With a feeling of ecstasy, I opened my eyes yearning to cuddle Sean, whom I thought was beside me, only to find his side of the bed empty. Then it dawned on me what had happened yesterday with my heart beating twice as fast; what the fuck did I do?! I'm a mess; I'm a fucking mess! With my heavy head and broken heart, tears broke out the side of my eyes. How do I salvage this situation? What is the solution to this heavy burden I'm carrying? I had to decide between Sean's offer of taking a stand or just letting life play things out; honestly, I'm confused. He wants us to have both freedom and also wants to be sure it's just him alone, but it doesn't feel right.It's like saying our marriage doesn't matter, but it does. I despise this situation, hate what they've done to me by giving me love, resulting in three broken hearts and a messed-up situation. I wonder how this can ever be fixed. Walking away from one feels like killing the other, and it's a painful choice I have to make, even

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As the stroke of the whip hit my ass, it made me scream because it was painful; it stung like hell. As the next one hit my ass, I screamed louder; I couldn't help it."Three": I was numb at this point; there was nothing to think about but pain. Again and again, I screamed, stroke after stroke, till it felt like I couldn't take it anymore; the pain was unbearable, as I could feel the cuts from the whip, yet I had begged him before not to hold back; now I knew why he did."Peach!" I screamed so loud because it hurt so much, and I was not expecting it to. As I heard the sound of the whip hitting the floor, I jumped as his hands released mine. He carried me to the bed with my mind free, the pain, heartache, and memories all gone. I couldn't think nor talk; I was completely numb. He wiped my butt cheek with a cloth and applied some disinfectant to the bruise."I'm getting some ice; I'll be right back," he announced before stepping out. Lying on my stomach, the idea of him touching my ass

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"We need to spend some girl time together today, so we'd be going to work together. Come on, get up!" Nodding, I sit up; Sean gives me a warm hug while pecking my neck."Tell her everything. I know I say you shouldn't, but you have to talk to someone, so please do." His whisper is quiet so she can't hear. I walk out following Beatrice, my heart breaking looking back at him and the girls. Driving there, we stay quiet, neither of us knowing what to do or say; the whole thing is a mess. How do we even start this conversation? Getting in the office, we sit down, putting the blinds down so everyone knows not to interrupt if it is an emergency."Right, so let's talk. Just say it all, Lisa. Any order talk." Looking at her, I know I need to; I need to get this out there to help me move on."I love Sean. I love him as my husband, as my Dom as my partner, as my kid's father. the first time with Steve was a shock; I said no, but then I agreed. Sean seems to enjoy seeing me with other men. the

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"Be a good kitten and place your hands behind your back." Standing up, I put my hands behind my back, and he wrapped my whole body with the rope. My arms were secure; it felt slightly uncomfortable, but it was an adventure I desired. He moved me from the ground with a pulley system. I could feel the rope pulling, my body being lifted from the ground. I moaned at the thought of what was about to happen as I was suspended in the air with my face down, but only ropes were holding me up. His hand touches me, moans escaping my lips at the feel of the leather gloves, his hand trailing along my body. His touch abruptly ceases, leaving an eerie quiet in the room, and anticipation starts to build within me as I wonder what comes next. After a couple of minutes, the initial excitement seems to wane, and a sense of suspense lingers. Where is he?Suddenly, the sensation of ice gliding across my skin electrifies me, and I let out loud screams as he continues to explore my body with it. The rhyt

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Standing, I observe him dressing, overwhelmed with guilt for what I've subjected him to. Yet, my mind incessantly returns to thoughts of Steve, and I can't shake the worry about his well-being. The idea of him being hurt torments me, causing my own distress to intensify.The anguish seems to engulf my entire being, resisting any attempt to escape. No matter how hard I try to evade it, the pain persists, leaving me with no reprieve."Hey, he'll be fine. I don't mind if you want to talk to him," Sean reassures me, offering a supportive smile. Although touched by his kindness, I find it challenging to accept."I'm okay. Now, let's go get the girls," I declare, moving toward the door. Sean catches my hands before I can slip away, his expression a mix of concern and confusion."I mean it. I'm not saying it to appease you. I'll still talk to Steve, and I'd gladly let him stay here. I have no issue with you talking to him," he asserts sincerely. While I know he means it, a part of me feels t

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All Chapters of Lustful Surrender: Chapter 1 - Chapter 5

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