บททั้งหมดของ Against the world : บทที่ 1 - บทที่ 10

Let gerrit👇 "It only took one second, one look, for both's hearts to betray them." (Both male leads are biggest idols from a different biggest boys band in Seoul city, Korea.) The backstage area of award shows was always chaos,stylists rushing with last minute touch ups, managers whispering reminders, idols trying to stay calm while waiting for their turn under the blinding stage lights. Felix had grown used to it. With Stray Kids rising higher each year, he knew the routine well, smile, bow, perform, and keep his voice steady in interviews. Still, a part of him always feltt small in these big arenas like he was surrounded by stars he wasn't sure he could ever reach. Tonight, the stadium was filled with idols he admired from afar, but there was one name that made his heart beat a little faster whenever he heard it. Park Jimin. Felix had been a trainee when BTS was at their peak, and Jimin had always been his inspiration. Not just because of the flawless dancing and angelic

The next few days, Felix buried himself in practice, letting the rhythm of dance and the burn in his muscles distract him. He laughed louder with his members, joined their late night snacks, and forced himself to sleep early. But every time he closed his eyes, he saw Jimin on that rooftop.The way he stood under the city lights. The way he whispered, "You'll come back."And worst of all Felix knew a part of him wanted to.The first message came late at night. A simple one. "Are you still pretending you don't think of me?"Felix stared at the glowing screen, he breathed so deeply, tempted to reply, but he locked the phone instead. He couldn't. He wouldn't.The second message came the next day. "You look tired. Don't forget to eat."His chest tightened. How did Jimin know? Was he watching me?, Or was it just a guess? Either way, it made his skin prickle.Felix ignored that one too.But then, during a music show recording, it happened.Stray Kids had just finished performing, sweat d

That night, Felix returned to the dorm long after everyone was asleep. He collapsed onto his bed, staring at his shaking hands.He told himself he'd stop. That this was the last time. But deep down, he knew he was already too far gone.Days blurred together.Schedules, rehearsals, interviews Felix went through them like a ghost. His smile was still there, his laugh still bright, but behind it was something else. Something gnawing at him from the inside.He craved Jimin. Not just the touches. Not just the stolen kisses. But everything. His voice, his presence, the way he looked at him like no one else ever had. Every hour apart felt unbearable. Every second with him felt like drowning and Felix didn't want to come up for air. "Felix, are you listening?" Chan's voice cut through the fog one afternoon during practice.Felix blinked, realizing he'd missed an entire cue. Sweat dampened his shirt, his chest heaving harder than it should have. "Sorry, hyung," he muttered quickly, forci

Felix never thought love could feel like thissoft, warm, and gentle.Not heavy chains, not fear. Just... comfort.It was past midnight, the city outside glowing with quiet lights. Felix sat cross-legged on Jimin's couch, a blanket wrapped around his shoulders, and that was his first time at Jimin mansion, it a little bit far to town, Jimin sat across from him, holding two mugs of hot tea."You don't sleep enough," Jimin teased lightly, passing him a mug.Felix laughed softly, his deep voice low and shy. "Neither do you, Park jimin" Jimin smile and said "call me that again""Park jimin" Felix said with deep voice. Jimin giggled and said "Good, now you are claiming me" They sipped in silence for a moment, the air calm. No rushing, no hiding. Just them.Felix broke the silence. "Do you ever wish we could just... tell the world?"Jimin set his mug down, his smile fading into something softer. "Every day, But then I remember what the world is like, What fans can be like."Felix's chest

Jimin should've been afraid. He should've been careful. But he wasn't.Instead, he whispered into the quiet, "You've ruined me Lixie. I don't belong to myself anymore... I belong to you."That afternoon, practice with BTS felt different. His body was there, but his soul wasn't. Every move, every lyric Felix's face kept flashing in his mind. The way he whispered his name, the way he clung to him, the way he made Jimin feel alive and doomed at the same time.Finally, he couldn't hold it in anymore. During break, the room was filled with laughter and chatter, but Jimin's chest felt like it was going to explode. He stood suddenly, his voice sharp."Hyungs... I need to say something."The others went quiet, surprised at his serious tone. Namjoon tilted his head. "What is it, Jimin?"Jimin's fists clenched at his sides. His eyes burned as he looked at the floor, then back up. "I'm in love."Jungkook blinked. "With who?"Jimin swallowed, his voice trembling but fierce. "With Felix. From Stra