and Kael walked back in. It was the second time we were alone after our earlier argument and after he had sent me to the room with the promise of coming after.His hair was a little messy from the wind outside as he gave me a look that half-troubled. For a second, he looked like he wanted to say something but didn’t know how. I straightened, forcing a smile. “You’re back.”“Yeah,” he said, sliding his hands into his pockets. He came closer, standing in front of me. “A

ASHLEYWhat a Night!It was the first thing that crossed my mind that morning as I lay awake on the bed thinking of the nightmare that I had.Part of my mind keeps buzzing over the situation even though he told me it was all fine and there was nothing to worry about . The why's of it is what I had no idea about.The spot where Kael was last night still carried his faint scent. My attempts at getting the memories out of my head were frail even as I carried through with washing my face and changing back to the dress that I will be wearing that day. Standing in front of the mirror. I gaze at myself for what felt like a while. “You are going to be fine Ashley. Everything will fall in place.” I mutter to myself while brushing my hair backward.The words felt heavy even in my lips enough that I didn't find myself believing any of it.In a way I felt a bit stupid, perhaps I should have kept this to myself judging by how Kael has reacted.Still yet it felt like this was the last thing

KAEL The sky was darkened with the promise of more rain as I sat still and quiet, trying not to get absorbed in whatever thought was running through my heart.For whatever reason, I still couldn't get the thought of Ashley off my chest. It had been minutes since we fought, and even if I wasn't convinced then, I was starting to tell myself that perhaps I was starting to do too much by giving the entire situation more attention than I should.I sat there close to the window, stapling my fingers while in deep thought.My gaze was far away to the end of the woods that I could see in a spatial image that stuck to the back of my mind.One thought flickered at the back of my mind, and for a minute I almost gave into the tempting option of going for a run.I glanced up at the clock. It was barely three hours till dinner, and going out there would mean that I wouldn't be able to eat early for dinner.“No, Asher. Not today," I muttered gently to my wolf that I could feel stirring in my soul.I

ASHLEY The moment Kael walked out of the hall, something in me felt like something was off. His absence brought a bit of calm to the tension as well as skepticism. For a moment everything slowed. The laughter, the clinking of glasses, the low hum of music at that moment, all of it felt distant compared to the silence he left behind.I didn’t want to stand there pretending anymore like everything was alright when it wasn't. Matter of fact we should be telling him about the entire situation of things but with this way I was doubting if we could.Logan had been restless all night and it was a point to start from. I’d watched him frown at his phone, slip out of conversations, and avoid Kael’s eyes like the truth was written on his face.Twice I had told this to Lorna. I had told her that he might blow this up and sweet Lorna had thought that I was exaggerating till the last minute when he had walked out awkwardly.I couldn’t let this drag on. Not with Kael already suspicious, not wit